Demoralization: What Happens When We Feel Like Giving Up

Sometimes the world seems so dark – it almost feels hopeless…

I don’t write opinionated reflections a lot. Most of the time I try to give readers real videos, transcripts, documents about what was said by either those in charge of certain projects, or whistleblowers exposing plans, or testimonies from others who describe their experience that people need to be aware about.

While I do have my opinions and share them throughout my posts, I very rarely spend a whole post describing my emotions as I go through them.

However, admittedly, the disheartening news all around us can sometimes be overwhelming and the future extremely bleak, which casts a dark shadow of pointlessness to even pursuing these subjects any longer. Sometimes, knowing all of the atrocities going on around us, it’s easy to get lost amid a sea of hopelessness.

We see those responsible for heinous crimes constantly getting away with it, and not only that, celebrating vacations, weddings, and get-togethers with their cohorts and their ilk; while the rest of us remain under the oppressive regime of mandates, vaccine/mask narratives, and constant scrutiny if we show the littlest bit of hesitancy towards these agendas.

Seeing the people who should be behind bars living it up and able to travel freely on their private yachts and/or jets, while those simply trying to make an honest living are left either quitting their jobs/careers to refuse the vaccine mandate, or getting fired for refusing to comply – or they cave into the demands of the system and get the vaccine unwillingly to keep their job or just so that they can travel – which has ultimately sadly led to many unnecessary and tragic adverse events.

Seeing pictures of the “elite” group gathering around in large festivities and celebrations/meetings without any social distancing or masks to speak of, while the workers and camera crew catering to them are wearing masks. Clearly indicating that the “elites” are not worried about contracting ANYTHING, much less COVID, but yet they demand that the useless eaterstheir slaves… their employees wear a mask around them.

Seeing countless videos of politicians, celebrities, diplomatic leaders faking a vaccine, while encouraging, bribing and/or berating others to get it. Calling those who refuse to get it a “selfish fool” who doesn’t care about grandma.

Watching as hundreds and thousands of doctors, nurses, healthcare workers, scientists, etc. speak up against the vaccine – yet people are still refusing to listen to them, and instead continue to listen to the mainstream media and government funded doctors – like Anthony Fauci.

Seeing doctors and heads of the vaccine group (NIH, CDC, FDA, Pfizer, etc.) continuously lie to the public about the vaccine’s efficacy, or lack thereof, and the completely inane push to administer even more of the vaccine that didn’t work the first, second or third time around.

Learning about the terrible situation involving the suppression of Ivermectin – meanwhile hundreds of those in Congress are allegedly secretly getting treated with this medication – while those in charge of the coronavirus task force prevent its use in pharmacies worldwide and hospitals refuse to treat patients with it, at the same time the MSM continues to ridicule the concept by labeling it a “horsepaste”…

All of this outrageous deception and manipulation and utter clown show – within the span of less than 2 years – because a large group of people still can’t wake up to the obvious lies and endless dictatorship that’s edging ever closer to becoming a normality because people would rather continue to believe the lie and a modicum of comfort, compared to opening their eyes and seeing the huge, dystopian overhaul that tptsb have planned for us.

All of it is not only discouraging, it’s also downright depressing.

So sometimes I find myself sitting down in exhaustion, hard to find myself even moving because that would mean the reality around us is still in full effect, so by choosing to not move perhaps I can take myself out of this reality for a little bit and just exist without participating in the world that I have grown increasingly more disappointed in.

I just sit there, contemplating life, or even not thinking at all – wondering how no matter how much proof is around us, some people will still refuse to see it. It doesn’t mean it’s not there, it’s that people will refuse to connect the dots and insist that it’s just happenstance, a coincidence, nothing to be alarmed about, and so on and so forth. Their refusal to believe it doesn’t mean that it’s a ridiculous concept, but it’s more that they can’t handle it if they were to find out what the world is REALLY about, because it would mean their whole lives (all of ours) is one giant lie built on a foundation of horror and wickedness.

Or, they simply don’t care. They are so comfortable in the system, that to question it would upset their whole way of life and they rather enjoy living under governmental rule, because it allows someone else to think for them. They are indoctrinated into the system so badly that anyone resisting this type of regime is automatically seen as the “bad guy”. The plot to The Matrix playing out in real time.

So once in a while, I catch myself in utter despair, not wanting to continue on in my attempts at waking others up. They will either see the truth for what it is, or they will continue to ignore the “world” for what it really is. The Lord will call on those He chooses, while those who remain in the dark may forever be lost.

But then I remember how God did indeed call me out of this world. He led me to Him, because I was not the most pristine of followers – or a follower at all, at that point. I was a lost soul like so many others. I did not pray. I did not go to church. I did not read the Bible. As a matter of fact, I shunned the Bible. So to say that He literally called me out of this world would not be an exaggeration.

And who was there when I was questioning what was happening to me? When I went to search for an answer as to what these signs and synchronicities were, how did I finally find my answer that I wasn’t just a crazy person who heard God’s voice – but actually heard Him and He’s the one we are supposed to seek if we want to find Truth?

I found this out by other people, on their own journey, and reading/listening about their own testimonies, and their walk that brought them to the same conclusion. Even though they were at risk of ridicule, scorn, derision, etc., they still came forth to share their experiences on how they got called out of this world – perhaps on their own quest to also wake up others and help them when they choose to seek these answers out for themselves.

And so I am utterly grateful for these people who went against the grain and spoke up to help others who are on their own individual journey – those who may be slowly waking up out of this stupor created solely to keep us from seeking our true purpose – and it reminds me that even if people do not wake up NOW, then the trajectory that we are heading – with God at the helm, will indeed slowly but surely reach out to others, waking them up in their own time, until every single one of us experiences a conscious awakening – and we collectively realize who we really are and take the necessary steps to ensure a future of peace and happiness, instead of the chaos and panic that the “global elites” are trying to dictate upon the world.

I remind myself that I was as lost as many others not so long ago – and I wonder at how those who were already awake at the time felt about people like me. Perhaps growing frustrated that while they could see the evil overtaking the world, people like me at the time were still blissfully unaware in our own little bubble – happily going on about our own lives without a care in the world. Enjoying movies, hanging out with friends, gossiping, going to work, etc., etc., etc. Fully asleep, fully ignorant to the wickedness growing increasingly more brazen as time rolls on.

Perhaps this is part of the “plan”. As the depravity grows, those who are even deep asleep have no choice but to wake up, otherwise they are knowingly participating in the corruption and immorality that has been surrounding us and deceptively trying to get the population to be an active part of. Trying to normalize mandatory drugs/vaccines, transgenderism, transhumanism, pedophilia, critical race theory, satanism, abortions, genetically modifying everything – including humans, reverse aging by transfusing “young blood”, etc., etc., etc…

There is no doubt in my mind that evil has a stranglehold in the world. And time is running out for people to wake up. Perhaps this is why I sometimes have fear strike in my heart – seeing the amount of godlessness pervading practically every aspect of our society – but then I remember that God IS ultimately in control, and I remember my faith, and I remember how lost and clueless I was before waking up to this depravity, and I remember all of the people who have helped me along the way to make sense of our reality and who were awake for years and years and years before I was.

And all I can say is, thank GOD for them.

So when I feel like giving up, and find myself asking, “What’s the point?”, I remember God and all those who were awake long before I was, who had the patience and endurance to continue on, planting the seeds and graciously helping others who haven’t quite woken up out of the matrix yet. While they may have had similar feelings of hopelessness at points, their love for God and for humanity kept them going. I remember Jesus Christ, who literally spread the gospel of love and forgiveness, even up to the point of his persecution and death, by the very same people He was trying to save.

And so knowing all of this, there’s no way I can give up. While despair sometimes strikes, I am reminded of the many good people in the world, working hard to wake others and/or planting the seed for those who were lost but are now seeking the right path. I am reminded of my own shortcomings and my own dismissal of certain “conspiracy theories”, that after an honest look at it objectively, found myself to be completely in the wrong.

I take heart knowing that just because someone is lost now, that doesn’t mean that they aren’t on their own journey into waking up; and I take heart knowing that there are brave and caring souls speaking up on others behalf, helping to spread awareness to reach others.

And I am thankful for all of my readers, whether they have stumbled across here by accident, or are actively seeking the truth as well. You are a blessing, whether you realize it or not. We are all in this together, and try as the corrupt establishment might to demoralize us, I have faith in God and humanity’s will to persevere.

I love you all. God bless.

The Time to Choose God is NOW

If you’re on the fence on what to believe, then believe this: we need kindness and compassion more than anything. The best way to get there is to pray to God and believe in Jesus Christ.

With the unclear direction of where the world is headed, no matter who is elected as the next president, I have to voice my sentiment on what we should ultimately look to rather than stressing about which side (left / right) is going to win. I know there are others in the world outside of the US watching the elections as well, and this pertains to EVERYONE, not just the United States.

As the title of this post says, we need to look to God / Jesus Christ instead of man to save us.

This whole dichotomy of choosing between two (probably equally corrupt) politicians to decide the fate of the States and its relations to other countries for the next 4 years, seems, to be honest, an arbitrarily useless endeavor.

We the people are subject between basically choosing two (seemingly) opposing factions that we don’t necessarily have control over anyway. Can we rise up and elect who we want as our candidates for president? Or is it already predetermined by the “powers that shouldn’t be”? Ultimately, it seems, we get the illusion of being able to choose our own president.

Now, with that being said, and with my belief that most politicians are corrupt (not all, because I honestly believe there are those fighting the good fight and are sincerely trying their best to do what’s right for the people – then there are those who genuinely think they are doing what’s best but are sadly misled by their parties) I have to bring people back to what really matters.

That is love, unity, compassion, understanding, tolerance, sympathy… these are so lacking in the world today and we have become so distracted by this division and by hate, contempt, derision for each other… one would think that we have reverted back to our primal instincts to just loot and plunder and cause chaos and destruction if things don’t go our way. I know we are better than that.

But yet, for some reason, we still see so much hostility and separation when we should be working together. If there is a disagreement, some will resort to baseless name calling and vitriolic responses instead of even trying to be understanding of other’s opinions and differences. Where did the love go? Where did human decency go? Is it because being faceless behind the computer screen gives us the safety net of being more cruel than we would in real life? If that’s the case, how does that explain the people confronting others face to face with so much scorn and bitterness? Do people really have so much hatred and anger towards their fellow man?

It makes you wonder what kind of lifestyle and childhood they must have had. Sadly, there are people that push separation and bigotry onto their children (and onto other people’s children, as some schools and educators/establishments have been accused of). So it’s no wonder that some will grow into those ideologies as they get older.

So how do we get past this? How do we learn to love one another when we can’t even accept others and their differing opinions? More importantly, why does it seem as if certain factions are deadset into turning us against each other?

Some may not believe this is actually happening, but if one were to really open their eyes, they would see this in abundance not just in the US, but in other countries as well. And as I’m sure some people are aware of now, even the big tech companies are working on dividing and censoring those with dissenting opinions.

And we have to ask ourselves, “Why?” What is their purpose? Why silence certain people who have these different opinions? It’s almost as if they don’t want people to persuade others with their beliefs. Again… why would big tech companies be so worried about this? To have a platform for others to speak on and connect, it seems as if there is an underlying agenda to silence certain people who have an opinion that they don’t agree with. Again, one has to question their motive.

Now for me, personally, I make no bones about being a pro-life supporter. So you must understand how it took me by such surprise to learn that a pro-life activist group: liveaction.org, as well as other Christian terms, was censored on Pinterest – being labeled as “brand unsafe”.

Project Veritas: Whistleblower Says Pinterest Censored Pro-Life Site as ‘Pornography’

Their reason for banning liveaction.org from their platform was this excuse:

The Pinterest insider explained that the company removes conspiratorial content that they deem to be “harmful” from the platform.
breitbart.com

So… in the same context, are we to assume that Bible verses are “conspiratorial content” that is “harmful” to the platform also? Or is there a different reason for that purpose?

This isn’t the only group seemingly attacking Christianity. As I wrote on “Mysteries at Cern”, we can see how Air Force Maj. Steve Lewis was attacked for having an open Bible on his desk.

God forbid (no pun intended) that a man shows his love for Christ and tries to walk in His footsteps. Those footsteps, by the way, who tried to show us to love God and our neighbors as Jesus Christ Himself loved us. We wouldn’t want people developing compassion and unconditional love for our fellow man now, would we…

And apparently one airman was so distraught over this biblical display, that he even took a picture of the Bible pages that were opened on the desk, with some claiming that the Bible pages never change. Let’s see how horrific this obvious agenda to brainwash the other airmen is (these are the highlighted verses of the pages) :

7 But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. 8 What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ 9 and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ—the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith.
Philippians 3:7-9
8 Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things.
Philippians 4:8
11 I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. 12 I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. 13 I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:11-13
Open Bible that was seen on Air Force Maj. Steve Lewis' desk.

Huh… it seems to me as if these verses just really appeal to Maj. Steve Lewis and he perhaps uses them as a reminder to stay true to his humanity and to remain humble in the Lord. Some could liken it to the “Hang in there.” kitty poster that was all the rage back in the day (maybe still is) to get one through the day. Or how about when one displays photos of their family around to lift their spirits up during a long and stressful work day?

But no. I guess since it is such a front to Michael Weinstein and the alleged 33 airmen who complained, that he had to call Steve Lewis out and demand him to put his Bible away, decrying it as a public display of defiance and an agenda to infiltrate the minds of these young recruits. Even though the institution of the MRFF is supposedly about religious freedom to begin with. At least, if we can trust the foundation’s name. (Which, if this proves anything, we can’t.)

(Again, my opinion. Are we not allowed to state our opinions anymore? Am I dishing out “hate speech”? Am I encouraging violence? Am I writing about “conspiratorial content”? Or simply a person who sees through unnecessary condemnation and voicing my disagreement into these institutions’ actions?)

And yes, some may argue that if Steve Lewis is allowed to display the Bible on his desk, then aren’t people who are into satanism (which, please, research into this further instead of believing the sugar-coated belief that satanism is not about satan at all…) or paganism, voodoo, etc. allowed to display their beliefs in the same manner? For that I say, it has already been happening. And, unironically, they seem to be getting much more freedom to their displays than the Christians, with the military even endorsing and encouraging it:

Just a couple of sites depicting some of the going-ons into the military institution:

The Satanic Subversion of the United States Military – exposingsatanism.org
The Air Force is Full of Satanists, Rapists & Child Molesters – fightingmonarch.com

And we have so many more examples of infiltration of the satanic influences surrounding us, that I believe a lot of us have just become immune to it or desensitized.

Here is Blucifer, for one:

Blucifer, standing outside the Denver International Airport

And of course you can’t mention Blucifer without bringing up all the interesting murals of the Denver International Airport.

This article shows some as well as some other interesting facts about this strange building:

Sadly, signs of “illuminati”, satanism, freemasons, etc. are everywhere. They’ve been in our children’s cartoons/shows/video games/toys, all over the place in the media in general, and has only gotten even more bold as people continue to dismiss these coincidences as just a joke, or a mocking derision for “conspiracy theorists”.

But forgive me if I don’t think Bill Gates being friends and/or partners with Jeffrey Epstein and Marina Abramovic is “funny”. Forgive me if I don’t think his funding to organizations such as Planned Parenthood and the WHO is “funny”. Forgive me if I don’t find the names of these patents and its “ingredients” as “funny”: Luciferase/Luciferin / WO 2020 060606/HR 6666

Forgive me if I don’t think the fact that the one person practically demanding the whole world to get a mandatory vaccine otherwise they won’t be able to travel, work, etc., etc. and who has been accused of heinous crimes against humanity:

‘A Mass Sterilization Exercise’: Kenyan Doctors Find Anti-Fertility Agent in UN Tetanus Vaccines
List of crimes Bill Gates has been accused of: Bill Gates Crimes Against Humanity

is “funny”.

Forgive me (if all of this is true, of course) that I don’t find the following information “funny” in the slightest:

Bill Gates Funds Pharmaceutical Companies Using Aborted Baby Parts to Make Coronavirus Vaccines
Pentagon Vaccine to Kill Religious Center of Brain

There is also an artitcle floating about titled: “They’ve Killed God; I Can’t Feel God, My Soul is Dead“; however, all of the sources for this article can be traced to this website which the information has yet to be verified. If this information is true, it adds an even darker spin to this sordid agenda.

We also have these interesting and laughable coincidences, right? Devil Companies, Devil Products, Devil Logos?

Yep. It’s SO funny how the main, major evil character from the Bible, who was deadset against God and humanity and everything that Jesus stood for, seems to be the main inspiration behind the major corporations running the world. Hilarious.

And if we think that’s bad enough… no. It gets worse.

You see, the satanists and luciferians have also infiltrated the Vatican. My opinion? Or is it fact? Well, just take a look at some of the below pictures and let me know what you think.

The Vatican Hall undeniably resembles the face of a snake.
Personal opinion that this is an incredibly unholy statue.

They also, apparently, have no problems placing a statue of Molech (or Moloch – known for child sacrifices) in front of the Colosseum entrance to “greet” visitors. The Vatican Places Giant Statue of Molech at Colosseum Entrance

Statue at colosseum, which people allege was placed by the Vatican.

No, people, I don’t think these “coincidences” and “pranks” are funny at all. In fact, I think these are all signs trying to warn us to get prepared and decide which side we’re on. If you’re an atheist, then I would suggest you re-read and research all of this until it hits you squarely in the face.

Why is all of this happening? Well, one reason could be that EVERYTHING in the Bible is TRUE, and that these immoral civilizations never stopped their idolatry and corruption or their hate of Jesus Christ. And now with things already in the open anyway, they have become even more brazen in their blatant worship and depraved behavior since they realize that some people will STILL NOT BELIEVE IT.

I believe in God. And I believe in Jesus Christ. I know who wins in the end, and anyone who’s read the Bible knows this as well. The people that are trying to usher this darkness in knows this too, and still remain on the losing side. They are the ones whose hearts have grown cold. If this is all they’ve known and done all these years is carry on the wicked traditions of their ancestors, and still don’t heed the call of Jesus Christ to repent, then they will answer to His judgement.

If you feel, even the tiniest inkling that you are on the wrong side, then please pray and ask for forgiveness and repent, and ask for His guidance. God and Jesus loves everyone, and it is His will that none shall perish. But if you continue not believing and not loving and still remain in the wicked lifestyle, then you will be cast out. Unholiness cannot enter in Heaven. We are not expected to be perfect. But I believe that all Jesus asks of us is that we try our best to be kind, loving, compassionate human beings. Love one another as He has loved us. Believe in Him and have faith. If we do this, then we will not want to sin anymore and we will want to be holy and do things that honor Him and each other.

The Lord is merciful and He only wants His lost sheep back. Is our desire for self-gratification and greed so consuming that we would give up ever-lasting life for just a few years on Earth? Why would a being solely asking for humanity to be forgiving and loving be held with such hostility from those who wish to remain in their sordid immorality? Are you okay throwing away 20,30,40…80 years just to be told that you did not earn your way into Heaven?

The good news is that it’s not too late.

We’re still here. But the time to start is NOW. We don’t know when the last days will be upon us. But as long as we’re breathing and have this physical life, we have a chance to turn from the darkness and seek the light.

32 But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.
Mark 13:32

I pray for the whole world and hope more and more people will choose God and Love instead of following the “worldly” path. I hope you will too.

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