I’m a believer in God/Jesus Christ.
Does that mean that I don’t get frustrated and angry when I feel as if things aren’t progressing as much as I’d like?
No, not at all. The other day was a prime example.
Now, I know the world doesn’t revolve around me and what I’d like. And I know I shouldn’t put expectations upon God/the Creator and what His plans are for the world. And I realize that I don’t understand all the intricacies that the universe has to offer.
But does that mean that I still won’t care and show emotions when there’s something that is so heart-wrenching, so terrible, so unfathomable, that the mere thought of it being possible makes me sick to my stomach and literally freezes me to the extent that I can’t move, and sends me down a spiral into depression and despair?
My heart physically hurts when I realize the true depths of evil and horror that some people will inflict on others, especially on children.
While researching the child-trafficking scandal and the new movie being released later this year, “The Sound of Freedom”, it really hit home for me the absolute deplorable actions that some people are engaged in, and the unbelievably depraved nature that certain individuals have been grown into and exposed to.
It ENRAGES me that God could allow something like this to happen. I have to reign myself in and reason that it’s not about God ALLOWING it, so much as it is, perhaps, God allowing us to make the choice on what we will do in such situations.
This goes back to the ideology of “free will”. And predetermination.
It’s largely believed that God is labeled as all-knowing and omnipotent. Which, as a lot of us have logically concluded, that God already KNOWS everything that is going to happen. He already KNOWS who’s going to Heaven and who’s going to Hell. He already KNOWS who will turn to Him and repent of their sinful, wicked ways. He already KNOWS whose names are written in the Book of Life.
So the whole prospect of us living this life already has a set conclusion.
At least, that’s what I always thought. In some cases, I still do. Again, I want to reiterate that I can’t know to understand the mysteries of the universe and the ultimate plan for our being. But I CAN continuously pray to have that understanding and enlightening revelation, and pray that God will speed up His supreme sovereignty and establish His presence so that PEACE can triumph upon the world.
I want the suffering to end.
While I, myself, have led a relatively painless life, my heart is literally torn when I contemplate upon the suffering and torture that others have had to endure. I want their suffering to end. The only way I see that happening is if Jesus returns. Or if there is a world-wide attempt of the public at large, changing/warming our hearts and treating each other better, and realizing that Love is the answer.
When I read about cults initiating a specific mind-control regime in order to produce loyal, obedient, equally as twisted individuals to perpetuate this on-going cycle and create even more corrupted subjects, thus spreading this mentality across the land, it’s no wonder that the world is in the state it’s in.
– Svali Speaks (a dark, disturbing look into what cult-indoctrination looks like)
– Svali Interview | Interview on Illuminati Bloodlines with Svali (shocking and horrific testimony about groups involved in ritual abuse – Vatican is indicated)
These cults and other disturbed individuals (perhaps having grown up in a highly dysfunctional environment in some cases), are raised into a perverted, immoral establishment that actually teaches sinful and unsympathetic behavior. They have fine-tuned this process over centuries, even millenia – as far back as ancient civilization times. The Bible mentions these groups, and while a lot of us believe that these wicked practices and rituals no longer exist, we couldn’t be further from the truth. They are just more hidden (in plain sight, I should add).
It brings some to wonder, if these ancient civilizations and cultures never ceased their evil ways (spanning generations from even during Jesus’ lifetime and beyond), and that they’ve held on to their resentment of God and Jesus Christ this whole time, it begins to paint the picture of the heinous activity going on today that these same people have preserved and passed down onto their own descendants, to carry out upon the rest of the population.
Which brings me to the only conclusions that can be done to overdo this activity. That of us fellow human beings breaking out of this dichotomy – especially those under the spell of this corrupt organization(s), and/or Jesus Christ’s return.
And so I pray. I pray for people to wake up, I pray for them to have a change of heart – that they will see the errors of their ways and repent.
And most of all, I pray, every single night and every opportunity I get, for Jesus Christ to return.
There is one particular Bible verse that I go back to over and over again, and cling onto in the hopes that it will come true, and SOON.
I don’t know who the “elect” are, but that’s not the word that intrigues me. I’m interested in the word “shortened”. This implies that the suffering of people will be cut short because of the elect’s sake. Which makes me beg the question, “When is enough, enough?”
How much more will people and young children suffer in order to get God’s attention?
And so, in a fit of frustration and rage, I demanded God/Jesus Christ to “GET DOWN HERE!“
Repeatedly… So much so, that I could literally feel the static pounding in my head when getting really, really angry. Something I hadn’t felt in quite awhile.
I know. Rather blasphemous and condescending – to demand that Jesus Christ finally show Himself and heal people’s suffering and enact His judgment and justice upon the world. But I honestly don’t want anything else.
…Well, after my rude and arrogant outburst, I did beg for forgiveness and felt shameful and remorse for my audacity, but honestly, the sentiment still remains. I want Jesus Christ’s Second Coming to happen SOON, and by “soon”, I don’t mean 20 years from now. I mean NOW. Right NOW.
I’ve mentioned before about perhaps my will infringing upon other people’s free will (they don’t want a change of heart – they don’t want to change – they don’t want Jesus to return…), but for certain people to manipulate and torture/abuse others – therefore perhaps infringing upon their free will, I am working outside of this projected system and declaring that MY will, is God’s will. His will is just and divine, so ultimately His decision is what I want to happen. If free will is something that even God Himself cannot (or will not) interfere with, then to be fair, people will be responsible for their own demise.
If people are engaging in evil, sinful acts, even if they don’t realize that it’s evil/sinful – I truly believe that God gives them opportunities to turn away from this lifestyle, and into one of repentance and forgiveness. I believe He gives us all several opportunities to pursue a life of light and love. And if we don’t, then we essentially doom ourselves.
And as to why this life has been carried out so long if God knows the final outcome of everyone’s decisions and path that they lead, I honestly don’t have a good answer. The Bible always alludes to the fact that this divine plan needs to happen this way. I don’t know why; I don’t know to what purpose. Perhaps it’ll all be clear when I’m finally on my deathbed and glimpsing into the great beyond.
Until then, I will continue to pray and spread awareness. And continue this ever prevalent pursuit of Truth. And hope that Jesus Christ comes soon and helps to bring peace and justice upon the world.
If you’re on the wrong side, I pray for you and hope you come to see the light before it’s too late. I believe that God WILL forgive you, if you truly repent. God is Love and wants nothing more than for people to find this Love – pure, unconditional, untainted Love that cares for others. But hurting/abusing others is NOT pure Love and will not be able to co-exist with the holy divine. We make our own choices. A tragic, horror-filled darkness with excessive pain that we’ve inflicted upon others, come back to haunt us for eternity; or a free, joyful, glorious world that is filled with Love and happiness.
For those who have stepped out of this darkness and horrible indoctrination of ritual abuse, you are more courageous and radiant than you realize. You are the beacon of hope that shines in this world, and gives us the strength and virtue to look forward to a brighter future. God bless you.
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