Confronting My Sanity, My Religion, and My Innocence

(or rather, the loss of all 3)

If you had asked me 10 years ago, ‘where would you be in 10 years’, I never would have thought it’d involve me developing a website dedicated to exposing corruption and preaching about Love and Forgiveness, and speaking about Jesus Christ.

I was off in my own blissful bubble; appreciating the life around me, raising my child, enjoying my job, delving into my hobbies – not a care in the world.

I was happy.

Now don’t get me wrong, I still appreciate my life. I feel happiness during certain times. I enjoy those little moments that we shouldn’t take advantage of but some do anyway.

But there is a stark difference between how I used to fall asleep at night – with what used to be a peaceful slight small smile on my lips, to praying every single night for Jesus Christ to return, sometimes crying myself to sleep.

Recently I’ve had to confront the fact that my life is not the way it used to be before. Not just from a normal part of aging, or growing up, or experience… but from the realization that everything I once thought was real/true, may not be true after all. And the fact that my eyes have been opened into seeing all of the atrocities going on in the world, and it has forced me to come to terms that I need to question everything – even things that were so deeply ingrained in me, but now I realize that it may be at the heart of the matter after all.

Questioning my sanity

As I go deep into some of these rabbit holes – CIA’s Operation Mockingbird, the vaccine/pharma agenda, religion vs. atheism vs. spirituality, freemasons/illuminati, Bilderberg group, the Holocaust, the “great reset”, nwo, etc., etc., etc., it’s made me address the very real possibility that most of what I “KNOW”, is merely all lies and falsehoods.

With a governmental agenda to literally get all Americans to believe that everything is a lie, how do we know, FOR SURE, what is real and what is propagandized?

Whether it’s due to hyper-paranoidism, or perhaps just a better understanding now of how “the world” works, I have come to the point where I actually don’t know what to believe anymore, and I doubt that most of what we are taught through history, in schools, etc. is true. I have come to the point where I honestly think that most of our lives is built on lies – ESPECIALLY when it comes to the government, religion, economics, wars, education…

As I have dug deeper into several institutions and what I DO believe is our actual history, there is only one thing really that connects everything.

And that’s our origins, our beginnings, our belief systems, religion, spirituality, the idea of a God or several gods. This is, as it seems, the core of all of our struggles today.

We may not realize it. In fact, I think billions of people DON’T realize it. They are still in the blissful, and/or unacknowledged matrix that I found myself in 10 years ago. They may know, instinctively, that something is wrong. But they can’t put their finger on it and they dismiss this feeling as an uncomfortable sensation that is better to just tune out than to confront it.

But due to certain circumstances that was actually out of my control, I ended up choosing to confront this uncomfortable awareness. Or rather, I was FORCED to do it.

Thus it led me on a downward spiral that revealed what may be the truth of the matter after all. And as such, my mind has a hard time comprehending it all and sometimes I even question myself on what if everything I’m researching is false. What if my own thoughts is false and I’m feeding into the misinformation campaign? I have actually been GASLIGHTING myself that what I am now coming to believe may not be true after all.

I think it’s an attempt at trying to rationalize all of this information away. What if I’M the one being misled and the world isn’t the way I have come to understand it? But I know that this is just a cop-out and a way of trying to lead me back “into the world”.

And this, ladies and gentlemen, is the source of our problems.

Losing (changing?) my religion…

“18 If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you. 19 If you were of the world, the world would love its own. Yet because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.”John 15:18-19

This verse seems to be the core of what’s going on in the world. “The world” in this context, I believe, is referring to the worldly system set up – not the world as in the planet Earth. It is the whole societal structure that has been set up in an attempt to keep us all in line, and chasing the all-mighty dollar.

It involves the educational institutions, the medical/health industries, politics, economics, financial institutions, trade, stock market… and yes, most of all, RELIGION.

To understand this in better context, you HAVE to come to terms with the idea that there are, indeed, secret societies that exist. Once you can understand this concept, this notion not only becomes believable, but it practically leads all roads down this path and everything starts making sense.

I have touched upon this subject before, but imagine our beginnings, our ancestors, our ACTUAL history. Where did we come from? Imagine if there was a group of people that retained their knowledge of our actual heritage… And what if some of these very same people described in these texts, are still deadset in their ways – and refuse to acknowledge The One, True, Supreme Creator? What if, they are exactly what the Bible describes as those “of the world”?

“23 And He said to them, “You are from beneath; I am from above. You are of this world; I am not of this world. 24 Therefore I said to you that you will die in your sins; for if you do not believe that I am He, you will die in your sins.”John 8:23-24

“43 Why do you not understand My speech? Because you are not able to listen to My word. 44 You are of your father the devil, and the desires of your father you want to do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaks a lie, he speaks from his own resources, for he is a liar and the father of it. 45 But because I tell the truth, you do not believe Me. 46 Which of you convicts Me of sin? And if I tell the truth, why do you not believe Me? 47 He who is of God hears God’s words; therefore you do not hear, because you are not of God.” – John 8:43-47

Now, this is where things get tricky. I usually say something like the following, “I am not religious. But I am spiritual.”

And it’s been something that I’ve actually come to terms with that I don’t belong to one set religion. And that the battle we’re facing is a spiritual warfare. I still hold to that mindset. I also subscribe to the belief that the things of the material world are meant to lead us astray. The “world” that we should be following is Jesus Christ and the teachings of Love and Forgiveness; a divine/holy way of living. Not of things “of the world”. And that includes this whole societal construct most of us are living in right now.

And during my studies through Genesis, couldn’t help but notice the focus that the Lord is making towards wealth, land, nations, kingdoms, etc. …In my view of God, this does not fit. Now, I don’t want to be presumptuous and say that I know who/what God is, but in my heart, I feel as if the God that I am familiar with would not care about material wealth/possessions. It has rather been hard for me to get through this doctrine. So after doing some more research on this matter, came across a group known as the Cathars.

“Of themselves they say: “We are the poor of Christ, who have no fixed abode and flee from city to city like sheep amidst wolves, are persecuted as were the apostles and the martyrs, despite the fact that we lead a most strict and holy life, persevering day and night in fasts and abstinence, in prayers, and in labour from which we seek only the necessities of life. We undergo this because we are not of this world. But you, lovers of the world, have peace with it because you are of the world. False apostles, who pollute the word of Christ, who seek after their own interest, have led you and your fathers astray from the true path. We and our fathers, of apostolic descent, have continued in the Grace of God and shall so remain to the end of time. To distinguish between us and you Christ said “By their fruits you shall know them”. Our fruits consist in following the footsteps of Christ.”

– Source: Cathars and Cathar Beliefs in the Languedoc | Cathar Beliefs

“Cathar theology was essentially Gnostic in nature. They believed that there were two “gods”—one malevolent and one good. The former was in charge of all visible and material things and was held responsible for all the atrocities in the Old Testament. The benevolent god, on the other hand, was the one the Cathars worshipped and was responsible for the message of Jesus. Accordingly, they made every effort to follow the teachings of Jesus as closely as possible.”

– Source: Cathars & Albigenses: What Was Catharism?

This is fascinating to me. While I was researching Genesis, the incredible focus on land, wealth, material possessions, the aroma of burnt offerings pleasing the Lord… just did not resonate with me. I entertained the idea, “What if the God of the Old Testament is different than the God of the New Testament?” I know this is seen as highly blasphemous by a lot of those following Christianity, and again, I am not Christian, per se, but I do whole-heartedly believe in and love Jesus Christ.

So seeing a group known as the Cathars – who were “all” wiped out, incidently – referring to the Old Testament as having a God different than that of the New Testament, blew my mind. And that their stance about the material world being one of evil inclinations and temptations, and the way to divinity is to live in pure, kind compassion with each other and nature – COMPLETELY resonated with me.

Am I a Cathar and am just now learning about it?

Even more interesting, is coming across a prophecy that the very last Cathar made before he was burned alive (since all the Cathars were considered heretics – albeit, to cover up a different reason why they were genocided…)

“In 700 years, when the laurel grows green again” – Guilhem de Belibaste

Historical documentations point to Guilhem de Belibaste being burned allegedy on August 21, 1321 – although that specific date has been debated. But 1321 has been widely accepted and not contested. So if this date is correct, then of course the prophecy points to the year 2021 as being “when the laurel grows green again”.

But what does that mean, exactly? Again, that is up for debate. And no one really knows if this prophecy will come true as it is, and even if it does, what it will entail. So perhaps it is an obscure statement that could apply to a wide variety of possibilities, and it may not even be noticeable at the moment. But if it means what many people think it does, then it would seem a worldwide revival of the Cathar belief system, whether they consciously realize it or not, may be in effect.

Once you lose your innocence, you can’t get it back.

(Or can you?)

When I went down the rabbit hole and started questioning my own sanity and my religion, I realized something that really struck me at what was wrong with how I intrinsically felt inside.

It was the dawning awareness that my naivete, my innocence, my open-eyed wonder of the world, had come to an abrupt halt, and I was now looking at the grim reality around me. The reality that the world that most people strive to be a part of, one that I used to want to be a part of, is one full of traps, pitfalls, wicked deeds that are now being passed off as “good”, and a systematic powerhouse of leading us away from our true purpose.

Once my eyes opened to all of this deception, the lies, the fraud – most of it pointing to a huge spiritual upset – the sorrow that I felt since I knew that my life would never be the same and I would never get back that child-like innocence, swallowed me and left me feeling alone and desolate, and a yearning for the ways that it used to be.

But then, after struggling with this inner turmoil, I came to the resolution that I wouldn’t have it any other way. Now, at least, I am awakening to the horrible atrocities that are committed just to keep the rest of us in the dark. I can step off of this worldly platform and fully dedicate myself to Jesus Christ and His teachings, knowing that I’m doing the right thing. Perhaps this is what must be done in order to raise people’s awareness and spread the message that the spiritual warfare is real, and goes deeper and darker than we think.

Maybe by putting aside this naive gullibility and innocent outlook towards the world, thinking that all of these material enhancements are for our benefit, we can shift our focus onto nature and our true roots – our soul and connection to the Creator.

Although I lost my innocence as a blissfully unaware human, just living my life as best as I can, I have gained an understanding and desire to strive for the Truth, and step out of this harmful paradigm of perpetuating division and materialistic pursuits.

I have asked myself, even though my innocence has been shattered, is there a way I can piece it back together? Not by ignoring all of the situations around us, but by slowly picking up all of these pieces and acknowledging that I can still enjoy the small things in life? The soothing sound of rain falling… A genuine smile from a loved one or stranger… A sweet video of a random act of kindness – or especially initiating the act of kindness ourself…

Maybe I’ve lost my sanity 😛 , maybe even changed my “religion” (although I’m not sure about that yet), and lost my innocence, but I do still have hope and the belief that things will work out in the end anyway. My motto, besides “Love and Forgive”, is “Jesus wins”. So no matter how much darkness seems to surround us, I have faith that “the world” will come to terms to its reality eventually and get back on the right track.

With that being said, my life may not be the same as it was before. And I may miss it at times, but to me, this just means that I’m heading in the right direction.

“20 That, however, is not the way of life you learned 21 when you heard about Christ and were taught in him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. 22 You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; 23 to be made new in the attitude of your minds; 24 and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.” – Ephesians 4:20-24

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Scam of the Medical Industry and a Depopulation Agenda Revealed at the ITNJ

Robert O. Young’s Testimony at the International Tribunal of Natural Justice

I always hear from others, especially those who DON’T WANT TO HEAR DIFFERENTLY, if something sinister and nefarious were going on in the world, especially one that includes a worldwide effort to dictate the actions (and the populations) of everyone else, wouldn’t SOMEONE be talking about it?

So I’ve been making posts that reveal that more and more people HAVE talked about this, and to be honest, I’m having a hard time catching up. There are SO many people talking out against this agenda, and the reason why it’s not heard about?

Because “they” largely keep it out of the press. It is literally being suppressed. And no wonder, with these “powers that shouldn’t be” owning the media, owning big tech, owning big pharma, owning the government agencies, owning the health industries, owning the entertainment business, owning the education system… These “elites” have already infiltrated most aspects of our lives.

So. Of. Course. We’re. Not. Going. To. Hear. About. Corruption.

Unless we’re actively looking for it.

And don’t get me wrong. I don’t want to believe all of this is happening either. But once you open this door, even just a tiny little crack, the flood of information comes pouring through. And then it’s up to common sense, common decency, and common courage (all of which, sadly, aren’t so common anymore…) to keep the door open and expose it for the depravity it is.

The below testimony is from Dr. Robert O. Young, who reveals how he and other doctors of his position are treated when they go against the health/medical establishment, and the corruption of multiple agencies accused of perpetuating, quote/unquote, “new viruses” on the public all for the sake of fear-mongering, and driving people to turn to drugs and vaccines to “cure/treat” them. In reality, the true purpose is so much worse.

It is, in no other better terms, the BIGGEST SCAM on humanity.

Some excerpts with timestamps below [embellishment has been added for emphasis]. All quotes by Robert Young unless otherwise stated:

Sacha Stone: “Our next witness is Dr. Robert O. Young, who has graciously come to be here today from California in the United States.

Dr. Robert Young is widely recognized as one of the top researchers and clinical scientists in the world. He has developed his life to researching the true causes of diseases, subsequently developing something known as the new biology, to help people around the world reverse any sickness, any ailment, any disease. And to begin to rebalance their lives to reclaim their health and their wellness.

Mr. Young is a controversial character, in as much as he appears to be. One of the most targeted individuals on Earth, amongst the 7.5 odd billion souls that inhabit the surface of the Earth. Mr. Robert Young is probably one of the top dozen targeted individuals by the global corporatocracy, the global pharmaceutical enterprise, that element of the global pharmaceutical enterprise, which appears, I say advisedly, appears to have been weaponized against humanity. And it is the very reason why we are here today, and this week. Unapologetically.

Dr. Robert Young, you are very welcome to this tribunal. Thank you for coming.”

Silencing dissenting opinions… not just from censorship

Robert O. Young @3:50:There are powers to be that want to put impediments in the way, to slow you down. And if you don’t slow down, then they notch it up a few. And they gave me a warning in 1996, where I was charged with two counts. Those went away because there was no evidence that they could prosecute me on. And yet, not wikipedia, I call it wackipedia, uses that as a bullet, because I learned that what the opposite side is trying to achieve is headlines. And the headlines is what they use through the media to destroy you.

I didn’t really get the picture, even after being on major network shows. Constantly on Fox news, having been on Oprah Winfrey, having a good relationship with Dr. Oz, who told me I was on the top 10 list – he was number 7; I was number 8. As you know he had to testify in front of Congress about his actions as he deviates away from conventional medicine to more alternative medicine thought. You notice that his program trains changed dramatically.

So… yes. I was on that top 10 list, as Sacha referred to. I wasn’t sure what that all meant, but as I saw my friends and colleagues being taken out one by one, through assassination, I realized that potentially I had my life at risk and I also realized, which I’m very very sensitive, because I love my family, I love my children, I love my grandchildren, that if they can’t get you, then they take out those who they love. And in January, one of those people was taken out, and he was a colleague and a friend. He’s no longer with us.”

Dr. Young wouldn’t approve of hospital protocols

@14:05: “I asked Dr. Jonathan, should I return back to medical school, and he said, “You wouldn’t survive it.” And I said, “Why?” He said, “Because you would get to the emergency room and start doing things that were totally off the protocol. You would not survive it, nor would you approve of what’s going on.” It wasn’t a matter of education or being able to comprehend, it was a matter of… “there would be a very difficult thing for you to be in that environment.”

“Over time, acquired two bachelors, three masters, and three doctorates. One being in nutrition. One being in biochemistry, which I’m still trying to help people understand, which is called pathological blood coagulation. People still read it and scratch their head. But it’s something that I really cherish and I’m happy to provide the court with this dissertation, pathological blood coagulation, because it answers a very very important question: “Why does the blood coagulate inside the blood vessel?” No one’s ever been able to figure that out. Well it took me many many years to figure it out and to write schematics on how that process happens. And a lot of the work that I’ve been doing over the last 30 – or 35 years, is a result of this.”

Malfeasance/bribery/coercion in the medical industry

@21:57: [referring to a former client who was treated from metastatic breast cancer by Robert O. Young] “she subsequently left the ranch and she went home and eventually she, for some reason, decided to move from what she believed in and was passionate about, that literally saved her life, and become a witness for the district attorney.

And it was one of the ones which was shocking because never did I ask for anything in return. There was no financial consideration. In fact I was paying her to be there, she wasn’t paying me to be there on the ranch. So there was no – my attorney at that time, says this is a perfect example of no good deed goes unpunished.

And during the trial she did testify against me. And… you know, as I looked into her eyes, I noticed that something had seriously changed. I still, today, am shocked when I even talk about it. I later learned that the district attorney, not so much from her, but from others, are offered financial consideration for testifying against me. I have an affidavit in my possession that one of those who worked for me and worked for me for close to 17 years was offered close to a hundred thousand dollars to testify against me.”

@26:15: “This woman which is just shocking and what was not presented at the case, it was not allowed to come in, were the PET scans from the oncologist showing the remission of her cancer. She was diagnosed with metastatic breast cancer, three months after being on my program. Three months after, PET scans were taken, showing that there was no cancer anywhere in her body.”

 

@27:56:If however, someone like myself comes along with a new idea, that contradicts the credo that has been recited for years and passed on to others, and in fact, even threatened to overturn it, which my science does, then all passions are raised against this threat, and no method is left unturned to suppress it. People resist it in every way possible, pretending not to have heard of it. Speaking disparagingly of it. As if it were not even worth the effort of looking into the matter. And so a new truth can have a long wait before finally being accepted.”

No virus has ever been isolated

@30:31: “Once you understand the new biology, the new chemistry, the new physics, it literally underwrites everything you understand and even how wonderful and courageous Dale’s work is. Once he puts the other component, when he understands that the biggest fraud against this humanity, our humanity, is the fact that viruses have never been isolated! None!

There is no measle virus, and once you understand the basic chemistry and biology of the fraud that they’ve perpetuated on the human race and each year, if you ever thought about this, why is there a new virus every year? With a new name? With a similar types of symptomologies? This all started with the third reich, and Dr. Enders, and the so-called viruses. I write about this in one of my books. A Second Thoughts About Viruses, Vaccines, and the HIV AIDS Hypothesis. And I’m not alone.

Those who have been brave enough, who stood up, even Peter Duesberg, at Berkeley University, a friend of mine, who wrote the book, Inventing AIDS Virus, lost all of his funding at the University. When the Nobel Prize winner for discovering the so-called HIV virus gets exiled to Beijing because he’s changing his mind about the existence of a virus. This is how bad things are.

What actually causes sickness?

@34:10: [while under house arrest] “But I didn’t stop working. I was not allowed to post to facebook. But I was still allowed to publish. And so I published a lot of the things that I’m talking about now even though it goes clear back to the 90’s. I began publishing in 2015 and 2016. And more recently, I shared this slide with the New Earth’s conference that 95% of all sickness and diseases are caused by what you eat, what you drink, what you breathe, and what you think. And I added additional thought in there. What you believe.

Your beliefs become biology. Only 5% of all sickness and disease is caused by genetics. And yet that 5% of genetics is only triggered based upon what you eat, what you drink, what you think, and what you believe. So you have to manage your thoughts. You have to manage your beliefs. Because they do change the biochemistry of the body.

Therefore, 100% of all sickness and disease is caused by what you eat, what you drink, what you breathe, what you think and what you believe.”

@37:38: “The unfortunate thing, many doctors do not understand this simple principle: germs do not cause disease. Period. We have been sold a bill of goods. We have been deceived.”

“We are putting you out of business. We are shutting you down.”

@46:03: “The trustee, of Martin Luther King, said to me, “Dr. Young, you have to be very careful. You are the Martin Luther King of the 21st century. Your message is so powerful, it destroys complete industries.”

When I was in China, when I lectured at Jinhua University, after my lecture, I was pulled aside again, he said, “Dr. Young, your science is incredible. But I want to say this, you are not Western medicine, you’re not Eastern medicine, you’re something totally different. You need to be very careful.”

At that time, being proud and youthful in my thinking, not having experienced the strong hand of the government, not having been charged 3 times: 1996, 1999, and then 2013. Having… maybe a little bit of egotistical thinking, ‘how can they ever get me?’

You can make up a lot of stuff. And uh, that’s what happened on July 23rd 2013. They came in; when I asked them what was their purpose? They had investigators, said, “We are putting you out of business.” “We are shutting you down.”

Why would you need drugs if natural treatment/diet can cure you?

@54:51: “And I want to stop this madness. I want to stop the so-called “good-doers”, who think they’re doing right, are doing evil. You can see it, in their eyes. You can feel it, in their voice.

Their only gratification is, they got their headline off of me. They published it on “wackipedia”, who – and google, who promotes disinformation, of what the truth really is. No one’s going to publish my pleomorphic documents. Because that would cause a lot of upset in the medical community. Well. It would also cause a lot of upset in big pharma. Why would you need drugs?

Mass chemical poisoning – to wipe out the “deplorables”

@57:00: “I would like to provide two papers that are published, The Possible Cause of Polio, Post-polio, CNS, PVIPD, Legionnaires, AIDS and the Cancer Epidemic – and the reason I did a hyphen? Because I know these aren’t viruses. It’s mass chemical poisoning.

People in New Zealand, that are doing this, aren’t doing it to kill the rats. The people that are doing this in India, are not doing it to kill the rats. The people that are doing this in New York, are not doing this to kill the rats. They are doing it to kill humanity; and wipe out the scourge of billions of people of those who they considered, you know, the “deplorables”. Quote, unquote, you know, Hillary Clinton.”

Dangerous substances in vaccines that we are injecting into children

@58:07: “So you asked the question of Dale, about vaccinations. This is what a child in the first years of life receives in micrograms and milligrams, etc.:

Screenshot taken from the video.

“This is what we are injecting into our newborn babies. As I said earlier, not in this format, the only thing you prove by vaccinating your children, is that if they live through it, is you just poisoned them and they survived it. There is no such thing as providing immunity or antibodies against these so-called assaults, when it’s not about the matter, it’s about the environment around the matter.”

“Viral existence has NEVER been scientifically demonstrated”

@1:01:26: “Viral existence has NEVER been scientifically demonstrated, it’s never even been proven, all viruses from HIV, EBV, CMV, Hepatitis C, West Nile Virus, Ebola, Measles, Zika, polio, the list goes on and on.

[shows slide] This is how you centrifuge for determining or demonstrating the existence of virus. This is what they talk about that they do.

Now here’s the fraud. They don’t do it! And if they do it, they don’t find a virus!”

Renaming the same “virus/illness” to perpetuate “cures/vaccines”

@1:03:48: “So you see polio incidence and pesticide production, as it rises up, and as it drops down – so we’re going to be seeing more incidence of paralysis – what they do, “We can’t have polio, we already cured that. So we’re going to put another name on it.”

That’s what they do in the cancer business. That’s what they’ve done in HIV. HIV would just quietly go away and there’ll be a new name for AIDS, auto-acquired immune deficiency.”

@1:04:21: “Poliomyelitis Incidence Timeline: from 1912 to 1970, why is Polio on the rise? Because DDT somewhere in the world is being used and they’re importing that food into the U.S. market. And if it’s not DDT, it’s Roundup. Glycophosphates. And they were so convinced that it was helpful, they actually sprayed it on everyone. Even children during school; they were sprayed.

So here we see the polio incidence and DDT production from 1940 to 70, in millions of pounds, and what happened as that came off? Has nothing to do with the efficacy of vaccines.

I want you to understand my position on this. See, once you understand that there’s no virus, what’s the point? What are you inoculating for? So what they did, they said, “Well wait a minute. Polio can’t come back. We have a cure. So let’s call it a… something else. Acute flaccid paralysis. Because we can’t have polio.”

Tragic deaths of multiple holistic/naturopathic doctors

Sacha Stone: @1:24:39: “Underpinning the imperative of this commission of inquiry, is the recent apparent murders, assassinations, of multiple natural practitioners and advocates of natural cures.”

“You also reminded us, incredibly succinctly, that we have made very little, if any, progress since the medieval times, as it relates to how the greatest souls amongst us – healing, treating, curing, redeeming, saving humanity from itself are witch hunted, as heretics, burned at the stake.”

Depopulation agenda by biological/chemical warfare

Sacha Stone: @1:32:14: “Where does any synthetic molecule serve the living?”

Robert Young: “They don’t. I mean, none.”

Sacha Stone: “And, am I right in suggesting that a medicine, by definition, is something which contains synthetic molecules. Something that is registered, patented, put in the market as a medicine?”

Robert Young: “Absolutely.”

Sacha Stone: “So, what I’m learning from you, Dr. Young, is that a quadrillion dollar enterprise is at work amongst us, decimating, culling, the human family…”

Robert Young: “Intentionally.”

Sacha Stone: “Intentionally. Using synthetic molecules, which by design are our cancer aids – “

Robert Young: “Yes, for the purpose of sterilization and population control. There’s too many people on the planet, we need to get rid of, in the words of Bill Gates, at least 3 billion people, need to die. So we’ll just start off in Africa, we’ll start doing our research there, and we’ll eliminate most of the Africans, because they’re deplorable. They’re worthless. They’re not part of this “world economy”. So they have their rights taken away, and they’re suppressed and they’re experimented.”

Sacha Stone: “And the multilateral agencies and the health and regulatory, so-called, authorities and agencies appear in the main to have become weaponized. And appear, I again use the word ‘appear’ advisedly, we’re not casting judgements here, we’re taking depositions listening to expert testimonies, appear to be weaponized, and appear to be working in collusion against the living men and women of the soil. Is that a fair statement?”

Robert Young: “It is. It’s not a bacterial war, it’s a systemic poisoning war. And they’re using chemical warfare against all of us.”

Sacha Stone: “Have you in your years defined anything close to the atoms seed of who and what they are? We know about the agencies, we understand the acronyms, but have you come close at all to identifying who and what they are?”

Robert Young: “I haven’t met these Luciferian people. Wherever they may be. They hide because they fear the light, of which I represent.”

Culling of at least a third of the population – using VACCINES – starting with Africa

Sir John Walsh of Brannagh ITNJ Chief Justice: “This is not a question. You said that you’d heard that there was basically a plan to eliminate a third of the population. A colleague – population of the world, and that Africa was the main target because the people there are worthless… I just want to say, that a colleague of mine, and I make it clear when I say ‘colleague’ – someone I know professionally who is very highly placed – he’s not a friend, he’s just someone I know who went to the conference at Davos just recently, and the people who go to Davos are the architects and controllers of money and the politics of the world, and he came back and he said to me, that it is a definite systematic plan, because they have worked out they need to get rid of at least a third of the people on the Earth. And I said to him, “Does that include me?” And he said, “No, it doesn’t include you, because you’re of European stock.”

Robert Young: “Yeah, well, these are not my words. These are Bill Gates’ words. Just google Bill Gates and depopulation and sterilization, and you’ll hear out of his own mouth the plan. And then if that’s not enough for you, then listen to Henry Kissinger, and his words, where he talks about how this is a win-win situation and the mandation and mandating vaccines is part of the plan for depopulation

“Never lose hope. You’re gonna win.”

Bishop Riah Abu el Assal ITNJ Commissioner @1:37:17: “I have much in common with you. I’ve been blacklisted for almost a quarter of a century. They try to plant weapons in our home. I was accused that I subsidized terroristic and subversive activity – different activities in Israel and the West Bank. And then I ended up invited by the different parties witnessing the Nobel Peace Prize given to Chairman Arafat, Prime Minister Lavigne, and later President Pence. I was there in Mosul. Never lose hope. You’re gonna win.”

For further reading of Dr. Robert O. Young and his views, please visit:
Dr. Robert O. Young | Your Ultimate Guide for Healthy Living

So many people are speaking out against this agenda. Good, honest people risking their livelihood, their reputation, their safety… for our sake.

Are we going to continue to turn a blind eye and deaf ear to them? Or finally open ourselves up to accepting the truth and commending these brave people for standing up against these corrupt institutions and take action? Stop consenting, bring these injustices to light, and hold the groups responsible accountable for these egregious crimes.

This takes an effort on everyone’s part. The media. The politicians. The health industry. The education system. The entertainment business. Big tech. Law enforcement. The government… There ARE honest people within all of these establishments. As corrupt as some of these institutions are. Perhaps people are unwittingly going along with the plan because they see no other choice.  YOU ARE THE CHOICE! When more and more people stand up and refuse this system, it crumbles and fails. Be a part of the fight FOR humanity. Not against it.

Media Addiction – Does Media Affect Our Thoughts? pt. 3

Think you think for yourself?
Well, think again.

When I was younger, I used to think that all the people that claimed that violence on t.v., movies, music, etc. made on impression on us, were ridiculous.

I ardently believed that people were conscious enough to come to their own decisions and thought patterns, and ridiculed those that speculated otherwise.

Perhaps that was me jumping on the bandwagon of mocking the alleged “conspiracy theorists”. Calling them crazy and uninformed.

Well, who's laughing now?

(Well, I suppose it’s no laughing matter, but at least I’ve finally come to the realization that I was wrong.)

Before I delve in, what do you think? Are you here on this page because you believe the same thing? Or are you here because you think it’s a ridiculous concept like I once did?

Disclaimer: This website promotes love, kindness and compassion. However, in order to strive towards that, we must also expose the negativity surrounding us on a day to day basis. This post delves into some dark material that we should be aware of in order to guide us towards a better future.
- Crystal
Expanding Awareness Relations

If you’ve read my previous posts: How do we Find the Truth? and When News Media Lies, you already know about the levels of deception and manipulation that these “sources” have propagated to the population. (With the help of the CIA, I might add.)

So is it that much of a stretch to contemplate on this idea?

If that’s not enough of a reason, I will be addressing other points that might provide a little more insight into this kind of “mind control” programming.

Welcome to the 3rd part of this series “Does Media Affect Our Thoughts” – “Media Addiction”.

Link to part 1 – Violence in Entertainment
Link to part 2 – Propaganda in the Media

Slave to Social Media?

If you’ve had any foray into the social media blowout, I think most of us can admit, at some point in our life, that we have been reeled in by the “glamour” and whirlwind of a social media online presence.

I had a brief bout of this on a few media platforms. I won’t say the names of them (a couple of them were popular forums – some, not some well-known), but during that brief time even I could feel the pull of the social media attraction and allure.

And, perhaps surprisingly, I don’t have a facebook account. I refuse to get one, as a matter of fact. But I think with as many people who do have one know, the appeal of getting views and comments and likes can be quite euphoric. Just having the positive feedback can boost one’s self-esteem.

However… on the flip side, not getting any comments or views, or getting a lot of dislikes (or no likes/dislikes in general), negative feedback… can have a detrimental effect. This particular topic will be covered more later in this post when I address depression and anxiety.

But to continue with the slave-type addiction to media, what are your thoughts? Do you, personally, feel as if you’re addicted? Do you see your friends, families, classmates, etc. fallen victim to this scenario?

A common theme I see is when everyone (and I mean, absolutely everyone) in a particular area is on their phone. Perhaps you’ve seen the same situation. Unless you were eyes-deep into your phone as well.

With everyone distracted by their phones, if anything important happened around you, would you know?
Most of us own a phone, or a tablet, laptop... all of the above, even. But can we make the conscious decision to put these devices away to appreciate the world around us, and make actual personal connections?

Image by MichaelGaida from Pixabay

Personal Experience

I know one that has happened to me, personally, was 3 years ago, while sitting in the DMV, with about 15 other people. I AM NOT LYING when I say that EVERY SINGLE PERSON was on their phone. It honestly felt like I was sitting in a movie and slowly coming to the realization about what a hold the media has on us. It was eerie. And it reminds me of this very profound saying:

“We have never been more connected; yet never so alone.”

Now this alone doesn’t mean we’re addicted, necessarily. Right?

You’re right. But some of these other examples are a somber look into this very real dilemma:

This site: psychologytoday.com asks some very important questions to evaluate one’s use of social media:

    • Do you spend a lot of time thinking about social media or planning to use social media?
    • Do you feel urges to use social media more and more?
    • Do you use social media to forget about personal problems?
    • Do you often try to reduce your use of social media without success?
    • Do you become restless or troubled if you are unable to use social media?
    • Do you use social media so much that it has had a negative impact on your job or studies?

If you feel as if you are having problems with being addicted to media, social or otherwise, then don’t fret. Thankfully, there are many steps you can take to reduce the pull that technology has on us. From the same site, they list several ways you can come to terms with this addiction: “Top Tips for a Digital Detox: 12 ways to help you cut down on your technology use

Here are a couple of very nice reads into a self-reflected awareness of their social media addiction, and their efforts to curtail it:

Social Media Addiction: A Personal Story – Erin C.
How Social Media Is Affecting Our Focus – Jamie Eiland

Interestingly, The Social Dilemma (Netflix film which came out just a month ago) covers this topic, which features several people that have worked (or still work) at big tech industries, such as Facebook, Google, Youtube, Pinterest, Tumbler, as well as others. Even they, the creators and designers of some of these addictive programs, are against their own creations; urging the viewer to reduce their screen time and realize that there are many ways that we are being manipulated. Many even confess that they refuse to let their children on to social media; at least until they reach an acceptable age.

Be Aware

I have to add a precaution to this film; there are many aspects to it that I agree with, however, there are also a few to me, that I view as a red flag. Namely that of when they mention “conspiracy theories” – again, casting it in an unflattering light – a very common tactic of manipulation, and a couple of situations pertaining to this. Please be very discerning about these kinds of topics. The film itself mentions fake news and how easy it is to fall for something that’s not necessarily true, thanks to all the deception and lies that are deliberately enforced to push a certain agenda/propaganda, yet seem to turn around and do the same thing. Attempting to “debunk” certain topics. Again, I ask that you be aware of any ways that you may be coerced or manipulated into believing a certain narrative.

Other than that unfortunate addition to the film, it did seem to touch on a lot of subjects that are a very real problem in our social media age. And it does raise an important subject to be discerning, because certainly, not every “conspiracy theory” is true, but there are alarmingly many that have been proven to be true.

25 Conspiracy Theories That Turned Out to be True – (Another sad fascinating fact, 23 out of 25 of these “theories” involve the government (most from the US)).

Where Does the Time Go? (and the moral ethics?)

Perhaps some people still don’t think an addiction to media is that bad. Or maybe people are just making it a big deal.

Well….. take a gander at the link below (or not… it is a harsh and cruel reality check into some of the atrocities going on around us) and tell me if people are just blowing this out of proportion. These are tragic and horrific accounts of people choosing video games/media over real life people (including themselves):

15 Bizarre Deaths Caused by Video Gamestheclever.com. Some devastating accounts due to media addiction from this site (visit the link for a full list):

  • “In 2010, a South Korean couple ended up spending so much time raising their digital baby, in turn neglecting their real life baby, who ended up dying of prolonged malnutrition.”
  • “In 2007, a Chinese man engaged in an unknown online video game for three consecutive days at an internet café.” … “fixated on the computer for 72 hours straight, the man finally dropped dead out of exhaustion.”
  • “17 year old, Daniel Petric, shot his parents because they wouldn’t let him play Halo 3. He allegedly shot both of them in the head, instantly killing his mother. His father survived. – kotaku.com
  • “October 2010, Alexandra Tobias was playing Farmville … and she got so addicted that she apparently forgot that she had a three-year-old son. Her attention was taken back to reality when her son cried out of hunger, and instead of feeding her child, she responded by shaking him to death…”
  • “In the fall of 2007, according to his mother, Shawn Woolley killed himself as result of a lack of socialization and detachment from reality caused by endless hours of playing EverQuest.”

This site mentions 3 video gamers that regret their decision to allow video games to pull them into their addictive grip:
Video Games Ruined My Life: 3 Gaming Addiction Stories – healthyplace.com

There are many more events attributed to video games, especially, but also media in general. And as you may have noticed, the articles I’m making on this topic don’t just mention “social” media, but “media” as a whole. That can range from anything as social, internet use, television, movies, video games, etc.

How many times have you caught yourself on a binge-watching marathon? Or scrolling through the internet/on facebook/youtube? How many times do you check your phone for notifications, text messages, emails, forum posts?

While all of these aren’t necessarily bad things, per se, the habitual time sink it proposes definitely is. Which is why it’s important to be aware of how much time we really are spending on these different platforms. I find myself occasionally going on binge-watches, spending way too much time on youtube (although admittedly a lot of times I’m on there for research) and checking email for communication.

The important thing is moderation. Once we’re aware of how much time we’re losing to these different arenas, the better chance we have to come back from that and consciously choose to spend time more efficiently, and essentially.

Sadly, sometimes these addictions to different media platforms disable us from focusing on real life situations: work, school, relationships, raising our own kids… As we saw with some examples above, the decision that some people have taken to choose technology over other people, is a scary and serious look into the hold that media can have over us.

Porn and Gambling Online

We’ve already covered some topics detailing the horrible situations that have erupted due to media addictions. But we haven’t even covered media addictions in conjunction with other addictions, such as porn, gambling, and shopping. (Yes, shopping.)

In this day and age, with everything so readily available to us through the internet, the instant gratification mode that many people have is more prevalent than ever. And that’s not a good thing.

Instead of us appreciating what we already have, the constant push of “more and better” things that the internet poses to us keeps us in a state of always wanting more. Many are unhappy with what they already have and instead are continually searching for ways, in their mind, to improve their quality of life. Not realizing that material items are not going to make them happy, but being there for their loved ones (and friends and strangers), will.

What kind of satisfaction do we get when we watch porn, or gamble, or buy material things? A temporary one, if that. And more often than that, if one has moral decency, guilt and shame as well.

So not only do we have the issue of spending money (and/or time) on temporary gratifications, we also have to deal with the remorse that comes after that. Now with everything, moderation is key. I’m not here to condemn anyone who chooses to do these hobbies. Although some I do feel could be eroding our conscious (and conscience) and creating a negative cycle that’s hard to get out of. But if you do feel guilt and shame, then it may be a sign to start pursuing something else.

Some helpful links that dig a little deeper into this dilemma:

So why are these hobbies so damaging to our lifestyle? Well, they’ve been known to cause, in some people: divorce, financial problems, child neglect, and crimes (sometimes even all of the above). I guess one can come to the conclusion that just about anything could result in these sad situations, and while that may be true, the focus is on this topic to show the damages it can create.

Social Anxiety / Depression

The culmination of all this evidence into media addictions has boiled down to one interesting connection: higher rate of anxiety and depression.

In every single subject covered in this series, people have experienced an increase in depression, anxiety, relationship strains, and in some tragic cases, even suicide. This has been especially true in today’s children and young teens/adults – in which media/technology started becoming a prominent part of society.

Excerpts are shown detailing just some of the psychological difficulties that have arisen due to media addictions from a few of the topics covered above:

  • “They explained BSD (buying-shopping disorder), and particularly the online form, can cause a loop of extreme cravings for buying things and satisfaction when spending money. This can then lead to a breakdown in self-control, ‘extreme distress’, other psychiatric problems, relationship difficulties and physical clutter and debt.” – dailymail.co.uk

  • “Research has shown that there is an undeniable link between social media use, negative mental health, and low self-esteem. While social media platforms have their benefits, using them too frequently can make people feel increasingly unhappy and isolated. These negative emotional reactions are not only produced due to the social pressure of sharing things with others, but also the comparison of material things and lifestyles that these sites promote.” – addictioncenter.com

  • “Research shows that 97% of Americans 12 to 17 years old play video games, and as many as 23% of gamers of all ages show signs of addictive behavior. According to the WHO, these signs include impaired control over gaming and “continuation or escalation of gaming despite the occurrence of negative consequences.” And these repercussions can be seen in a person’s personal relationships, career, schoolwork, or daily life. Gaming disorder also puts people at greater risk for other detrimental issues, including:

    • Depression
    • Anxiety
    • ADD/ADHD
    • Sleep disturbances
    • Irritability
    • Bad moods
    • Fatigue
    • Fearfulness
    • Suicidal thoughts

amenclinics.com

Recognize When to Seek Help

Unfortunately, because media plays such a huge part in today’s societal norms, (case in point – my 7 year old son had to get a gmail account for school… I, personally, was not too happy with that idea), the delicate issue of people’s personal habits is something that has been ignored for far too long.

Ultimately, this should be a collaborative effort between the tech industries and the adults in charge of themselves, and especially their children, to monitor these kinds of behaviors and work towards a common solution to educate ourselves of these addictive dangers, and become consciously aware of our choices and the decisions we make. Because we can’t rely on the tech industries (after all, it has been admitted that their job was to create these programs to be as addictive as possible), then it is up to us, individually, to make the right choice and break away from this harmful lifestyle.

If you feel as if you are suffering from anxiety, depression, frustration, anger, suicidal thoughts, or anything of the like, please seek help. There are numerous support groups and phone lines that can help assist you in addressing these issues.

Disclaimer: Expanding Awareness Relations shows these links as a resource for your perusal. I take no responsibility or credit on the ability of these sites to help or hamper one’s addictive behavior.

The FOMO (fear of missing out), “dopamine hits”, social interactions (whether it’s positive or negative), etc. can all contribute to an addictive behavior of the media. Once we can recognize it and address these factors in our lives, the better self-aware we can be and more thoughtful in our actions – leading to a healing and recovery of our mind, body, and soul; and, equally as important, our relationships.

Social media = social distancing? (no, not the coronavirus “social distancing”)

If we keep allowing the media to rule our lives, the possible end result is actually quite terrifying; a literal unplugging us from life and reality, and plugging us into a virtual reality that separates us from each other more than ever before.

With the ever-looming advent of powerful AI, is our future heading towards some kind of technological dystopia? We may laugh, now, at the “silly” prospect of having a real life “Terminator” or “Matrix” on our hands, but with the terrifying onslaught into the Internet of Things, microchipping, virtual reality agenda, it is honestly a serious proposal we must consider.

Are we okay relying even more heavily into all these tecnological advances? Or will we finally realize that a return to nature (in it’s pure, uncorrupted form), is the best way for society to move forward?

In part 4, I discuss the media experiments that have taken place; starring “us”, the unwitting user. In part 5, I cover the issue of data mining our information (and our minds).

Stay tuned. (no pun intended)

Fact checking is extremely important. I want to reiterate not to take everything at face value; no matter what you read, where you read it from, or who you hear it from. And to be clear, do not rely on “fact checking” websites to give you accurate information either. These are just as likely, (if not even more likely…), to feed false information and false debunking accounts to manipulate the reader. Please take everything into consideration before adhering to a certain narrative – and always keep your mind open to other possibilities.

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Get an Earful

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Vaccination Status Is Temporary, Boosters For Life Required - Constant changing of definitions and moving of goalposts... "Fully vaccinated" and "vaccines" are an endless misnomer.
Don’t Vaccinate Kids: Urgent Message from Doctors’ Summit - Speakers at the Summit included Doctors: Peter McCullough, Robert Malone, Paul Alexander, Tara Gesling, Pierre Kory, Ryan Cole and more.
Walensky and Fauci Fumble in Their Responses to the Senate Committee, with Rand Paul’s Call for Fauci to Resign – But is the Senate Culpable as Well? - Rand to Fauci: "You won't admit that it's dangerous, and for that lack of judgement, I think it's time that you resign."
Israel News: “The almost vast majority of the deceased are vaccinated people” due to “immuno-erosion” - Compilation of Israel news clips shows they are questioning the "vaccine" efficacy.
Government’s Own Data Proves COVID-19 Shots Are Causing Blood Clots, Heart Disease, and Death - 17,619 COVID vaccine deaths reported into VAERS as of October 2021 (keep in mind that only a small percentage of events are even reported)
As More People “Wake Up”, We Have Been Given Warning Signs of What’s to Come – They All Point to One Thing - Whether we're in the "end days" or not, we need to prepare ourselves and strengthen our faith in God/Jesus Christ.