Creating Our Own Reality

Do we allow evil to run rampant in the world?

I have heard it multiple times, that the reason evil is allowed to run rampant in the world is because “they” disclose this information to us through movies, shows, music videos, games, etc. – and “we” allow it; by not caring, not doing anything about it, not objecting, or what have you.

There’s many terms people have used for this type of manipulation:

predictive programming“Predictive programming is a subtle form of psychological conditioning provided by the media to acquaint the public with planned societal changes to be implemented by TPTB.

If and when these changes are put through, the public will already be familiarized with them and will accept them as ‘natural progressions’, as Alan Watt (*) calls it; thus lessening any possible public resistance and commotion.

Predictive programming therefore may be considered as a veiled form of preemptive mass manipulation or mind control”The Conditioning of Humans

soft/hard disclosure
disclosure: “The act or process of revealing or uncovering. / Something uncovered; a revelation.”
hard disclosure: revealing information that is directly told to the public without any pretense – could be through official documents, FOIAs, press hearings, etc.
soft disclosure: information that is hidden within different avenues – (ex.) through the media, fiction books, symbols, subliminal messages, etc. that hints at its existence.

social conditioning“The sociological process of training individuals in a society to act in a way that’s broadly approved by the society and various peer groups.

The result is a set of given social patterns and structures in society. In fact, a lot of our beliefs, customs, etiquette and mannerisms come from social conditioning.”Social Conditioning Quotes: Thoughts on How to Escape the Matrix

or any other number of terms indicating that these evil masterminds have indeed “told us” their plan, and by the people continuing to go about their normal, everyday lives, that is somehow giving them permission to green light their plan.

Well, I’m not sorry to say, but that is absolutely ridiculous and in no way does it give permission to carry out their heinous deeds.

Of course, even if this is true, then these people who “disclose” their plans do so in such a convoluted manner to imply that whoever does believe it to be true is a crazy conspiracy theorist, a delusional paranoid, dangerous terrorist, schizophrenic dissenter, etc., etc., etc.

They’ve set up a twisted system that even if their esoteric laws demands that they reveal to the public their diabolical agendas, no one would believe them and these normal citizens would continue on with their life none the wiser. This, in no way, is the public “allowing” them to go through with whatever hellish plans they’ve decided to unleash upon the world.

And let me add by saying, no matter what other people believe or don’t believe, no matter what these corrupt industries are doing or have been doing, I DO NOT CONSENT.

I DO NOT CONSENT in these evil corporations running their human/child trafficking rings.

(I have not watched the documentary ‘Eyes of the Devil’ by Patryk Vega. I have only read the description of what it is about, and that alone is heart-wrenching and sickening enough. It is currently available on bitchute. Search and watch it at your own risk…)

I DO NOT CONSENT in any satanic/luciferian/aleister crowleyian/ANY rituals that harm/subjugate/torture/kill/etc. ANY life whatsoever.

More extremely difficult material, but important to know what’s going on:
Satanic Ritual Abuse: It’s Real, But It Can Be Healed
Satan’s Children – Satanic Ritual Abuse (60 Minutes Australia)

I DO NOT CONSENT to having an untested, unknown, new technological “vaccine” injected into my body or anyone else who is against this agenda.

COVID-19 vaccines could become mandatory. Here’s how it might work.
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I DO NOT CONSENT to being lied to repeatedly about how our tax money is being used for nefarious and/or deceptive purposes. And I DO NOT CONSENT to our tax money being used to fund certain corrupt organizations.

Planned Parenthood Received $1.6 Billion of Our Tax Dollars to Promote Its Abortion Agenda
NASA Is A Waste of Tax Dollars

I DO NOT CONSENT to this transgenderism/transhumanism agenda, and ESPECIALLY when it’s pushed onto innocent children.

Biden HHS pick Rachel Levine once touted chemical sex changes for children
The Transhumanist Agenda and The Future of Humanity

I DO NOT CONSENT to the World Health Organization dictating their disgusting plan to normalizing sexuality in children.

Another Reason To Ditch The World Health Organization Is Its Shocking Sex Propaganda For Kids

I DO NOT CONSENT to having our spirituality and our consciousness/connection to God stripped away by tptsb who are struggling to keep us in the dark.

Your Pineal Gland, It’s Calcification & Why You Should Care

I DO NOT CONSENT to having immoral, depraved, disturbing material inundating me (or my child) and propagandized to the public no matter where we turn.

Something is Terribly Wrong With Many “Kids” Videos on YouTube
NPR Lists Cardi B’s ‘Wet Ass Pu**y’ as ‘Best’ Song of 2020

I DO NOT CONSENT to being treated like cattle who needs to be tagged and traced and every move dictated by these power-hungry individuals/corporations.

Bill Gates, Microsoft file patent for dystopian “body activity data” apparatus

I could go on and on, but the bottom line is, I have not, and will not, give my permission for all of these corrupted establishments to continue blind-siding human beings and giving us the lame excuse that we have somehow allowed it. I DON’T allow it, I DON’T give them permission, I DON’T accept it, and this is me now saying that my will is that this whole planet will wake up to these insane sounding agendas, start working on our own spiritual development (and therefore the whole world), and build a better future for every living creature on this planet.

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I know the notion of a Higher Power, a Supreme Being, a universal Creator, etc. may be lost on some people, but I have to admit, it’s fascinating when even some of the most famous of scientists (“trust the science”, right?) believe in God or a creator entity. Some of their conclusions even stem from their research into this mysterious universe, and their findings ultimately end up pointing them in the direction of a divine universal consciousness or Higher Power.

Of course, this isn’t to imply that other scientists don’t come to the exact opposite conclusion; that there is no God. But to have actual philosophers, researchers, scientists, doctors, etc. – one of whose main ideology is based upon studies and facts, come to the realization that there is a mysterious force within the universe, is incredibly insightful and extremely compelling. For others to automatically denounce the metaphysical realm simply because we cannot “scientifically measure it” (yet?), is missing the whole point of metaphysics to begin with.

(Then, on the flip side, it’s very uncanny that a lot of those in high, official positions seem to worship an entirely different entity… – 4 Videos Of Politicians Confronted About Bohemian Grove That Make You Say WTF – just one example, out of many)

Now, whether we, as a collective whole, choose to continue to ignore these agendas being laid out for us to “see” and in their law, gives them the right to continue their insidious actions of terror against life and spirit – or whether we finally “WAKE UP” and refuse to give them this permission by standing up to them and announcing that, “NO. We will not be a part of this terrible scheme.” remains to be seen.

But I, for one, and I’m sure PLENTY OF OTHERS, are waking up to this reality and in so doing, we must realize that if they believe they can continue on with no repercussions because the blind don’t see it, then by us bringing this darkness to light, we can then begin to counteract this belief by our own that there is indeed a righteous God, and He will pass the final judgment upon them (not only them – all of us). And I pray every single day that He comes soon.

3 But even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing,
4 whose minds the god of this age has blinded, who do not believe, lest the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine on them.
5 For we do not preach ourselves, but Christ Jesus the Lord, and ourselves your bondservants for Jesus’ sake.
6 For it is the God who commanded light to shine out of darkness, who has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.
2 Corinthians 4:3-6

“They” know this, yet they remain in their stubborn and rebellious hardened-heart state, and who allows that? They do. They allow their own demise. And unless they repent and truly seek forgiveness and turn back from their wicked ways, then nothing else will be able to save them. They will be lost to the darkness that they so love, because they don’t know the true horrors that will come with it until it’s too late.

And this, I DO ALLOW.

I believe in Love and Forgiveness, with my whole heart, although I am still struggling with certain aspects of it, but to “allow” evil to run rampant because of the dichotomy of Love and Forgiveness is, at least to me, against the Divine Wisdom set up by the Holy Heavens. Whatever They decide to do to each person’s soul/spirit depending on the state of their heart, will give these evil-inclined souls a glimpse into the “reap what they sow” doctrine. To give these corrupted individuals a clean slate through the forgiveness/karmic debt is ultimately not allowing them to learn their spiritual lesson through their actions.

This is my belief, and my reality. And while I may have failed the “Forgiveness” test set forth for me, I trust in God to lead the way and bring me to the Truth and the Light so that I can expand upon this understanding and help others to grow as well.

My reality, is that we ALL wake up to who we truly are; but, to not infringe upon those that wish to stay blind and remain in the dark, that those who have chosen to open their eyes and work on their spiritual development will be able to leave this current reality, and start building our own. Where people can be truly happy and blessed and not have to worry about evil corruption ruining humankind. Those that choose to remain behind, will be in their own sordid reality that they chose for themselves.

But I honestly pray for them, too. That they will come out of the darkness.

2 The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; those who dwelt in a land of deep darkness, on them has light shined.
Isaiah 9:2

Fact checking is extremely important. I want to reiterate not to take everything at face value; no matter what you read, where you read it from, or who you hear it from. And to be clear, do not rely on “fact checking” websites to give you accurate information either. These are just as likely, (if not even more likely…), to feed false information and false debunking accounts to manipulate the reader. Please take everything into consideration before adhering to a certain narrative – and always keep your mind open to other possibilities.

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Mind Control and Dissociation

Is this more rampant than we think?

Did You Know?: There are some people that don’t have an inner dialogue.

I covered the interesting difference between people who have an internal monologue – speaking inside one’s head – and those that do not. It seems as if the majority of people that don’t have the inner monologue also don’t often picture things in their head as well.

And since this is new to me and I can’t quite comprehend how one “thinks” without the use of these two abilities, it makes me wonder if our minds are more susceptible to outside forces than we thought.

Thus, the topic of mind control and dissociation was born.

And I want to make it clear, this is not a post to criticize or judge anyone based on the way their mind thinks. It’s a fascinating topic and unless one has studiously studied the brain/mind for decades, the knowledge about this is incredibly lacking. This is only a means to address this subject, and theorize on the possibilities that could arise from the mind’s differences.

With that being said, I want to bring attention to a tragic occurrence that I think is far more common than we think.

Childhood trauma.

Studies have shown that children who have suffered through abuse are more prone to developing dissociation disorders than those who have grown in a loving, caring home. Some signs and symptoms are found from the following site: What Is Dissociation? Definition, Symptoms, Causes, Treatment

Symptoms of Dissociation

Symptoms of dissociation are different depending on the type of dissociation the person experiences. Some of the symptoms of dissociation as defined by the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, fifth edition (DSM-5) are:

  • A major inability to remember personally-relevant events in a way that can’t be accounted for by regular forgetfulness or a medical condition (amnesia)
  • Confused and dazed wandering (known as a dissociative fugue)
  • Two or more identities or personality traits within a single person
  • Transfer of behavioral control to each identity
  • Feelings that objects in the external world are changing in shape and size
  • Feeling that people are automated and inhuman

Signs of Dissociation

There are signs of dissociation in addition to the above symptoms of dissociation. Signs of dissociation include:

  • Mental health problems such as depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts and actions
  • A sense of detachment from oneself; seeing one’s life as if it is a movie
  • An unclear sense of identity
  • Significant stress or problems in relationships, work or other important areas of your life
  • A presence of multiple people talking or living in your head, or a feeling of possession by another identity

Now something that’s been making its rounds on the internet, are the possible manipulation of people who may suffer from dissociation disorders. (And deeper theories propose that dissociation is an actual deliberate goal to impress on the victim as a means of control.)

Take the following clips, for example. These are just some clips showing some odd responses from a few individuals.

Very strange behavior from those in very high positions and well-known celebrities. One has to wonder, what is causing this? Is it simply “stress”? Fumbling over words? Seizures/epilepsy? A different medical condition? Or are there perhaps deeper, darker things going on behind the mind that we’re not quite aware of?

1. Did you catch Nancy Pelosi’s slip-up? “Ten states, as I said, on Friday, uh, started their early fr- voting, the day that we lost Ruth Bader Ginsberg.” Some people think she was about to say “fraud”. Of course, she could have been trying to say “Friday” again by accident, but who’s to really know? (Besides her handler, that is. – Just a theory… not stating it as fact.) But of course the main star of this video was her strange backtrack to greet her interviewer, again, right in the middle of her speech: “Good morning. Sunday morning.” which seemed to leave her interviewer baffled.

2. Hillary Clinton is seen at 3 different events, all displaying a different reaction to the stimuli that she’s surrounded by. The first seems to be a kind of taken-aback reaction where she wasn’t expecting a reporter at her side interrupting her mid-speech. The second shows a bewildered shock at the loud reception her and her husband are receiving. And the third is perhaps the most bizarre of all. We see an agent basically confronting what seems to be a hesitant (perhaps upset) Hillary and commanding her to “keep talking” and, almost as if threatening, says, “We’re not going anywhere.”

3. Here we see the same ‘bodyguard?’ dutifully help Hillary Clinton into a black vehicle when she allegedly faints due to “medical complications”. But I think “help” should be changed to “force”, and “medical complications” to… actually, no that’s probably right. Complications due to her mind trying to fight back from the mind control she’s under.

4. Of course, I wouldn’t want to mention Hillary Clinton without addressing her husband, Bill Clinton, and this strange display of motionlessness. Many people attribute this action (or inaction, I should say…) to hypnosis. It certainly does look like it.

5. Britney Spears is probably one of the most well-known celebrities, and also the star of huge controversies and “conspiracy theories”. – I don’t use that term lightly. There are movements to try and find out what is going on behind some of the behavior like the one presented in this video, and also from many of her instagram posts. With many people retweeting them with the hashtag #FreeBritney. Whether these ig posts are a publicity stunt to remain relevant and in the spotlight (from her and/or her handlers), or if they’re a real cry for help, remains to be seen.

6. Al Roker was caught on this tape suspiciously straightening his posture and remaining unresponsive (or perhaps receptive to commands…) due to what many people speculate as his trigger words, “Holy ghost”. The strange facial expression on his face and the way he stares into the camera with an unblinking gaze gave rise to many internet sleuths trying to find the reason for it. With a little bit of research some might come across “hypnotism” or the “mannequin challenge” that may have been initiated just to give an excuse to explain away these strange behaviors.

Along with the above examples, we also have many testimonies – these from celebrities – that talk of an alter-ego, or a different personality that takes over during certain circumstances. Now some people might chalk that up to “artistic expression” – perhaps because they don’t want to take them at their word that they literally have a different personality that takes over.

(And this isn’t even one of the “crazier conspiracies”! Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) and Demonic Possession // Thoughts on Demon Knowledge)

Now whether any of these events are due to an MK Ultra program of sorts, or whether it’s due to a brain anamoly (combination of both?), the fact of the matter is that the mind is more fragile than we think.

Yet, even if mind control is running rampant all over the world, and even if our mind is susceptible to outside forces, there is still hope.

Our spiritual constitution, is stronger than we think. And it is this, which can break through these bonds of control and manipulation and ultimately give us our freedom and our mind back. But it takes others, with a loving, compassionate understanding, to help them learn how to break free from this control, and learn how to think and discern on their own.

The below video gives us a glimpse into what a mind-control victim may have suffered through:

Source: youtube | PronStarKilluminati | Cathy O’Brien: Ex-Illuminati Mind Control Victim | MK Ultra | Monarch Mind Control Exposed

(I’m actually really surprised that this video is still up on youtube, from 2013. The conference itself was made on 1996, which should give you an idea of how long this nefarious agenda has been going on behind the scenes – and still is!)

But, I have to warn the readers, not everything you see may be the truth.

In this rather long exposé, a few people are actually addressing that Mark Phillips may not be the “white knight” he is depicted in this video (which is probably why it’s still up on youtube…) and some controversy surrounding Cathy O’Brien herself. There is a whole, sordid tale within these letters, that involve the infamous David Icke, as well, so please be careful with any information you see. With the amount of deception and manipulation being pulled on the public, it truly is hard knowing who and what to believe.

Now, if you notice a recurring theme (which there are many, actually) in the above video and of other victim’s accounts, one of them is the blatant excuse that the government gives to pardon criminals, politicians, etc. “as a matter of national security”, they say.

Pardon my french, but this is b.s.

It is them, trying to disguise the fact that they are protecting criminals and illegal activity to suit their own purposes and agendas. Nothing more. “As a matter of covering our own @ss.“, is more like it.

(Usually I’m not as aggressive in my opinions – but when it comes to child abuse, I tend to get more agitated…)

Now apply these mind control techniques on, oh- I don’t know, world leaders… beloved celebrities… elected officials… mainstream media reporters… and then perhaps we can see a pattern emerging of people of the same mentality trying to dictate others on what to think, how to behave, who to love (and hate), etc., etc., etc.

We can see a cycle of abuse and coverups by the people initiating these mind control subjugations onto their victims, and since these victims are under their control, then they are thus perpetrating the same abuse upon their victims, and so on and so forth.

Sounds crazy. Sounds complicated. Sounds surreal.

But don’t tell me that satanic ritual abuse (or childhood abuse in general) isn’t a common instigator into the dissociation disorder; with the many studies that have gone in to expose it:

Evidence that Dissociative Identity Disorder (Multiple Personality Disorder or MPD) is caused by Childhood Trauma

Objective Documentation of Child Abuse and Dissociation in 12 Murderers With Dissociative Identity Disorder

Stop Mind Control and Ritual Abuse Today

And don’t tell me that we don’t see an insane increase in satanic activity and propaganda all over our media and strange symbolism no matter where we turn.

In part of The Weeknd’s 2021 super bowl performance, we see a menacing, red-eyed figure descending down to the stage while gospel-like hymns are heard.

At a 2017 concert, the word “SATAN” can be seen quickly flashing on the screen in front of the audience.

Because of instant backlash, netflix immediately deleted this tweet that seemed to urge its users to “praise SATAN” while appearing to promote a LGBT movie “The Prom”.

While many thought it was to promote “Chilling Adventures of Sabrina” or “Lucifer” – which, of course, both involve hailing ‘satan’ – it was more making use of the to try and give The Prom and its other netflix material more ‘pizzazz’. And since they apparently love satan, couldn’t refrain from adding in this prompt (or taunt, depending on how you look at it).

Commentary exposing the many, many symbolism we see throughout various arenas of our life – magazines, commercials, shows, music videos, etc. Some are incredibly obvious, while others are very subtle. Some believe that the massive amount of symbols is a conditioning process to eventually control the minds of the population. (entertainment – “to keep up, maintain, to keep (someone) in a certain frame of mind”)

SYMBOLS EXPLAINED Part 4 THE BAPHOMET – A video explaining the baphomet / goathead symbol

Any information to expose the corrupt agencies perpetrating the heinous acts of mind control/abuse, etc. is very much needed. And for us everyday citizens to just turn a blind eye or a deaf ear just because we don’t like the content, or we’re denying that something nefarious is truly going on, is committing a terrible disservice and grievous disrespect to not only the individuals who have suffered through horrific abuse, but also to the rest of humanity for not being willing to address those guilty of these depraved, immoral behavior.

When we refuse to acknowledge the terrible atrocities and suffering that befall children (and adults alike), we allow the evil corruption to continue, instead of making them accountable for their actions. And we need to come to terms that, yes, there is a strange agenda to normalize satanism and several industries (entertainment, government, education, medical, media, etc.) are inundated with it. And it just may tie in to a luciferian initiative to control the world.

When we can see the agenda for what it is, and who is implementing this dangerous plan, we can be aware and build up our own mental and spiritual constitution as well as that of others, so that this “mind-control” assault will fail.

Fact checking is extremely important. I want to reiterate not to take everything at face value; no matter what you read, where you read it from, or who you hear it from. And to be clear, do not rely on “fact checking” websites to give you accurate information either. These are just as likely, (if not even more likely…), to feed false information and false debunking accounts to manipulate the reader. Please take everything into consideration before adhering to a certain narrative – and always keep your mind open to other possibilities.

Fair use disclaimer: Some of the links from this article are provided from different sources/sites to give the reader extra information and cite the sources, but does not necessarily mean that I endorse the contents of the site itself. Additionally, I have tried to provide links to the contents that I used from other sites as an educational and/or entertainment means only; if you feel that any information deserves further citation or request to be clarified, please let me know through the contact page.

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Forgiveness is Key

But are there some sins that are “unforgivable”?

Let me start off, point blank, that to be completely honest, there’s just some people that I don’t want to forgive.

I know in the bible, the one unpardonable sin is to blaspheme against the Holy Spirit.

But on a personal level, I’ve forgiven absolutely everyone in my life; even if they didn’t ask, even if they don’t know, even if they hurt me deeply – I’ve forgiven them all.

But there’s just one class of people that I’m having an extremely hard time forgiving:

Those that abuse children.

Physically abuse. Mentally. Sexually. Verbally. It doesn’t matter which one. (Of course some are more deplorable than others…)

It takes SO much out of me to come to terms that they need forgiveness too. But it’s quite possibly the hardest thing for me to do. And sometimes I can’t even come to terms with it. But let me tell you a story (a true story) on why I think forgiveness is absolutely necessary in order to break out of this corrupted society.

If you’ve read my testimony then you’ll see that I’ve had some interesting experiences in my life that I couldn’t explain. (And this testimony didn’t even cover all of them.)

One of them pertains to this very subject. I feel as if it is so important, but it’s so hard for me to do, even 10 years after the event happened.

To excerpt that part of the testimony, I will put it here:

Well, I was lying in bed and I had just woken up. As in, my mind woke up. I was still laying peacefully in bed, my eyelids haven’t even had a chance to open. Well, out of nowhere (in my head?) I heard this voice speaking to me.

Now, I know what dreams are. (Well, not REALLY, but I AM familiar with them. Written down 2,000+.. not to mention the many, MANY dreams I haven’t written down.) I am also familiar with hypnagogic/hypnopompic hallucinations and have experienced several different dream states (lucid dreams/OBEs/false awakenings/consciously entered a dream, etc.).

THIS didn’t seem like a dream to me. Again, I was very conscious. But before I could even open my eyes, I heard the voice. Clearly a male voice. It couldn’t have been my own thoughts in my head. I could also feel vibrations along with his voice. (I’m also familiar with the vibrations when trying to induce OBEs/lucid dreams. Had a few, but not nearly as many as I’d like.) And this event was very clear, concise, and not hallucinatory at all.

Anyway, this voice was asking me a very specific question(s). He was asking me if I could forgive *insert name here*. Some of these people I knew, and some I didn’t (at least, I don’t believe I did..). Each name that the voice gave me, I automatically knew insights into them. As to what they have done – the sins they committed, what kind of person they were. I responded each time with my answer. Some I would forgive, some I wouldn’t. I had to contemplate on a couple.

Well, here’s the interesting part. Each time I replied with a forgiving answer, I would feel the vibrations getting stronger. When I wouldn’t forgive the person, the vibrations would fade away. Each time this happened. I would forgive a person, the vibrations would come back, and grow stronger with each forgiving answer. If I felt like ‘no, I wouldn’t forgive them’ these vibrations would fade, get weaker. He must have asked me at least 5 or 6 different people, and my answers were about 2/3 in favor of forgiveness. Maybe even half.

Finally after the last person, the voice diminished/faded as well as the vibrations. My last answer must have been a negative. I realized after this experience that I was supposed to answer with all forgiveness. NO MATTER WHAT. It seems so inconceivable to me to forgive a murderer, rapist, etc. It’s against human morals, right? But this “test”, I call it, clearly wanted my answers to be all forgiving.

For some reason, I was being tested. This voice, whoever it was, seemed to be monitoring my answers and showing me, through vibrations, what path I was supposed to take.

I’ve had to research further into what these vibrations mean. I mean, I don’t need scientific evidence to back all these claims up. I figure a multitude of people’s testimony is sufficient enough for me, especially when I’ve experienced first-hand similar things. So up until my research into vibrations, I figured it was only a prelude to lucid dreams/OBEs. It’s what our spirit bodies experience when exitting our physical one. Seemed plausible enough to me. But when reading more into it, come to realize that the higher vibration you are, the more spiritually sound you are. (Metaphysically speaking.)

We should be striving for the highest vibration there is. Which essentially means bettering ourselves in our lifetime(s). Not with physical/materialistic needs. But how we treat each other, how forgiving we are.

Now I cannot say for certain who this entity/voice belonged to. I’m not going to come right out and say, “It’s Jesus!” or “It’s God!” or “It’s Elvis Presley coming back to give me a message beyond the grave!” Because I honestly don’t know. I didn’t have any visual experiences with this. Only auditory and vibrations.

I liken the being to the Holy Spirit, perhaps; but again, I cannot say for certain.

Now, I realize I may receive some push back from this, with people declaring, “Well, you didn’t test this spirit. You didn’t ask if it came in Jesus’s name.”

And you’re right. I didn’t. Forgive me, (no pun intended) but I literally had just woken up and hadn’t had coffee yet, so I hope you can understand.

But I did think about that afterwards. And the only other recourse I could’ve taken, was to compare my experience with the Bible. (That’s if I even wanted to explain it biblically.)

Agnostic Childhood

And I want to mention, I didn’t grow up in a typical Christian household. We never really went to church, never really prayed, I think we gave a blessing at meal times sometimes, but when America slowly started to remove God/Jesus from the schools and the “normal” way of life, we, too stopped our meal time prayers.

My parents never urged us to read the Bible, never talked about God/Jesus (as a matter of fact, I was the one who had to breach that subject with my Mom – and even then, she was on the fence with her beliefs), so my experiences left me somewhat dumb-founded that I would have these.

I was also the type of person who, in my youth, was very bitter and angry – all the time. I didn’t know where all this animosity was coming from, but I could literally feel myself hating society with every fiber in my being. I hated how unjust it was, I hated the corruption, I hated the selfishness and greed that I saw. I hated it all. I was slowly but surely becoming a very violent person.

But with a few unexplainable experiences, coupled with the one I described above, I had to come to terms that there was something MORE to this universe. Beyond the physical, beyond the material, beyond what our eyes can see. And because of the experience above, and the one I had in 2014 where again, a voice (different this time) told me that Love is the reason we’re here, I went looking for it.

Bible References

At first, my research into this phenomena that happened to me didn’t even start with the Bible. I didn’t know where to begin.

After I had the “vibration” experience, I looked a little into it and concluded that it must have something to do with positive/higher energy. Something was testing me to guide me into being more forgiving. Since I wasn’t too into the metaphysical at that time, I tucked it away into my soul and dwelled on it inwardly at times. (Now, it absolutely overwhelms me – not necessarily in a bad way, but in an “Uh oh… they gave me clear instructions on what to do on this planet, and I’m not doing it. I should hop to it.” kind of urgent way.)

And then, when I had the “Love” experience in 2014, I realized, “Wow, something is really trying to drive this point home. First it was “forgiveness” and now it’s “love”. I should pay attention.”

And this is what sent me on a hyper-drive to research what was going on. Which eventually led me to the Bible, to Jesus Christ, and to near death experiences. It led me to these hard-hitting verses that really caused me to wake up and realize that there’s definitely something more going on in the world than meets the eye:

Calling / Choosing

9 But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. 10 Once you were not a people, but now you are the people of God; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy.
1 Peter 2:9-10
16 You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit—fruit that will last—and so that whatever you ask in my name the Father will give you. 17 This is my command: Love each other. 18 “If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. 19 If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you.
John 15:16-19
He has saved us and called us to a holy life — not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace. This grace was given us in Christ Jesus before the beginning of time, but it has now been revealed through the appearing of our Savior, Christ Jesus, who has destroyed death and has brought life and immortality to light through the gospel.
2 Timothy 1:10
26 Brothers and sisters, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. 27 But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. 28 God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, 29 so that no one may boast before him. 30 It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. 31 Therefore, as it is written: “Let the one who boasts boast in the Lord.”
1 Corinthians 1:26-31


9 “As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. 10 If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commands and remain in his love. 11 I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. 12 My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you.
John 15:9-12
1 If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.
1 Corinthians 13:1-3
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8 Love never fails.
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
16 So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him.
1 John 4:16


Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.
Ephesians 4:6
7 Let the wicked forsake their ways and the unrighteous their thoughts. Let them turn to the Lord, and he will have mercy on them, and to our God, for he will freely pardon.
Isaiah 55:7
Then Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.”
Luke 23:34
13 Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.
Colossians 3:13
14 If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land.
2 Chronicles 7:14

From just these verses (there is plenty more in the Bible), not only does it speak of asking for forgiveness from God, but it also tells us to forgive each other. So I believe my experience was biblically sound. You never hear of demons/the devil asking people to be forgiving. Or to love, for that matter.

But can we truly love someone, unconditionally, if we don’t forgive them of their actions first? Can we love like Jesus does, if we don’t first adhere to the forgive/mercy rule?

My struggle is against child abuses. I can forgive just about everyone on this planet for any number of horrible atrocities, but this one… I can only pray about it.

Children are the most innocent, vulnerable, helpless people on the planet. They look up to parents, adults, authority figures, for protection and leadership. But what happens when these “leaders” are pushing for something so obscene, so immoral and heinous, that it goes against the very core of human beings all over the planet?

I’m sorry to say, but this is a very real dilemma that we’re facing. I will not provide links, but if you wish to look into it, be warned, it’s very disturbing (but we NEED to know about it in order to protect our children) just look up “Monica Cline Planned Parenthood” / “World Health Organization 0-4” / “California sex ed”. These are just some examples of the sick, twisted, absolutely corrupted view that they’re trying to push on people and on our children.

THIS, is what I have a hard time forgiving. These depraved, perverted, wicked individuals are trying to normalize pedophilia and get our children (WHO CAN’T EVEN TALK YET!) to participate in these activities. To say that I am disgusted and shocked that it’s even gotten this far is a HUGE understatement.

1 Jesus said to his disciples: “Things that cause people to stumble are bound to come, but woe to anyone through whom they come. 2 It would be better for them to be thrown into the sea with a millstone tied around their neck than to cause one of these little ones to stumble. 3 So watch yourselves.
Luke 17:1-3

Am I justified in my opinion of this matter? Every core in my being rejects the notion of wanting to forgive this CRIME AGAINST HUMANITY, because that’s what it is.

Sometimes though, I get this little voice in the back of my head saying, “What if those that are creating these laws were corrupted the very same way from birth? What if they never knew a true, unconditional, innocent childhood? They would be twisted and corrupted from the very beginning. And in their blindness, might try to push the same ideology on other people.”

It breaks my heart. It breaks my heart that a person can be so immoral and warped to subject a poor, defenseless child in this manner. And it does evoke in me a compassion for their soul and being and the possible “lifestyle” they must have had. Both for the perpetrator and the victim. I think, what if the perpetrator was subjected to this atrocity in the same manner? What if that’s why they have this unnatural view of the world?

Live in Light, Love and Forgiveness

17 So I tell you this, and insist on it in the Lord, that you must no longer live as the Gentiles do, in the futility of their thinking. 18 They are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts. 19 Having lost all sensitivity, they have given themselves over to sensuality so as to indulge in every kind of impurity, and they are full of greed.

20 That, however, is not the way of life you learned 21 when you heard about Christ and were taught in him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. 22 You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; 23 to be made new in the attitude of your minds; 24 and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.
Ephesians 4:17-24

Yes, I think forgiveness is key. I think prayer is another huge focus. Because I honestly cannot come to the holy decision to forgive these nefarious people on my own. I pray to God, to Jesus, to the Holy Spirit to not only help me come to terms with this difficulty, but I pray for their soul as well that they see the depravity and wickedness in their ways. The Bible even mentions their “hardened hearts”. Perhaps there are just some people that will never come around. But being kept in spiritual darkness is not the answer.

10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.
Ephesians 6:10-13

Unfortunately, as most of us know, there is immorality and unfairness in the world. It seems like corruption cloaks over us like a dark shadow, threatening to snuff out all light. But just remember that there are MANY more loving, kind, compassionate people than we realize. And yes, God/Higher Being/Creator, Jesus, Heavenly Host, are all real. Once people come to the conscious realization that we have the utmost highest power in our corner, the world will start to shift in their thoughts, and the corruption will be replaced by love, peace, joy and unity.

And I urge those who may be participating in sin and immoral activities, to please seek forgiveness and repentance. The Lord is very forgiving and I believe as long as we’re all trying to be better, to walk in God’s word, to truly repent of our wickedness, then we will persevere and start living and loving the way Jesus Christ has taught us.

18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.
Ephesians 6:18

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