I Yelled at God the Other Day.

A rant. And a heartfelt plea.

I’m a believer in God/Jesus Christ.

Does that mean that I don’t get frustrated and angry when I feel as if things aren’t progressing as much as I’d like?

No, not at all. The other day was a prime example.

Now, I know the world doesn’t revolve around me and what I’d like. And I know I shouldn’t put expectations upon God/the Creator and what His plans are for the world. And I realize that I don’t understand all the intricacies that the universe has to offer.

But does that mean that I still won’t care and show emotions when there’s something that is so heart-wrenching, so terrible, so unfathomable, that the mere thought of it being possible makes me sick to my stomach and literally freezes me to the extent that I can’t move, and sends me down a spiral into depression and despair?

My heart physically hurts when I realize the true depths of evil and horror that some people will inflict on others, especially on children.

While researching the child-trafficking scandal and the new movie being released later this year, “The Sound of Freedom”, it really hit home for me the absolute deplorable actions that some people are engaged in, and the unbelievably depraved nature that certain individuals have been grown into and exposed to.

It ENRAGES me that God could allow something like this to happen. I have to reign myself in and reason that it’s not about God ALLOWING it, so much as it is, perhaps, God allowing us to make the choice on what we will do in such situations.

This goes back to the ideology of “free will”. And predetermination.

It’s largely believed that God is labeled as all-knowing and omnipotent. Which, as a lot of us have logically concluded, that God already KNOWS everything that is going to happen. He already KNOWS who’s going to Heaven and who’s going to Hell. He already KNOWS who will turn to Him and repent of their sinful, wicked ways. He already KNOWS whose names are written in the Book of Life.

So the whole prospect of us living this life already has a set conclusion.

At least, that’s what I always thought. In some cases, I still do. Again, I want to reiterate that I can’t know to understand the mysteries of the universe and the ultimate plan for our being. But I CAN continuously pray to have that understanding and enlightening revelation, and pray that God will speed up His supreme sovereignty and establish His presence so that PEACE can triumph upon the world.

I want the suffering to end.

While I, myself, have led a relatively painless life, my heart is literally torn when I contemplate upon the suffering and torture that others have had to endure. I want their suffering to end. The only way I see that happening is if Jesus returns. Or if there is a world-wide attempt of the public at large, changing/warming our hearts and treating each other better, and realizing that Love is the answer.

When I read about cults initiating a specific mind-control regime in order to produce loyal, obedient, equally as twisted individuals to perpetuate this on-going cycle and create even more corrupted subjects, thus spreading this mentality across the land, it’s no wonder that the world is in the state it’s in.

Svali Speaks (a dark, disturbing look into what cult-indoctrination looks like)
Svali Interview | Interview on Illuminati Bloodlines with Svali (shocking and horrific testimony about groups involved in ritual abuse – Vatican is indicated)

These cults and other disturbed individuals (perhaps having grown up in a highly dysfunctional environment in some cases), are raised into a perverted, immoral establishment that actually teaches sinful and unsympathetic behavior. They have fine-tuned this process over centuries, even millenia – as far back as ancient civilization times. The Bible mentions these groups, and while a lot of us believe that these wicked practices and rituals no longer exist, we couldn’t be further from the truth. They are just more hidden (in plain sight, I should add).

It brings some to wonder, if these ancient civilizations and cultures never ceased their evil ways (spanning generations from even during Jesus’ lifetime and beyond), and that they’ve held on to their resentment of God and Jesus Christ this whole time, it begins to paint the picture of the heinous activity going on today that these same people have preserved and passed down onto their own descendants, to carry out upon the rest of the population.

Which brings me to the only conclusions that can be done to overdo this activity. That of us fellow human beings breaking out of this dichotomy – especially those under the spell of this corrupt organization(s), and/or Jesus Christ’s return.

And so I pray. I pray for people to wake up, I pray for them to have a change of heart – that they will see the errors of their ways and repent.

And most of all, I pray, every single night and every opportunity I get, for Jesus Christ to return.

There is one particular Bible verse that I go back to over and over again, and cling onto in the hopes that it will come true, and SOON.

22 And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened.
Matthew 24:22

I don’t know who the “elect” are, but that’s not the word that intrigues me. I’m interested in the word “shortened”. This implies that the suffering of people will be cut short because of the elect’s sake. Which makes me beg the question, “When is enough, enough?”

How much more will people and young children suffer in order to get God’s attention?

And so, in a fit of frustration and rage, I demanded God/Jesus Christ to “GET DOWN HERE!
Repeatedly… So much so, that I could literally feel the static pounding in my head when getting really, really angry. Something I hadn’t felt in quite awhile.

I know. Rather blasphemous and condescending – to demand that Jesus Christ finally show Himself and heal people’s suffering and enact His judgment and justice upon the world. But I honestly don’t want anything else.

…Well, after my rude and arrogant outburst, I did beg for forgiveness and felt shameful and remorse for my audacity, but honestly, the sentiment still remains. I want Jesus Christ’s Second Coming to happen SOON, and by “soon”, I don’t mean 20 years from now. I mean NOW. Right NOW.

I’ve mentioned before about perhaps my will infringing upon other people’s free will (they don’t want a change of heart – they don’t want to change – they don’t want Jesus to return…), but for certain people to manipulate and torture/abuse others – therefore perhaps infringing upon their free will, I am working outside of this projected system and declaring that MY will, is God’s will. His will is just and divine, so ultimately His decision is what I want to happen. If free will is something that even God Himself cannot (or will not) interfere with, then to be fair, people will be responsible for their own demise.

If people are engaging in evil, sinful acts, even if they don’t realize that it’s evil/sinful – I truly believe that God gives them opportunities to turn away from this lifestyle, and into one of repentance and forgiveness. I believe He gives us all several opportunities to pursue a life of light and love. And if we don’t, then we essentially doom ourselves.

And as to why this life has been carried out so long if God knows the final outcome of everyone’s decisions and path that they lead, I honestly don’t have a good answer. The Bible always alludes to the fact that this divine plan needs to happen this way. I don’t know why; I don’t know to what purpose. Perhaps it’ll all be clear when I’m finally on my deathbed and glimpsing into the great beyond.

Until then, I will continue to pray and spread awareness. And continue this ever prevalent pursuit of Truth. And hope that Jesus Christ comes soon and helps to bring peace and justice upon the world.

If you’re on the wrong side, I pray for you and hope you come to see the light before it’s too late. I believe that God WILL forgive you, if you truly repent. God is Love and wants nothing more than for people to find this Love – pure, unconditional, untainted Love that cares for others. But hurting/abusing others is NOT pure Love and will not be able to co-exist with the holy divine. We make our own choices. A tragic, horror-filled darkness with excessive pain that we’ve inflicted upon others, come back to haunt us for eternity; or a free, joyful, glorious world that is filled with Love and happiness.

For those who have stepped out of this darkness and horrible indoctrination of ritual abuse, you are more courageous and radiant than you realize. You are the beacon of hope that shines in this world, and gives us the strength and virtue to look forward to a brighter future. God bless you.

Fact checking is extremely important. I want to reiterate not to take everything at face value; no matter what you read, where you read it from, or who you hear it from. And to be clear, do not rely on “fact checking” websites to give you accurate information either. These are just as likely, (if not even more likely…), to feed false information and false debunking accounts to manipulate the reader. Please take everything into consideration before adhering to a certain narrative – and always keep your mind open to other possibilities.

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Creating Our Own Reality

Do we allow evil to run rampant in the world?

I have heard it multiple times, that the reason evil is allowed to run rampant in the world is because “they” disclose this information to us through movies, shows, music videos, games, etc. – and “we” allow it; by not caring, not doing anything about it, not objecting, or what have you.

There’s many terms people have used for this type of manipulation:

predictive programming“Predictive programming is a subtle form of psychological conditioning provided by the media to acquaint the public with planned societal changes to be implemented by TPTB.

If and when these changes are put through, the public will already be familiarized with them and will accept them as ‘natural progressions’, as Alan Watt (*) calls it; thus lessening any possible public resistance and commotion.

Predictive programming therefore may be considered as a veiled form of preemptive mass manipulation or mind control”The Conditioning of Humans

soft/hard disclosure
disclosure: “The act or process of revealing or uncovering. / Something uncovered; a revelation.”
hard disclosure: revealing information that is directly told to the public without any pretense – could be through official documents, FOIAs, press hearings, etc.
soft disclosure: information that is hidden within different avenues – (ex.) through the media, fiction books, symbols, subliminal messages, etc. that hints at its existence.

social conditioning“The sociological process of training individuals in a society to act in a way that’s broadly approved by the society and various peer groups.

The result is a set of given social patterns and structures in society. In fact, a lot of our beliefs, customs, etiquette and mannerisms come from social conditioning.”Social Conditioning Quotes: Thoughts on How to Escape the Matrix

or any other number of terms indicating that these evil masterminds have indeed “told us” their plan, and by the people continuing to go about their normal, everyday lives, that is somehow giving them permission to green light their plan.

Well, I’m not sorry to say, but that is absolutely ridiculous and in no way does it give permission to carry out their heinous deeds.

Of course, even if this is true, then these people who “disclose” their plans do so in such a convoluted manner to imply that whoever does believe it to be true is a crazy conspiracy theorist, a delusional paranoid, dangerous terrorist, schizophrenic dissenter, etc., etc., etc.

They’ve set up a twisted system that even if their esoteric laws demands that they reveal to the public their diabolical agendas, no one would believe them and these normal citizens would continue on with their life none the wiser. This, in no way, is the public “allowing” them to go through with whatever hellish plans they’ve decided to unleash upon the world.

And let me add by saying, no matter what other people believe or don’t believe, no matter what these corrupt industries are doing or have been doing, I DO NOT CONSENT.

I DO NOT CONSENT in these evil corporations running their human/child trafficking rings.

(I have not watched the documentary ‘Eyes of the Devil’ by Patryk Vega. I have only read the description of what it is about, and that alone is heart-wrenching and sickening enough. It is currently available on bitchute. Search and watch it at your own risk…)

I DO NOT CONSENT in any satanic/luciferian/aleister crowleyian/ANY rituals that harm/subjugate/torture/kill/etc. ANY life whatsoever.

More extremely difficult material, but important to know what’s going on:
Satanic Ritual Abuse: It’s Real, But It Can Be Healed
Satan’s Children – Satanic Ritual Abuse (60 Minutes Australia)

I DO NOT CONSENT to having an untested, unknown, new technological “vaccine” injected into my body or anyone else who is against this agenda.

COVID-19 vaccines could become mandatory. Here’s how it might work.
Doctor and Former Pfizer VP claims rushed vaccine could cause permanent infertility and other catastrophic side effects

I DO NOT CONSENT to being lied to repeatedly about how our tax money is being used for nefarious and/or deceptive purposes. And I DO NOT CONSENT to our tax money being used to fund certain corrupt organizations.

Planned Parenthood Received $1.6 Billion of Our Tax Dollars to Promote Its Abortion Agenda
NASA Is A Waste of Tax Dollars

I DO NOT CONSENT to this transgenderism/transhumanism agenda, and ESPECIALLY when it’s pushed onto innocent children.

Biden HHS pick Rachel Levine once touted chemical sex changes for children
The Transhumanist Agenda and The Future of Humanity

I DO NOT CONSENT to the World Health Organization dictating their disgusting plan to normalizing sexuality in children.

Another Reason To Ditch The World Health Organization Is Its Shocking Sex Propaganda For Kids

I DO NOT CONSENT to having our spirituality and our consciousness/connection to God stripped away by tptsb who are struggling to keep us in the dark.

PENTAGON – D.O.D. LEAKED OF GOD GENE VMAT2 VACCINE
Your Pineal Gland, It’s Calcification & Why You Should Care

I DO NOT CONSENT to having immoral, depraved, disturbing material inundating me (or my child) and propagandized to the public no matter where we turn.

Something is Terribly Wrong With Many “Kids” Videos on YouTube
NPR Lists Cardi B’s ‘Wet Ass Pu**y’ as ‘Best’ Song of 2020

I DO NOT CONSENT to being treated like cattle who needs to be tagged and traced and every move dictated by these power-hungry individuals/corporations.

Bill Gates, Microsoft file patent for dystopian “body activity data” apparatus

I could go on and on, but the bottom line is, I have not, and will not, give my permission for all of these corrupted establishments to continue blind-siding human beings and giving us the lame excuse that we have somehow allowed it. I DON’T allow it, I DON’T give them permission, I DON’T accept it, and this is me now saying that my will is that this whole planet will wake up to these insane sounding agendas, start working on our own spiritual development (and therefore the whole world), and build a better future for every living creature on this planet.

Image by Marco Roosink from Pixabay

I know the notion of a Higher Power, a Supreme Being, a universal Creator, etc. may be lost on some people, but I have to admit, it’s fascinating when even some of the most famous of scientists (“trust the science”, right?) believe in God or a creator entity. Some of their conclusions even stem from their research into this mysterious universe, and their findings ultimately end up pointing them in the direction of a divine universal consciousness or Higher Power.

Of course, this isn’t to imply that other scientists don’t come to the exact opposite conclusion; that there is no God. But to have actual philosophers, researchers, scientists, doctors, etc. – one of whose main ideology is based upon studies and facts, come to the realization that there is a mysterious force within the universe, is incredibly insightful and extremely compelling. For others to automatically denounce the metaphysical realm simply because we cannot “scientifically measure it” (yet?), is missing the whole point of metaphysics to begin with.

(Then, on the flip side, it’s very uncanny that a lot of those in high, official positions seem to worship an entirely different entity… – 4 Videos Of Politicians Confronted About Bohemian Grove That Make You Say WTF – just one example, out of many)

Now, whether we, as a collective whole, choose to continue to ignore these agendas being laid out for us to “see” and in their law, gives them the right to continue their insidious actions of terror against life and spirit – or whether we finally “WAKE UP” and refuse to give them this permission by standing up to them and announcing that, “NO. We will not be a part of this terrible scheme.” remains to be seen.

But I, for one, and I’m sure PLENTY OF OTHERS, are waking up to this reality and in so doing, we must realize that if they believe they can continue on with no repercussions because the blind don’t see it, then by us bringing this darkness to light, we can then begin to counteract this belief by our own that there is indeed a righteous God, and He will pass the final judgment upon them (not only them – all of us). And I pray every single day that He comes soon.

3 But even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing,
4 whose minds the god of this age has blinded, who do not believe, lest the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine on them.
5 For we do not preach ourselves, but Christ Jesus the Lord, and ourselves your bondservants for Jesus’ sake.
6 For it is the God who commanded light to shine out of darkness, who has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.
2 Corinthians 4:3-6

“They” know this, yet they remain in their stubborn and rebellious hardened-heart state, and who allows that? They do. They allow their own demise. And unless they repent and truly seek forgiveness and turn back from their wicked ways, then nothing else will be able to save them. They will be lost to the darkness that they so love, because they don’t know the true horrors that will come with it until it’s too late.

And this, I DO ALLOW.

I believe in Love and Forgiveness, with my whole heart, although I am still struggling with certain aspects of it, but to “allow” evil to run rampant because of the dichotomy of Love and Forgiveness is, at least to me, against the Divine Wisdom set up by the Holy Heavens. Whatever They decide to do to each person’s soul/spirit depending on the state of their heart, will give these evil-inclined souls a glimpse into the “reap what they sow” doctrine. To give these corrupted individuals a clean slate through the forgiveness/karmic debt is ultimately not allowing them to learn their spiritual lesson through their actions.

This is my belief, and my reality. And while I may have failed the “Forgiveness” test set forth for me, I trust in God to lead the way and bring me to the Truth and the Light so that I can expand upon this understanding and help others to grow as well.

My reality, is that we ALL wake up to who we truly are; but, to not infringe upon those that wish to stay blind and remain in the dark, that those who have chosen to open their eyes and work on their spiritual development will be able to leave this current reality, and start building our own. Where people can be truly happy and blessed and not have to worry about evil corruption ruining humankind. Those that choose to remain behind, will be in their own sordid reality that they chose for themselves.

But I honestly pray for them, too. That they will come out of the darkness.

2 The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; those who dwelt in a land of deep darkness, on them has light shined.
Isaiah 9:2

Fact checking is extremely important. I want to reiterate not to take everything at face value; no matter what you read, where you read it from, or who you hear it from. And to be clear, do not rely on “fact checking” websites to give you accurate information either. These are just as likely, (if not even more likely…), to feed false information and false debunking accounts to manipulate the reader. Please take everything into consideration before adhering to a certain narrative – and always keep your mind open to other possibilities.

Fair use disclaimer: Some of the links from this article are provided from different sources/sites to give the reader extra information and cite the sources, but does not necessarily mean that I endorse the contents of the site itself. Additionally, I have tried to provide links to the contents that I used from other sites as an educational and/or entertainment means only; if you feel that any information deserves further citation or request to be clarified, please let me know through the contact page.

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