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What do you believe in? Do you REALLY believe it?

I don’t normally write opinionated or speculative pieces on this website; usually I try and provide informational articles or transcripts, or a collection of important subjects to consider, etc.

However, this is also incredibly important and I was due for some serious reflection when considering human nature and its connection to energy/vibration/frequency/etc.

I come across a lot of theories that our thoughts form the world around us. If that’s the case, then would a worldwide focus on disease and sickness literally create this mindset that we’re all in? Would a collective consciousness, mainly focused on one thing, bring it to being?

There’s so much to unravel when diving into this subject, and of course I’m not going to come to a clear-cut conclusion, because I have no professional knowledge about metaphysics or quantum mechanics, but I do want to bring up the topic just for deliberation.

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Imagine all of the influences that shape your view of the world today. Imagine how you thought of the world when you were younger. Is the stark difference (if any) between the two due to knowledge and experience, simply growing up and learning more about the world around you? Or was it due to outside sources shaping your feelings, emotions, thoughts, patterns? (A combination of both? A nature versus nurture/parental/societal upbringing?)

Let’s take this website, for example. Am I unknowingly feeding into the negativity, fear, chaos, confusion, low-vibration energies that I would like humanity to rise out of? By comprising a lot of the articles with negative topics – granted due to wanting to inform readers of the events that are going on around us – I can’t help but feel as if I’m contributing to spreading the anxiety, fears, panic, etc.

This is not my intention, but the sentiment remains.

There is also the fact of the matter that there are studies that people are naturally drawn to “bad news” rather than good news. Sure it could be from a tendency to be aware of our surroundings and be alert so that we can know what actions to take, but one could also argue that this isn’t the case because of the lack of action to prevent or change these certain things from happening. So then the question becomes, why are we drawn to negativity instead of seeking the positive?

Perhaps a twisted curiosity of the chaotic events surrounding us? A slight obsession to keep ourselves informed of all the bad/evil things occurring in the world, yet offering little to no action to counteract it? As it is, there are some groups coming together to raise awareness of several political attempts to impose unnecessary rules and mandates, which does help, but what about the others who remain in their state of un-acknowledgment, or even worse, complicity? Then when considering those who are fully aware of what’s going on, yet maintain a defeatist position, or an apathetic one, the struggle to see the positive outcome can get overwhelming.

If the world is indeed composed of energy, frequency, vibration, thoughts, then by constantly focusing on the negative aspects and collectively indulging these thoughts, it creates an endless cycle of fear, division, emotional distress, etc. that keeps us in this lower state of energetic frequency/mentality.

If our world does indeed stem from our belief system, creating the trap that essentially enslaves us, then wouldn’t it be prudent to set our beliefs and thought patterns away from all of this evil and negativity, and instead direct it towards hope, faith, love and forgiveness?

Some may scoff at this idea, but there could be understandings that bring this theory to interesting reflection, if only one would expand their thinking and entertain these thoughts without the need for completely believing them.

Take, for example, the “paranormal” aspects of tulpas, poltergeists, placebos/nocebos, and similar concepts. History and studies dictates that these are within the realm of possibility, if not having already been established.

For additional reading into these subjects, please visit:

– Tulpa Creation in Tibet
– “Placebo” vs. “Nocebo”: The Good And The Bad
– What Is a Poltergeist?

Then, in a somewhat similar vein as poltergeists, there are cases where a person’s energetic force, if that’s what it is, causes disturbances to electrical objects.

– Are You A Slider? The Phenomena of High Energy People Causing Electronics to Go Haywire

I myself have had experiences with appliances going haywire during certain times in my life. I can’t attest that it’s due to my conscious/subconscious/unconscious state, or that it was even directly through me. But it is fascinating and questionable when certain objects respond to a specific person’s close proximity, compared to those of other people.

There is also the matter of vibrational frequencies. Some people experience vibrations during meditation, or even when having out of body experiences. Again, I have first hand accounts of this phenomena, not only from out of body experiences, but also from a vibrational test, of sorts. I fully believe that the more spiritually developed we are, the higher and stronger our vibrational frequencies get. Staying in a state of despair, depression, anger, fear, etc. will keep us in a lower state of frequencies.

– Feeling Vibrations During Meditation: Here Is Why!

Now, with all that being said, why do I feel as if our beliefs/thoughts play a significant role in the life that we’re in?

Well, I’m going to go back to one of the most widely known manuscripts/books in history. To the Bible.

1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
2 He was in the beginning with God.
3 All things were made through Him, and without Him nothing was made that was made.
4 In Him was life, and the life was the light of men.
5 And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not [overcome] comprehend it.

John 1:1-5

What are words, spoken aloud? It’s sound. What is sound? It’s a vibrational frequency.

“A sound is a form of energy, just like electricity, heat or light. Sound is one of the important senses of the human body. Some sounds are pleasant, and some are annoying. We are subjected to various types of sound all time. Sound waves are the result of the vibration of objects.” – What is Sound? – Characteristics of Sound Waves, Propagation Of Sound

“The Word of God” could then be re-written to state “The Vibration of God”. There are also scientific studies into “light” and its definition being of an energetic wavelength – similar to that of sound.

Now, getting back to the Bible, I want to focus on the belief/faith aspect of its teachings.

But what does it say? “The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith which we preach):
9 that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.

Romans 10:8-9

The above passage combines both vibrational sound frequencies (speak aloud your faith) with the belief (conscious thoughts) of one’s heart in Jesus Christ.

One has to wonder, why is “belief/faith” such an integral part of the biblical/Godly narrative? If our own belief constructs can make us sick through “nocebos”, or well with “placebos”, just by believing in the concept of side effects or cures, then what would a belief in a divine presence accomplish?

Likewise, if one wants to entertain the opposite side of the fence, what would a deeply held belief in demons, ghosts, negative entities, accomplish? There are many who practice witchcraft, sorcery, satanic rituals, paganism, etc. who have alleged to experience supernatural events. The same can be said of some followers of Jesus and of different religions, but seeing the current situation we have today, one has to wonder if there is a deliberate concerted effort to endorse other religions and practices while simultaneously denouncing Christianity/Jesus Christ for a specific reason.

If there are fewer and fewer people who believe in Jesus Christ, while I, personally, think that each person will have their own independent time of atonement, the whole world will either experience chaos (similar to the situation we find ourselves in right now), or depending on if more and more people choose to believe in Jesus, the world will slowly wake up out of this “worldly/materialistic” system and focus instead on the light/vibration of Truth and Love.

I have researched this for a very long time. While I may not have necessarily put my knowledge into practice until recent years, this information has been one that all roads lead to. And I want to make something completely clear. While there are many who do not believe in Jesus and instead are agnostic, or polytheistic, completely atheist, etc. – here is what I understand – [this is my opinion only based on the research and experiences that I’ve had]:

Jesus IS Love. He is the personification of Love.

I realize there are debates about this concept and that there are instances where Jesus expresses his outrage (fig tree/money changers) and while I’m not going to pretend to understand completely the motivations behind it, I will say that Love is not without its reprimands. I love my son whole-heartedly, but that doesn’t mean I won’t scold him or punish him if he does something out of line. I can’t explain Jesus’ outrage at a fig tree, but it’s not my place to judge.

So what does this all have to do with our beliefs/thoughts/energy/etc.? Well, Love in itself is an energy – emotional/vibrational energy. And if Jesus is Love, then it is akin to saying if we believe in Jesus, we believe in Love. We can also turn it around and say that if we believe in Love (pure, divinely-inspired Love – not the twisted “love” that some people try and justify their actions with), then we believe in Jesus Christ – even if we don’t realize it.

One last passage from the Bible that I want to make mention of (in which there are many centering around this topic) is the pure belief in what Jesus Christ can do.

In Mark 5, Jesus can be seen casting out a Legion of demons from a possessed man. There are a few key takeaways that I want to address.

1.) Even the demons that were being cast out believed in Jesus Christ and His power.

2.) A woman later comes up to Jesus, and just from her belief in Him alone, gets cured from a long-suffering ailment:

25 And a woman was there who had been subject to bleeding for twelve years.
26 She had suffered a great deal under the care of many doctors and had spent all she had, yet instead of getting better she grew worse.
27 When she heard about Jesus, she came up behind him in the crowd and touched his cloak,
28 because she thought, “If I just touch his clothes, I will be healed.”
29 Immediately her bleeding stopped and she felt in her body that she was freed from her suffering. 30 At once Jesus realized that power had gone out from him. He turned around in the crowd and asked, “Who touched my clothes?” 31 “You see the people crowding against you,” his disciples answered, “and yet you can ask, ‘Who touched me?’ ” 32 But Jesus kept looking around to see who had done it.
33 Then the woman, knowing what had happened to her, came and fell at his feet and, trembling with fear, told him the whole truth.
34 He said to her, “Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace and be freed from your suffering.”

Mark 5:25-34

3. The verse: “At once Jesus realized that power had gone out from him.” is very telling. This ‘power’ isn’t spoken of in a metaphorical way. It is quite literal. And it indicates that it’s this power that healed the lady. But it’s only because she believed. The question then becomes, what would have happened if she didn’t believe? Would nothing have happened to her? Would the power have remained in Jesus Christ and not been able to go into the unbeliever? Would it have been her own mental blockade preventing Jesus Christ from curing her?

One could also turn this around and ask if it would have mattered if it’s Jesus’ belief that He can cure anyone; surely He could even if they don’t believe. So why does it seem to be a requirement that they believe, first?

In a somewhat similar topic, there are many who have had a near death experience who come back allegedly from the ‘other side’ with the full belief that they are cured from their sickness/accident – even if the doctor doesn’t believe them – and true to their belief and/or after their experience, they are somehow miraculously cured:

– Near-Death Experience Reveals Secret to Rapid Healing
– Miraculous NDE Healings

So to end on that, what is my purpose for creating this article? We should be aware, yes, of the unsavory events going on in the world – and take action to help our fellow human beings make the right decisions regarding them – but we also should not let the negativity of these events become our focal point and drag us into a state of despair.

Many times I have thought about simply giving up and letting humanity do what it will in regards to the state of the world. Those who are awake, are awake, although they have the choice to go back to sleep – those who are not awake, have the option to wake or forever remain asleep. Perhaps attempts at waking those who are still asleep are going against the frame of free will. Perhaps there is a time and place for everyone and eventually everyone WILL wake up, whether in this life time or the next.

But that divine spark that is within all of us is what I cling to, and what I would like to do is at least plant the seed that there is something much more to life than we can ever imagine; and if our thoughts are indeed creating the world around us, then it would benefit us to focus more on the positive, loving aspects of humankind, the kindness and compassion we have, rather than the darker counterpart. And just as importantly, remember who we are, what we are, and what we’re capable of.

Thank you for reading, I love you all. God bless.

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Hell is Real – Whether You Believe in it or Not

But so is Heaven.

A lot of people want to dismiss the idea of a hell, maybe because the reality of it is too much and too terrible to consider.

The concept of God sending anyone to hell for all eternity seems to contradict the pure Love that He is.

But I think people are missing the point of why hell was created to begin with.

Originally, at least from what we are taught throughout the Bible and through history, is that hell was created to send the demons, devils, fallen angels, wicked spirits, etc. to. Perhaps it wasn’t meant for humans at all.

However, what happens when people, through their own free will, invite these wicked demons/spirits into their life?

Don’t think this is happening? Think it’s too ridiculous to even contemplate?

Source: Marina Abramovic is a satanic witch who has ties to Hillary Clinton John Podesta and Bill Gates

– 25 Celebrities Who Practice Witchcraft or the Occult
– 10 Celebrities Associated With Witchcraft or the Occult

Source: odysee | Lin Wood: You will be shocked by the level of pedophilia and satanic worship (Spanish Subtitles)

“This country’s going to be shocked when they find the truth about who’s been occupying the Oval Office for some periods of years. They’re going to be shocked at the level of pedophilia. They are going to be shocked at what I believe is going to be a revelation in terms of people who are engaged in satanic worship.” – Lin Wood

And what happens when people, again of their own free will, continue to reject God and Jesus Christ as their Savior?

Let’s break this down.

God/Jesus Christ is Love. This is what I’ve learned and know to be true due to my own experiences and my seeking for the Truth. People can try and deny it or contest it, but that’s up to their own contemplation to work out. They can argue with the “free will” vs. “predestination” dichotomy if they want, and they can banter that God is cruel and unloving/unmerciful in the Old Testament, therefore they don’t believe in Him, and what have you, but again, that is up to them to seek out and pray to understand the Truth.

But the bottom line is, Jesus Christ IS Love.

So what happens when one rejects Him? Do they shut out “love”?

Well, I can’t speak for each person individually – I can’t know how they truly feel and if they honestly, truly feel love if they reject Jesus Christ. Maybe they can. Maybe this means that deep down they didn’t reject Him completely.

But imagine if someone did reject Jesus Christ completely. They turn to drugs, alcohol, porn, darkness, spell-casting, summoning, hate, anger, violence…

People can laugh at the belief in witchcraft and satanism – but the truth is, this is happening extensively around us. Even if people think they are channeling benevolent entities, or they are working light magic, or they are casting/chanting for hope and love, they are treading on dangerous waters and opening themselves up to sinister beings. And those who are satanists are deliberately trying to encounter these beings.

Of course, some don’t believe in these spirits either. And that is going to be their downfall. They are denying the spiritual warfare all around us, and therefore cannot prepare themselves to fight off these demons. And what do these demons (that a lot of people don’t believe exist) want more than anything?

They want to twist and corrupt you, snuff out any light and love that you have within you, and drag you to hell with them.

People Doomed to Hell

Below are some testimonies of people who have seen their loved ones or an acquaintance go through an unexplainable and awful turmoil while on their deathbed. The following accounts were gathered from the 1700’s to the 1900’s (all and full accounts can be found at Dying Testimonies Of Saved And Unsaved):

Infidel:
n. An unbeliever with respect to a particular religion, especially Christianity or Islam.
n. One who has no religious beliefs.
n. One who doubts or rejects a particular doctrine, system, or principle.

“When Voltaire felt the stroke that he realized must terminate in death, he was overpowered with remorse. He at once sent for the priest, and wanted to be”reconciled with the church.” His infidel flatterers hastened to his chamber to prevent his recantation; but it was only to witness his ignominy and their own. He cursed them to their faces; and, as his distress was increased by their presence,he repeatedly and loudly exclaimed:

“Begone! It is you that have brought me to my present condition. Leave me, I say; begone! What a wretched glory is this which you have produced to me!”

…

As his end drew near, his condition became so frightful that his infidel associates were afraid to approach his bedside. Still they guarded the door, that others may not know how awfully an infidel was compelled to die. Even his nurse repeatedly said, “For all the wealth of Europe she would never see another infidel die.”
– 017 — LAST HOURS ON EARTH OF THE NOTED FRENCH INFIDEL, VOLTAIRE

“Mr. Barraclough gives the following account of what he witnessed. He says: “I went to see William Pope, and as soon as he saw me he exclaimed, ‘You are come to see one who is damned forever!’ I answered, ‘I hope not; Christ can save the chief of sinners.’ He replied, ‘I have denied Him, I have denied Him; therefore hath He cast me off forever! I know the day of grace is past, gone — gone, never more to return!’ I entreated him not to be too hasty, and to pray. He answered, ‘I cannot pray; my heart is quite hardened, I have no desire to receive any blessing at the hand of God,’ and then cried out, ‘Oh, the hell, the torment, the fire that I feel within reel Oh, eternity.’ eternity! To dwell forever with devils and damned spirits in the burning lake must be my portion, and that justly!’

On Thursday I found him groaning under the weight of the displeasure of God. His eyes roiled to and fro; he lifted up his hands, and with vehemence cried out, ‘Oh,the burning flame, the hell, the pain I feel! I have done, done the deed, the horrible,damnable deed!’ I prayed with him, and while I was praying he said with inexpressible rage, ‘I will not have salvation at the hand of God! No, no! I will not ask it of Him.'”
– 026 — THE AWFUL END OF A BACKSLIDER

“Some years ago a neighboring family, consisting of father, mother, and five or sixchildren that God had entrusted to their care, were all seemingly without a thoughtof eternity — all for the world and the things of the world. But soon the darkshadows began to gather. The father was taken sick. He grew worse and worseand soon it was said that he was seriously ill. In a few short days the messagecame to me saying, “Come quick, Mr. S. is dying.” I went immediately to hisbedside, and found him talking and trying to draw back from some apparition thathe evidently saw, saying, “Take them away! Take them away!” It seemed to be thedemons or the wicked spirits tormenting him while yet alive.”
– 029 — “TAKE THEM AWAY — TAKE THEM AWAY.”

“But you don’t want to go to hell, do you Jennie?” was asked.

She replied, “No, Mr. Rice. O, that I had never been born. I am suffering now the agonies of the lost. If I could but getaway from God; but no, I must always see Him and be looked upon by Him. How I hate Him — I cannot help it. I drove His Spirit from my heart when He would have filled it with His love; and now I am left to my own evil nature — given over to the devil for my eternal destruction. My agony is inexpressible! How will I endure the endless ages of eternity? O, that dreadful, unlimited, unfathomable eternity.”

When asked by Mr. Rice how she got into that despairing mood, she replied, “It was that fatal Friday evening last winter when I deliberately stayed away from the meeting to attend the dance. I felt so sad, for my heart was tender — I could scarcely keep from weeping. I felt provoked to think that my last dance, as I felt it to be for some cause, should be spoiled. I endured it until I became angry, then with all my might I drove the influence of the Spirit away from me, and it was then that I had the feeling that Be had left me forever. I knew that I had done something terrible, but it was done. From that time I have had no desire to be a Christian, but have been sinking down into deeper darkness and more bitter despair.”
– 035 — “THE FIENDS, THEY COME; OH! SAVE ME! THEY DRAG ME DOWN! LOST, LOST, LOST!”

“The doctor said, “Why do you groan, your disease is not painful?”

“O, doctor,” said he, “it is not the body but the soul that troubles me.” On the evening of his death, Mr. N -came at ten o’clock. A friend of his was there also. As he entered the room he felt that it was filled with an awful presence as if he were near the region of the damned.

The dying man cried out, “O God, deliver me from that awful pit!” It was not a penitential prayer, but the wail of a lost soul. About fifteen minutes before his death, which was at twelve, he exclaimed, “I am in the flames — pull me out, pull me out!” He kept repeating this until the breath left his body. As the bodily strength failed his words became more faint.

At last Mr. N___ put his ear down close to catch his departing whispers, and the last words he could hear were, “Pull me out, pull me out!” “It was an awful scene,” said he. “It made an impression on me that I can never forget. I never want to witness such a scene again.” I was talking with my friend years after, and he said those words, “I am in the flames — pull me out, pull me out!” were still ringing in his ears.“
– 045 — “I AM IN THE FLAMES — PULL ME OUT, PULL ME OUT!”

“The lady continued, ‘Sir, I was Mr. Hume’s housekeeper for many years, I was with him in his last moments; and the mourning I now wear is a present from his relatives for my attention to him on his death bed; and happy would I have been if I could have borne my testimony to the mistaken opinion that has gone abroad of his peaceful and composed end.

I have, sir, never till this hour opened my mouth on this subject, but I think it a pity the world should be kept in the dark on so interesting a topic. It is true, sir, that when Mr. Hume’s friends were with him he was cheerful and seemed quite unconcerned about his approaching fate; nay, frequently spoke of it to them in a jocular and playful way; but when he was alone, the scene was very different; he was anything but composed, his mental agitation was so great at times as to occasion his whole bed to shake. And he would not allow the candles to be put out during the night, nor would he be left alone for a minute, as I had always to ring the bell for one of the servants to be in the room before he would allow me to leave it.

He struggled hard to appear composed, even before me. But to one who attended his bedside for so many days and nights and witnessed his disturbed sleeps and still more disturbed wakings — who frequently heard his involuntary breathings of remorse and frightful startings, it was no difficult matter to determine that all was not right within. This continued and increased until he became insensible.

I hope to God I shall never witness a similar scene.”
– 057 — DEATH-BED SCENE OF DAVID HUME, THE DEIST

Of course, it’s not all doom and gloom. There were plenty of loving, sweet, compassionate testimonies as well. Those who accepted Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. There are many sweet tales of children begging their own parents to turn to God and Jesus.

Unfortunately, there are also tales of parents encouraging their child to reject Jesus until they’ve “lived” more of their lives; not realizing that they are sending their child to darkness and despair. And while there are also accounts of parents praying for their child to receive Jesus, the unfortunate fact is that sometimes it’s too late, and the person’s heart has grown too hard and cold – even if they wanted to accept God and Jesus Christ into their life.

Now while it would be difficult to verify every single one of these accounts, the concept of automatically dismissing them due to this paradigm would be highly detrimental, since even doctors usually need to hear a person’s testimony/account of what ails them (whether it be physical or mental). I always urge my readers to keep an open mind and not automatically believe everything, but don’t automatically dismiss anything either. Study and research is essential when searching for the truth.

Near Death Experiences

That brings me to this phenomena. Near death experiences have become rather well-known in recent times, with a lot of people no longer afraid to speak up and proclaim what they experienced.

While the scientific and medical community may still have their reservations about what exactly is going on during nde’s, the end-result is pretty amazing in the transformation of the person experiencing it. Turning in some cases a sworn atheist or satanist, into a devoted believer of Jesus Christ.

Many people have reported similar accounts – even throughout different countries and cultures, without any knowledge of each other. Some experience a loving, heavenly event, while others tell of literally being dragged down to hell.

Is this a warning to the rest of us who are still alive? Is God giving people a chance to come back to life to let the rest of us know what’s in store for us depending on which path we choose?

"And it shall come to pass in the last days, says God, That I will pour out of My Spirit on all flesh; Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, Your young men shall see visions, Your old men shall dream dreams."

Acts 2:17

“My entire life had been one huge test and I was now being graded on literally everything! Every word, deed, and even thought!

Interestingly enough, my judge was not some immense being on a great white throne. Something had emerged from within myself which I believe was my soul, and “It” sat in judgment of me. I had never recalled ever being in touch with this part of myself before. My soul showed absolutely no partiality towards me, even though “It” had resided within me my entire life. My own soul sat in Judgment of my entire life. It assumed a totally objective and impartial role. At this time I was fully aware that this soul of mine would just as soon plunge me into Hell rather than offend God. “It” knew perfection, which is God’s standard, and all of my actions were compared to this standard. By “perfection,” I mean pure, untainted Love. Also, because I was living contrary to God’s ways, I learned that all of creation considered me their enemy and was poised to persecute me! I learned that all of creation serves God except for human beings. This is because we are the only creatures with free will. But most of us choose to misuse it!”

…

“I saw that pure love is God’s divine measuring stick, and that all of my actions were compared to this divine standard.”

…

“Actually, I was shown that I had not even performed one deed that was acceptable to God my entire life; not even one! I was shattered, speechless, and panic stricken all at the same time. I cried, “I cannot believe it, I have wasted my entire life!” I had absolutely nothing to show for all my entire time spent on Earth.

Fun and pleasure, which were once everything to me, were not in my mind anymore. At this point, all that mattered to me was to find pure acts of love to offer up to God so that He would accept them. I feverishly searched, but to my dismay I could not find any!”

…

“Interestingly enough, because God had totally forgiven me, the door to heaven was swung wide open. But because I hadn’t performed any good works, my very own soul prevented me from entering therein!

Important note: Therefore a deathbed conversion does not insure a repentant person will attain heaven. It merely saves them from hell!”

Source: All quotes by Daniel Rosenblit / Daniel Rosenblit’s Near-Death Experience by Kevin Williams

Source: Top5s | 5 Stories of People Who Saw HELL During Near Death Experiences…

Some other insights as to what hell could be: Hell and the Near-Death Experience
And a multitude of testimonies (both good and negative): Current NDEs

Now is hell a vibrational state? All in our minds/imagination, as some scientists/researchers propose? Do we send ourselves there if we are not spiritually tuned in to love enough? If our soul has suffered too much hate, anger, violence, wrath, etc. – then do we send ourselves to our own demise? Some believe that hell is an actual physical place (or at least, it will feel like that when we’re being tormented by walls of fire and demonic torturings…), while others believe that it is a state of mind and that we’re literally creating our own hellish realm by the way that we lived on earth.

Is the secret to heaven and hell within our very own consciousness?

Final Calling

Whatever the case is, are you willing to shut out the one True Creator all for a few years (maybe) of sinful living on this planet? Are you willing to suffer for all eternity because you had your chance to turn to love, to Jesus, the divine, but you were too prideful and disbelieving to even think it possible? Is your inclination to doubt and “logical reasoning” going to be worth it to stand against the mysteries of the universe, in which we know little about, and enables you to darken your heart and shut the saving grace out?

Are you willing to take that chance? When it becomes too late, and you’re on your deathbed, regretting that you let God/Jesus Christ the Savior pass you by… Seeing hell loom around you and knowing that He was calling out to you, and you said, “Not today.” and refused Him? The one person who can save you and compel you away from the fiery torment?

It’s true that the end is near. But perhaps not the “end” that we think. Not the earthly, apocalyptic end of the world, but an end to your life. Because no one knows when it’s going to happen. You can die, right this second, of a heart attack/a brain aneurysm/a blood clot, and your chance to accept Jesus Christ will be gone. Just like that.

3 Remember therefore how you have received and heard; hold fast and repent. Therefore if you will not watch, I will come upon you as a thief, and you will not know what hour I will come upon you.

Revelation 3:3

Don’t take that chance. Accept Him NOW while you still can.

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Can People Have a Change of Heart?

And would we have the heart to forgive them?

There’s a quote in the Bible that states: “You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor’ and ‘Hate your enemy.’ But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you”. – Matthew 5:43-44

The reason, of course, is that anyone, even a cruel, horrible dictator, can love their own mother, spouse or child, or friend, for example, so how would that separate them from a “righteous” person? It is easy to love “one of our own”, is it not? But how much harder, how much holier, would it be to love someone who stands for everything you don’t?

I think this is the key that we need to realize when living our lives, since, especially this year, for some reason, the radical thoughts from all sides of the fence seem to hold one another in contempt, hostility, anger, hatred, scorn, derision. The act of compassion and kindness for fellow human beings has been on a decline and people are losing friendships, relationships with family, their common decency…

The amount of separation for all sorts of reasons has turned us against each other when we should be coming together. If you’re for Trump or against him. If you’re a mask-wearer or refuse to wear one. If you’re anti-vax or not. If you’re pro-life or pro-choice. If you’re black or white. If you’re male, female, lgbtq, etc., etc., etc., etc… What religion, if any, you follow…

There is so much division and we’ve lost sight of freedom of thought and speech and our tolerance and understanding for each other that instead of seeing us all as brothers and sisters lost in the same world and just trying to make sense of things, we’ve become each other’s enemy. Anyone that opposes our own views have now become our opponent and we reject and shun these people for being on the “wrong side”.

And honestly, no matter who is on the “right side” or the “wrong side”, I propose that if we’re taking part in this separation and intolerance of each other, then we are automatically on the wrong side, plain and simple. You might think you’re on the “right side”, but what does that mean, exactly? Does it mean shutting out those who oppose you and fighting them tooth and nail to try and see things your way? Or does it mean to open your arms and welcome them with love and sincerity and compassion?

Here is another quote to love our enemies, “But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you.” – Luke 6:27-28

Now, when I see this verse, nowhere in it does it say to try and change their beliefs. It doesn’t say to mock or scorn them. It doesn’t say to hate them and cast them aside. It tells us to love them, pray for them, bless them, do good to them… This is what holiness is. Loving those who hate us and praying for them.

The title of this article is about a change of heart, though. Is this possible? Can we pray for our enemies to have a change of heart? Can we pray for anyone to have a change of heart? Wouldn’t this be infringing upon their free will? Or is it an example of us trying to intercede on behalf of those who “know not what they do”? “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” – Luke 23:34

Perhaps the verse doesn’t mean to pray for a change of heart for them, but simply asking God to have mercy on them. Maybe even a prayer of both. Change of heart and forgiveness.

Below I have submitted 4 examples of a soul(s) experiencing a change of heart. The first one is debatable, of course, because it comes from a gnostic source, and may not be a change of heart so much as a response of fear, but I thought it was a fascinating entry into this article so wanted to submit it. Take it with a grain of salt, and the possibility of “what if?”

1. Fallen Angels Petition for Forgiveness

In the Book of Enoch, a Gnostic text that was not included in the canon Bible, it tells the story about Enoch and his relationship with “the Watchers”, a group of angels whose job it was to “watch over humans”. However, 200 of these Watchers became corrupted and came to Earth to procreate with the women and take upon themselves a wife and taught them the secrets of Heaven. The nephilim were born, and with that came evil spirits and, mainly due to the teachings of Azazyel, “taught every species of iniquity upon earth”.

This, of course, was a grievous sin and set in motion God’s decree to banish them away and inflict upon them punishment not only for themselves, but also their offspring.

Due to the fear of the Lord’s wrath, the Watchers appealed to Enoch and begged him to plead on their behalf to God for forgiveness.

5 And they all became terrified, and trembled;
6 Beseeching me to write for them a memorial of supplication, that they might obtain forgiveness; and that I might make the memorial of their prayer ascend up before the God of heaven; because they could not themselves thenceforwards address him, nor raise up their eyes to heaven on account of the disgraceful offence for which they were judged.
7 Then I wrote a memorial of their prayer and supplications, for their spirits, for everything which they had done, and for the subject of their entreaty, that they might obtain remission and rest.

– Book of Enoch 13:5-7

The response Enoch gets from his vision with God on the Watcher’s plea is very telling:

Go, say to the Watchers of heaven, who have sent you to pray for them, You ought to pray for men, and not men for you.

– Book of Enoch 15:1

This is interesting in that it is taking a man, interceding on behalf of those who are supposed to be holy and the ones who are supposed to be the protectors of man; but the situation is reversed, with the man essentially trying to protect the fallen holy ones from the wrath of God. Even though these fallen angels have technically become the enemy of humankind by introducing all sorts of sin and iniquity and evil spirits unleashed upon the world, this man is still praying for them and showing mercy on them.

And these fallen angels, knowing God and the punishment they are about to receive, either due to fear and/or the repercussions of their misdeeds, are now begging for mercy. Is this “a change of heart” per se? Or simply concern over their own well-being? Do they truly repent of their actions? Or are they simply afraid of the retribution they’re about to behold?

If this account is true, have they taken steps to atone for their sins? And are they trying to right their wrongs? If they truly had a change of heart and actually repented, they would be working on a salvation that they know they might possibly not receive, just to try to make things right.

How many of us humans would forgive these fallen angels for “ruining” the world? How many of us could pray and intercede for them knowing that they’re the reason the world is in a state of despair?

2. Howard Storm (Ex-Atheist)

If you’ve read some of my other posts, I mention near death experiences as a catalyst for some of my beliefs because of a few experiences I had that led me to them. I wasn’t near death, but the messages between my experiences and the nde’s were eerily similar which is what steered me in that direction to begin with.

Howard Storm’s testimony is probably one of the most prominent accounts of this phenomena, since he has encountered not only demons and angels, but Jesus Christ Himself. And this is when he was an atheist.

He tells the story of how he was a very manipulative and prideful professor. He would scorn and deride people who believe in God. Anything he did, was usually for his own benefit.

During his near death experience, he first encountered beings who were leading him down a gray, foggy path and he eventually realized that these beings were demons, who turned on him and started torturing him. But soon a voice within him spoke up and told him to “pray to God”. He lamented that he didn’t know how to pray, but after a couple of more prompts he finally was able to speak whatever saying had God’s name in it. “God bless America.” “The Lord is my shepherd I shall not want…”, etc. To his surprise, this enraged the demons and they started yelling and cussing at him that God doesn’t exist. This only encouraged him even more.

Pretty soon, he was left alone in this dark, foggy mist; broken, torn and hopeless. After awhile, he again heard a voice within himself:

I heard very clearly, once again in my own voice, something that I had learned in nursery Sunday School. It was the little song, “Jesus loves me, yes I know …” and it kept repeating. I don’t know why, but all of a sudden I wanted to believe that. Not having anything left, I wanted to cling to that thought. And I, inside, screamed, “Jesus, please save me.”

– Howard Storm (near-death.com)

To his astonishment, Jesus did. In his testimony, he relays how Jesus Christ as a being of light came to him and took him out of this pit of despair and showed him many things, including his life review. He realized that he had been treating people the wrong way and was coached into how we should treat people – “love the one you’re with”.

A few other mentions of this guidance are the following that they told Howard Storm:

They explained to me that their concern was for all the people of the world. They weren’t interested in one group getting ahead of other groups. They want every person to consider every other person greater than their own flesh. They want everyone to love everyone else, completely; more, even, than they love themselves. If someone, someplace else in the world hurts, than we should hurt we should feel their pain. And we should help them.

– Howard Storm (near-death.com)

Howard Storm recorded how his light being friends told him, in 1985, that the Cold War would soon end, because, “God is changing the hearts of people to love around the world.”

– Howard Storm (near-death.com)

Due to this experience, Howard Storm himself had a change of heart. He went from an avowed atheist, scorning others and thinking he was above them, to a humble believer, even quitting his job as an art professor, and becoming a Christian minister. He has ministered to many others about Jesus Christ and to love others.

3. Ronald Bernard (ex-banker)

Ronald Bernard is a Dutch man who has told his story on various platforms including youtube, that you can watch here:

This video shows English subtitles and an English voice-over as well. There are other videos that are translated in other languages and just have subtitles if that is preferred. I put this video to start at 23:00 which, I feel, thrusts us into the culmination of his testimony and lasts for around 5-6 minutes, but I encourage the reader to watch the whole video for a better understanding of his history.

EDIT (November 29, 2020): This original article came out on November 17, 2020 when I posted this youtube video. However, it is now apparently set to private… very odd.

Here is a link of the same video from bitchute:
Ex Dutch Banker Ronald Bernard Exposes the Elite (Part 1,2,3)

His is an eye-opening and somber account of his days working with what many accuse of as the “elite”, or the “global leaders”, “zionists”, “illuminati”… there are many words that people attribute to this group, whether it is just speculation or true is still up for debate among the theorists. But one thing seems to be clear, a cabal certainly exists.

As he tells it, he used to work for this group and even seemed to have the same personality and belief (or non-belief) structures as them. That they were the ones in power with the money and authority, and everyone else was just pawns and beneath them. He would laugh and scorn with the others when someone lost their livelihood and he didn’t care about other’s terrible plight.

One example he gave was when an owner went bankrupt due to their handling of a financial situation, and the owner committed suicide, leaving a family behind. Ronald admits that he and his comrades laughed at this tragic misfortune. In his own words, “We looked down on people, mocked them, it was just a product, waste, everything was worthless trash.”

In fact, he even knew of the dark, corrupted agendas behind a lot of the twisted organizations that were within his entrepreneurial circle. He knew about human trafficking, drugs, creating wars and financial crisis – since he was the one handling some of the monetary situations it called for him to basically turn a blind eye to all of this depravity and deception.

And eventually, it would all culminate and lead him into a change of heart.

The tipping point, he says, happened during an event that he was invited to. At first he was invited to the smaller parties and some of the activities they participated in even amused him. Since he didn’t believe in God or the devil, he was mostly entertained with their debauched revelry. It wasn’t until they asked of him a very serious initiation rite, did he finally crack and his conscience broke through.

They asked him to sacrifice a child.

It was this that finally reached through to Ronald Bernard’s cold heart and he realized that the spiritual battle between good and evil is true.

For those that don’t think this is happening in today’s society, Ronald’s testimony brings us back to the biblical accounts and reminds us that these sacrificial practices and immorality never stopped. These certain factions have continued their depraved lifestyle and still work behind the veil to “honor” their false idols and “gods”.

If someone like Ronald Bernard could have a change of heart while being in the midst of these wicked and depraved individuals, we can only hope and pray that others will follow suit and turn towards the love and light instead of remaining in the evil and darkness that threatens to corrupt their soul. As long as you are still living, you have the chance at redemption but you must start NOW. We don’t know when Jesus will return, but I pray that you (and us all) will be ready when He does.

4. Howard Pittman (Christian minister)

Howard Pittman is another person who has had a near death experience which has enlightened him to the reality of the life he was really living.

At first, when he was taken to God and approached Him with a plea to return to his physical life, he truly felt as if everything he had done in his life was for God. He had ministered about Him, testified about Jesus Christ, and earnestly thought he had lived a life pleasing to God.

However, upon hearing God’s awesome voice about the truth of the matter, Howard Pittman was faced with the condemning fact that everything he had done, was really only for himself. He took pride in his own ministry and gave himself credit for doing such great work, although God revealed to him that he was doing all of this “work” solely to save himself and soothe his own conscience, instead of for the genuine love he has for God and Jesus and humankind.

The sound of His voice came down on me from over the Gates even before the words hit me. The tone of His anger knocked me on my face as God proceeded to tell me just what kind of life I had really lived. He told me what He really thought of me and even others who did as I had. He pointed out that my faith was DEAD, that my works were NOT ACCEPTABLE, and that I had labored in VAIN. He told me that it was an abomination for me to live such a life and then dare call it a life of worship. Furthermore, He said to those who do it, they are in danger of experiencing His everlasting wrath. As God dealt with me, He displayed His wrath to me. Notice, it was not His everlasting wrath. He did say there are some who will experience His everlasting wrath.
I could not believe He was talking to me in this manner! I had served Him for years! I thought I had lived a life pleasing to Him! As He was enumerating my wrongs, I was sure He had me confused with someone else. There was no strength left in me to even move, let alone protest, yet I was panicking within myself. No way He could be talking about me! All of these years I thought I was doing those works for God! Now He was telling me that what I did, I did for myself. Even as I preached and testified about the saving grace of Jesus Christ, I was doing that only for myself in order that my conscience might be soothed. In essence, my first love and first works were for myself. After MY needs and wants were met or satisfied, in order to soothe my conscience I would set out to do the Lord’s work. This made my priorities out of order and unacceptable. Actually, I had become my own false God.

– Howard Pittman (near-death.com)

It is a startling, chilling revelation made even starker by Pittman’s surety all through his life that he was doing the right thing. Imagine how many more Christians and believers have the same mentality. That they are saved and doing God’s good work, only to realize that deep inside, they are doing these things for show and to clear their own conscience.

God knows what’s inside our hearts. He knows if we are sincere in our actions and who are just going through the motions and speaking with their lips that they are believers, but not truly having faith and living a holy life that they should be. Howard Pittman was hit with this bleak epiphany that perfectly embodies the following verse:

22 Many will say to Me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and in Your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?’ 23 Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you workers of lawlessness!

Matthew 7:22-23

Thanks to his experience, he was able to recognize and witness this prime example of his self-idolization and turned his life around to preaching about God and Jesus Christ with his heart, and implored others to do the same.

As long as their hearts remain in the world, they will be in danger of everlasting punishment. From the scriptures we clearly understand that wherever a man’s heart is, there his treasure is also: and that anyone whose heart is in the world will not even have his own soul to treasure.

– Howard Pittman (near-death.com)

Yes, having a change of heart is possible. Praying for people, whether they are our enemies or a loved one, is important and something that is asked of us to remain walking with the Lord. His commandment is: “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another.” – John 13:34

We are also asked to forgive one another. When people display a true, honest change of heart, how cruel would it be if we were to turn our backs on them and deny them any sort of mercy or understanding? Yes, some crimes and sins are absolutely deplorable and heartbreaking, but we must realize as well, are some of these actions being directed by an outside source that we are cannot yet comprehend? The testimonies from the above accounts mention fallen angels, demons, luciferian worship, etc. Perhaps us unsuspecting humans are susceptible to these evil spirits and this is what leads us to growing a cold, uncaring heart…

Of course, we should not simply blame these evil spirits for our misdeeds. After all, we have the choice to follow through with the actions or not due to our free will. It would be a damaging oversight to attribute all of our sins to outside forces especially since God knows what’s in our hearts and who would be genuinely misguided, and who is using this as an excuse to deny any kind of accountability.

As I’ve mentioned before, as long as you’re still breathing, you have the chance at redemption should you have a change of heart and seek love and truth. And if you are already on the “right path”, then I would ask of you to pray for others as well, that they may see the truth and seek forgiveness.

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