Confronting My Sanity, My Religion, and My Innocence

(or rather, the loss of all 3)

If you had asked me 10 years ago, ‘where would you be in 10 years’, I never would have thought it’d involve me developing a website dedicated to exposing corruption and preaching about Love and Forgiveness, and speaking about Jesus Christ.

I was off in my own blissful bubble; appreciating the life around me, raising my child, enjoying my job, delving into my hobbies – not a care in the world.

I was happy.

Now don’t get me wrong, I still appreciate my life. I feel happiness during certain times. I enjoy those little moments that we shouldn’t take advantage of but some do anyway.

But there is a stark difference between how I used to fall asleep at night – with what used to be a peaceful slight small smile on my lips, to praying every single night for Jesus Christ to return, sometimes crying myself to sleep.

Recently I’ve had to confront the fact that my life is not the way it used to be before. Not just from a normal part of aging, or growing up, or experience… but from the realization that everything I once thought was real/true, may not be true after all. And the fact that my eyes have been opened into seeing all of the atrocities going on in the world, and it has forced me to come to terms that I need to question everything – even things that were so deeply ingrained in me, but now I realize that it may be at the heart of the matter after all.

Questioning my sanity

As I go deep into some of these rabbit holes – CIA’s Operation Mockingbird, the vaccine/pharma agenda, religion vs. atheism vs. spirituality, freemasons/illuminati, Bilderberg group, the Holocaust, the “great reset”, nwo, etc., etc., etc., it’s made me address the very real possibility that most of what I “KNOW”, is merely all lies and falsehoods.

With a governmental agenda to literally get all Americans to believe that everything is a lie, how do we know, FOR SURE, what is real and what is propagandized?

Whether it’s due to hyper-paranoidism, or perhaps just a better understanding now of how “the world” works, I have come to the point where I actually don’t know what to believe anymore, and I doubt that most of what we are taught through history, in schools, etc. is true. I have come to the point where I honestly think that most of our lives is built on lies – ESPECIALLY when it comes to the government, religion, economics, wars, education…

As I have dug deeper into several institutions and what I DO believe is our actual history, there is only one thing really that connects everything.

And that’s our origins, our beginnings, our belief systems, religion, spirituality, the idea of a God or several gods. This is, as it seems, the core of all of our struggles today.

We may not realize it. In fact, I think billions of people DON’T realize it. They are still in the blissful, and/or unacknowledged matrix that I found myself in 10 years ago. They may know, instinctively, that something is wrong. But they can’t put their finger on it and they dismiss this feeling as an uncomfortable sensation that is better to just tune out than to confront it.

But due to certain circumstances that was actually out of my control, I ended up choosing to confront this uncomfortable awareness. Or rather, I was FORCED to do it.

Thus it led me on a downward spiral that revealed what may be the truth of the matter after all. And as such, my mind has a hard time comprehending it all and sometimes I even question myself on what if everything I’m researching is false. What if my own thoughts is false and I’m feeding into the misinformation campaign? I have actually been GASLIGHTING myself that what I am now coming to believe may not be true after all.

I think it’s an attempt at trying to rationalize all of this information away. What if I’M the one being misled and the world isn’t the way I have come to understand it? But I know that this is just a cop-out and a way of trying to lead me back “into the world”.

And this, ladies and gentlemen, is the source of our problems.

Losing (changing?) my religion…

“18 If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you. 19 If you were of the world, the world would love its own. Yet because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.”John 15:18-19

This verse seems to be the core of what’s going on in the world. “The world” in this context, I believe, is referring to the worldly system set up – not the world as in the planet Earth. It is the whole societal structure that has been set up in an attempt to keep us all in line, and chasing the all-mighty dollar.

It involves the educational institutions, the medical/health industries, politics, economics, financial institutions, trade, stock market… and yes, most of all, RELIGION.

To understand this in better context, you HAVE to come to terms with the idea that there are, indeed, secret societies that exist. Once you can understand this concept, this notion not only becomes believable, but it practically leads all roads down this path and everything starts making sense.

I have touched upon this subject before, but imagine our beginnings, our ancestors, our ACTUAL history. Where did we come from? Imagine if there was a group of people that retained their knowledge of our actual heritage… And what if some of these very same people described in these texts, are still deadset in their ways – and refuse to acknowledge The One, True, Supreme Creator? What if, they are exactly what the Bible describes as those “of the world”?

“23 And He said to them, “You are from beneath; I am from above. You are of this world; I am not of this world. 24 Therefore I said to you that you will die in your sins; for if you do not believe that I am He, you will die in your sins.”John 8:23-24

“43 Why do you not understand My speech? Because you are not able to listen to My word. 44 You are of your father the devil, and the desires of your father you want to do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaks a lie, he speaks from his own resources, for he is a liar and the father of it. 45 But because I tell the truth, you do not believe Me. 46 Which of you convicts Me of sin? And if I tell the truth, why do you not believe Me? 47 He who is of God hears God’s words; therefore you do not hear, because you are not of God.” – John 8:43-47

Now, this is where things get tricky. I usually say something like the following, “I am not religious. But I am spiritual.”

And it’s been something that I’ve actually come to terms with that I don’t belong to one set religion. And that the battle we’re facing is a spiritual warfare. I still hold to that mindset. I also subscribe to the belief that the things of the material world are meant to lead us astray. The “world” that we should be following is Jesus Christ and the teachings of Love and Forgiveness; a divine/holy way of living. Not of things “of the world”. And that includes this whole societal construct most of us are living in right now.

And during my studies through Genesis, couldn’t help but notice the focus that the Lord is making towards wealth, land, nations, kingdoms, etc. …In my view of God, this does not fit. Now, I don’t want to be presumptuous and say that I know who/what God is, but in my heart, I feel as if the God that I am familiar with would not care about material wealth/possessions. It has rather been hard for me to get through this doctrine. So after doing some more research on this matter, came across a group known as the Cathars.

“Of themselves they say: “We are the poor of Christ, who have no fixed abode and flee from city to city like sheep amidst wolves, are persecuted as were the apostles and the martyrs, despite the fact that we lead a most strict and holy life, persevering day and night in fasts and abstinence, in prayers, and in labour from which we seek only the necessities of life. We undergo this because we are not of this world. But you, lovers of the world, have peace with it because you are of the world. False apostles, who pollute the word of Christ, who seek after their own interest, have led you and your fathers astray from the true path. We and our fathers, of apostolic descent, have continued in the Grace of God and shall so remain to the end of time. To distinguish between us and you Christ said “By their fruits you shall know them”. Our fruits consist in following the footsteps of Christ.”

– Source: Cathars and Cathar Beliefs in the Languedoc | Cathar Beliefs

“Cathar theology was essentially Gnostic in nature. They believed that there were two “gods”—one malevolent and one good. The former was in charge of all visible and material things and was held responsible for all the atrocities in the Old Testament. The benevolent god, on the other hand, was the one the Cathars worshipped and was responsible for the message of Jesus. Accordingly, they made every effort to follow the teachings of Jesus as closely as possible.”

– Source: Cathars & Albigenses: What Was Catharism?

This is fascinating to me. While I was researching Genesis, the incredible focus on land, wealth, material possessions, the aroma of burnt offerings pleasing the Lord… just did not resonate with me. I entertained the idea, “What if the God of the Old Testament is different than the God of the New Testament?” I know this is seen as highly blasphemous by a lot of those following Christianity, and again, I am not Christian, per se, but I do whole-heartedly believe in and love Jesus Christ.

So seeing a group known as the Cathars – who were “all” wiped out, incidently – referring to the Old Testament as having a God different than that of the New Testament, blew my mind. And that their stance about the material world being one of evil inclinations and temptations, and the way to divinity is to live in pure, kind compassion with each other and nature – COMPLETELY resonated with me.

Am I a Cathar and am just now learning about it?

Even more interesting, is coming across a prophecy that the very last Cathar made before he was burned alive (since all the Cathars were considered heretics – albeit, to cover up a different reason why they were genocided…)

“In 700 years, when the laurel grows green again” – Guilhem de Belibaste

Historical documentations point to Guilhem de Belibaste being burned allegedy on August 21, 1321 – although that specific date has been debated. But 1321 has been widely accepted and not contested. So if this date is correct, then of course the prophecy points to the year 2021 as being “when the laurel grows green again”.

But what does that mean, exactly? Again, that is up for debate. And no one really knows if this prophecy will come true as it is, and even if it does, what it will entail. So perhaps it is an obscure statement that could apply to a wide variety of possibilities, and it may not even be noticeable at the moment. But if it means what many people think it does, then it would seem a worldwide revival of the Cathar belief system, whether they consciously realize it or not, may be in effect.

Once you lose your innocence, you can’t get it back.

(Or can you?)

When I went down the rabbit hole and started questioning my own sanity and my religion, I realized something that really struck me at what was wrong with how I intrinsically felt inside.

It was the dawning awareness that my naivete, my innocence, my open-eyed wonder of the world, had come to an abrupt halt, and I was now looking at the grim reality around me. The reality that the world that most people strive to be a part of, one that I used to want to be a part of, is one full of traps, pitfalls, wicked deeds that are now being passed off as “good”, and a systematic powerhouse of leading us away from our true purpose.

Once my eyes opened to all of this deception, the lies, the fraud – most of it pointing to a huge spiritual upset – the sorrow that I felt since I knew that my life would never be the same and I would never get back that child-like innocence, swallowed me and left me feeling alone and desolate, and a yearning for the ways that it used to be.

But then, after struggling with this inner turmoil, I came to the resolution that I wouldn’t have it any other way. Now, at least, I am awakening to the horrible atrocities that are committed just to keep the rest of us in the dark. I can step off of this worldly platform and fully dedicate myself to Jesus Christ and His teachings, knowing that I’m doing the right thing. Perhaps this is what must be done in order to raise people’s awareness and spread the message that the spiritual warfare is real, and goes deeper and darker than we think.

Maybe by putting aside this naive gullibility and innocent outlook towards the world, thinking that all of these material enhancements are for our benefit, we can shift our focus onto nature and our true roots – our soul and connection to the Creator.

Although I lost my innocence as a blissfully unaware human, just living my life as best as I can, I have gained an understanding and desire to strive for the Truth, and step out of this harmful paradigm of perpetuating division and materialistic pursuits.

I have asked myself, even though my innocence has been shattered, is there a way I can piece it back together? Not by ignoring all of the situations around us, but by slowly picking up all of these pieces and acknowledging that I can still enjoy the small things in life? The soothing sound of rain falling… A genuine smile from a loved one or stranger… A sweet video of a random act of kindness – or especially initiating the act of kindness ourself…

Maybe I’ve lost my sanity 😛 , maybe even changed my “religion” (although I’m not sure about that yet), and lost my innocence, but I do still have hope and the belief that things will work out in the end anyway. My motto, besides “Love and Forgive”, is “Jesus wins”. So no matter how much darkness seems to surround us, I have faith that “the world” will come to terms to its reality eventually and get back on the right track.

With that being said, my life may not be the same as it was before. And I may miss it at times, but to me, this just means that I’m heading in the right direction.

“20 That, however, is not the way of life you learned 21 when you heard about Christ and were taught in him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. 22 You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; 23 to be made new in the attitude of your minds; 24 and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.” – Ephesians 4:20-24

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Genesis 13: Abram Inherits Canaan

Earnest Examination

This series is presented as an honest, sincere look into the study of the Bible with my own personal theories, opinions, comments and that of others’ insights and research into what the verses could mean. I cannot claim one way or another that everything that I am stating is fact and the true meaning of what is meant in these verses.

To lay it out in a way that I can manage, I have highlighted the texts of verses that I either don’t understand or have a comment or question about in yellow. And the comments I’ve left beneath it will be of a smaller font and using brown text.

I would love it if you’d join me in this journey and if you have any insights and/or knowledge of these chapters/verses etc., please feel free to share with me and the other readers. Any chance to get a clearer understanding of the Bible and Jesus Christ would be welcomed with open arms.

Version used is from (NKJV) Genesis 13

Abram Inherits Canaan

1 And Abram went up out of Egypt, he, and his wife, and all that he had, and Lot with him, into the south.
2 And Abram was very rich in cattle, in silver, and in gold.

I find it very interesting that the first two verses in this chapter seems to focus on the material wealth that Abram has. Almost as if that’s what matters… Of course, through Jesus’ teachings, this is far from the truth, but even previous chapters dwell quite a bit on the corporeal and amassing great amount of possessions and properties… it just seems very odd that this would be of such importance. Not to mention the previous chapter of Abram lying about his wife, and the punishment still goes to the one who was not aware of this lie. Perhaps I’m overthinking this strange dichotomy, or I simply don’t understand the sovereignty and plans of the All Mighty. But it is something I bring up because of my confusion to this matter.
3 And he went on his journeys from the south even to Bethel, unto the place where his tent had been at the beginning, between Bethel and Hai;
4 Unto the place of the altar, which he had made there at the first: and there Abram called on the name of the LORD.
Again, I don’t want to make assumptions, but I do have my own beliefs. Whether they’re correct or wrong. And I feel almost sanctimonious by stating them, and again, I don’t want to come across as presumptuous or blasphemous, but it is just another topic that I don’t quite understand. My belief, is that God is Love, and He knows what’s in our hearts. That’s the ONLY thing that matters. So for the Lord to be pleased with an altar or anything of the like, seems to be more concentrated on physical structures and outward display of devotion than what a person truly feels inside.
However, with Abram’s sincere devotion, perhaps it is his way of showing his reverence, and it has nothing to do with the physical construct of the altar or anything that Abram chooses to sacrifice upon it, but more about his supreme trust and faith in the Lord. The “altar” just signifies it, perhaps. And this is what the Lord is pleased with. If Abram is true and genuine in his heart, then the act of building the altar is to just outwardly show this dedication, similar to how an artist would like to do a painting or sculpture of someone or something that they love.
But then, there’s the other reason for someone to build an altar, and it comes back to the sacrifice aspect of things. I’ve already mentioned before how strange it seems for the Lord to be “pleased with the aroma of burning sacrifices”, and it automatically conjures sinister and macabre actions in my mind. And again I have to ask, why would a spiritual, divine entity be so delighted with this type of practice?

5 And Lot also, which went with Abram, had flocks, and herds, and tents.
6 And the land was not able to bear them, that they might dwell together: for their substance was great, so that they could not dwell together.
This verse again mentions the extreme amount of wealth that not only Abram has, but also Lot. And when we take into account how many times the Lord has promised to bless Abram and that he will have a whole nation unto his own, well, his material possessions will just keep growing it seems.
7 And there was a strife between the herdmen of Abram’s cattle and the herdmen of Lot’s cattle: and the Canaanite and the Perizzite dwelled then in the land.
I also want to point out how interesting it is that between the generation of Noah and his family, which supposedly spawned the rest of humanity as we know it, and the age of Abram and Lot, there were around 10 generations between the two groups. Meaning that technically, the Canaanites and the Perizzite’s are both descendants of Noah. And Abram and Lot were as well. Of course, due to the Fall of the Tower of Babel, these descendants were then spread out and became unknown to each other and built their own customs and traditions, thus perhaps creating hostility and mistrust between other groups.
In the case of Abram’s herdmen and Lot’s herdmen, it could be due to the sheer amount of possessions that each group had and the disagreements on how to rear the cattle and where to raise them. But it’s interesting that between just 10 generations there could be so much animosity and suspicion developing between all these different groups.

8 And Abram said unto Lot, Let there be no strife, I pray thee, between me and thee, and between my herdmen and thy herdmen; for we be brethren.
We’re ALL brethren, but I digress…
9 Is not the whole land before thee? separate thyself, I pray thee, from me: if thou wilt take the left hand, then I will go to the right; or if thou depart to the right hand, then I will go to the left.
10 And Lot lifted up his eyes, and beheld all the plain of Jordan, that it was well watered every where, before the LORD destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah, even as the garden of the LORD, like the land of Egypt, as thou comest unto Zoar.
11 Then Lot chose him all the plain of Jordan; and Lot journeyed east: and they separated themselves the one from the other.
12 Abram dwelled in the land of Canaan, and Lot dwelled in the cities of the plain, and pitched his tent toward Sodom.
13 But the men of Sodom were wicked and sinners before the LORD exceedingly.

Even though the details haven’t been expanded upon yet, I’ve read before that Canaan was also extremely wicked, but perhaps not during this timeframe? While this verse focuses on Sodom being exceedingly wicked, it does not mention Canaan eventually becoming wicked as well. There’s much more I can say about this topic, but since it has not been covered yet, I will wait until the appropriate chapter.
14 And the LORD said unto Abram, after that Lot was separated from him, Lift up now thine eyes, and look from the place where thou art northward, and southward, and eastward, and westward:
15 For all the land which thou seest, to thee will I give it, and to thy seed for ever.

I didn’t want to make this connection, but… this sounds eerily similar to this verse: “Again, the devil took Him up on an exceedingly high mountain, and showed Him all the kingdoms of the world and their glory. 9 And he said to Him, “All these things I will give You if You will fall down and worship me.”Matthew 4:8-9

Am I insinuating a correlation between the LORD who spoke to Abram offering him all the land of the world, to that of the devil who was trying to tempt Jesus with all the kingdoms of the world?…
I’m saying, there’s an uncanny precedence and curious resemblance between these two verses. Regardless of the real meaning and/or if they have absolutely no bearing with each other, the similarities exist.
Now, can I say that without offending God/Jesus Christ? Well, yes, I daresay I can because I believe in Him and I know that He knows that I love Him and my intentions are pure and not born out of spite or rebelliousness. On the other hand, can I say the same thing without offending some people? …Probably not. But this connection is not to stir up trouble or spite, but only to show what a sincere study into the Bible can reveal without any preconceived notions or being led to a particular conclusion.

16 And I will make thy seed as the dust of the earth: so that if a man can number the dust of the earth, then shall thy seed also be numbered.
17 Arise, walk through the land in the length of it and in the breadth of it; for I will give it unto thee.
18 Then Abram removed his tent, and came and dwelt in the plain of Mamre, which is in Hebron, and built there an altar unto the LORD.

I brought up some tough questions/correlations because I feel that to get to the truth of the Bible, one can’t simply read it without inquiring as to the purpose of these verses and their meaning. Although the questions may seem as if it’s coming from a skeptical point of view, it is most definitely not the case and instead comes from a very honest pursuit to finding the significance and message of what it may be sending.

And as usual, I want to reiterate that some of my thoughts and theories may be way off base, and I also research some other things on the side as well to try and get a broader understanding of what I’m reading, so please bear with me, or, even better, if you have insights that bring more light to these verses, please let me know.

I enjoy bouncing off theories and theology off of each other and love to hear other people’s perspectives on things. Thank you for reading and I look forward to hearing from you!

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The Importance of Raising Vibrations

And why you should try it.

What does this mean exactly? How do we do this? Why is it so important?

When I first had my experience with vibrations (that I remember), it was when I was 15, attempting an out of body experience.

My dad had some astral projection books, out of body books, etc., and as I was flipping through them I had the mentality of, “Yeah right.” It seemed absurd to me at the time but, what did I know? I was just a young teenager without much experience in anything. Still, even though I thought it was nonsense, I felt, “Well, if it is true, I bet I can do it.”

So I attempted it that very night. These were instructions that Robert Monroe gave for anyone who wanted to try it. (This was before my research on this man and his involvement on hemi-sync and his work with the government.)

Much to my surprise, it actually worked. I was quite shocked to find that my body did indeed experience vibrations, and I was able to “get out” of my physical body. (Not very well, I should add, but it did happen with comical results.) This heralded many such experiences, some of which weren’t so pleasant. And it wasn’t until much, much later in life did I realize that this experience was something that I had done as a little kid, and simply forgot about and dismissed as just a dream.

Now, after having said that, although most of my experiences were nonchalant and some were exciting, some confusing – I must say that there were two very specific encounters with SOMEthing dark and negative.

Due to these two experiences, it has derailed me from attempting any more of these adventures.

Now, during these forays into the unknown, I was not quite so spiritual as I am today. I was led by what I call divine intervention into realizing that Love and Forgiveness are the most important factors in the universe, but at the time I did not know that.

I believe that because I was not protected by this knowledge, and because my vibrations were not at a higher level, then I was susceptible to spiritual attack. For those that don’t believe, “For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.” – Ephesians 6:12 … I have to say, I believed just as you. Or rather, I did not believe, just as you.

These experiences proved to me otherwise.

Encounter with an Unknown

I will not relay one of the negative experiences, but one I will tell because it hits close to home with what an alleged ex-satanist claims to have done.

In this negative experience, I can’t even remember if I was attempting astral projection, or if the vibrations just came, as it sometimes happened on its own, but in this event I was woken up to vibrations and I could feel someone or something grasping my ankles (my astral ankles, as weird as that sounds) and trying to drag me out of my body (obviously, my astral body). This shocked me as I didn’t know what this force was, and it certainly didn’t seem benevolent. So I tried to hang on to my astral body as much as possible because I didn’t want to be dragged out by this entity.

Well, this was just one of two that had a hand in changing my mind about attempting to pursue the out of body aspect of things.

Fast forward a few years later, I came across a testimony by ex-satanist John Ramirez. Now, I cannot attest to the veracity of his statements, but what I can tell you is that when he relayed his testimony about how he would astral project and create chaos and put curses on those in the neighborhood, and also how he would drag people out of their physical bodies, my heart stopped because that is exactly what had happened to me.

Again, I do not know how true his account is, but those words caught my attention and made me pay attention to how susceptible I was to a “demonic attack”. Or a spiritual attack, for that matter. It makes me wonder, if my vibrations were higher at the time, would I have even experienced this violation of my astral body? Hearing John Ramirez tell it, he relates how when he would try to impose himself on believers, it just would not work. He would be rebuked and couldn’t come near them.

Spiritual Belief

Of course, now that I have fully given in to the belief of a God and Jesus Christ, I do not fear these “attacks” any more. And that brings up another point. Perhaps because of my beliefs, whenever I feel an onset of sleep paralysis or night terrors, literally all I have to do is think about Jesus, and these negative experiences dissipate. I trust in the Lord, and I fall asleep within seconds of these initial feelings.

Do you have to believe in something like a higher power in order to be in a state of higher vibration?

…Well, I can’t say that it would be the most beneficial path, but I’m also of the belief that as long as you’re seeking to have a good heart and strive to be a better person, and to try and learn to love unconditionally and be forgiving, then you are on the right path. I think all of our souls have one goal, whether we realize it or not, and while we’re all on different paths, all of these paths, eventually, lead to one destination. If you go the wrong way, you will eventually end up with a “DEAD END”, and have no choice but to either turn back, or remain where you are, which would obviously be detrimental to your soul growth.

Another main reason I feel as if raising our vibration is extremely important, is due to the experience I had a few years back while dealing with a disembodied voice.

Yes.

I know how crazy that sounds.

In this experience, a voice was testing me on who I would forgive, and who I wouldn’t forgive. Along with this voice, came the vibrations that I was already familiar with due to the out of body experiences and lucid dreams that I’ve had. Since I was familiar with these, I could automatically tell that this situation was different. It was not a dream. It was not a hypnopompic or auditory hallucination.

While this voice was testing me on who I would forgive, if I answered “yes”, the vibrations would get stronger. If I answered “no”, the vibrations would get weaker.

My last answer was a ‘no’ and with that the vibrations disappeared altogether. It wasn’t until after this “test”, that I realized that I was supposed to have answered with ALL ‘yes’. I’m going to be honest. Even today, there are some things that I do not want to forgive. But whoever or whatever this voice is, clearly wanted me to answer with all forgiving answers. No matter what. It is something that I need to come to terms with and I pray all the time to understand this phenomena.

I think it boils down to this. You cannot unconditionally love anyone or anything, unless you completely absolve them of all actions first. The road to unconditional love means to completely love them, regardless of the sins and actions they have committed. This obviously does not mean that you approve of their actions, but that you ultimately love who they are at their core and that they, just like every other being on the planet, needs love and compassion and understanding. Was it a lack of love that made them who they are and led them into a life of corruption and “evil” to begin with?

Perhaps. Perhaps there are still many things we are not aware of, but one thing that I am acutely aware of is that no problems can ever be solved by throwing more hate and anger and bitterness towards others.

Science and governmental involvement

Many people rely on science to give them all the answers. One could say that the fundamentals of “science” is a religion in and of itself. If something is not provable by science, those with a steadfast hold onto scientific proof will dismiss it as nonsense. Of course, new research and scientific findings come out every single day, and perhaps the point of metaphysical and spiritual events deliberately elude science because it first and foremost relies on personal experiences and not repetitive, quantifiable data.

Even so, science is finding out that we are all indeed made up of energy and vibrational forces that they have been able to measure. And with certain information being kept from the public, one could surmise that there is much more that has been discovered that the layman will not have heard of.

Going back to Robert Monroe’s involvement with the government, I think many people would be surprised to learn how much the “world leaders” interest in the spiritual phenomena and occult are. Not to mention the studies and how much money are involved in researching consciousness and the mind.

Some might accuse these speculations as merely conspiracy theories, but all one has to do is look at the many declassified documents and eyewitness whistleblower accounts into this involvement, as well as the government agencies themselves admitting into participating with these studies as proof that this is an ongoing pursuit.

How do you raise your vibration?

So how would one raise their vibration?

What makes you happy? What are you grateful for? Are there any negative things you’re involved with that are lowering your vibration? What can you do to stray away from that lifestyle and towards one of love and compassion?

Listening to certain music, especially ones with negative and dark lyrics, or watching certain programs/shows/movies/news, and participating in addictive behavior and/or giving in to feelings of hate, anger, jealousy, corruption, etc. will lower your vibrational state.

Conversely, spending time in nature and appreciating the people and things in your life, and having emotions of love, forgiveness, happiness, kindness, peace, gratitude – will raise your vibration and bring you closer to the state that will most benefit not only your mental well-being and physical body but your spiritual one as well.

The following link gives some helpful advice to help raise vibrations as well:

Another one I want to mention that I do every night, and is probably not for everyone but one I encourage, is pray. I pray to give thanks, I pray to receive help in becoming more loving and forgiving, I pray for others that their hearts and souls will be healed, I pray for forgiveness, I pray for everyone and everything in the world, and I pray for the world itself.

Some things that personally help me to raise my vibration are:
  • giving thanks and being grateful
  • thinking about my son
  • watching cute animal videos
  • laughing/being happy
  • being out in nature
  • praying for the good of the world
  • projecting love and kindness
  • spending time with loved ones
  • reading sweet stories
  • enjoying a good cup of coffee
  • being forgiving and compassionate

Heaven is about Good Vibrations:

Heaven is a matter of vibration and the various realms after death is based on the various levels of spiritual energy that exists. As quantum physicists state, the 10 dimensions of reality exist within the same space as our universe and are based on the varying energy levels that exist. The reason we cannot see these multi-dimensional energy levels is the same reason we cannot see radio or television waves because they exist beyond the frequency on the light spectrum that we can see. For this reason, the realms of spiritual energy that exists after death, which is the same energy levels described by quantum physicists, is based on different frequencies of vibration.

Love can be compared to heat that has vibrations that are finer that colder temperatures. The greater the love – the finer the vibration – and the closer we are to heaven. Heavier vibrations represent coldness and the heavier the vibrations the nearer we are to hell. When we manifest unconditional love, our soul vibration are so high that the only place we can fit into is heaven. People don’t go to heaven because of their good deeds, but because their soul vibration of spiritual love fits in and belongs there. After death, people gravitate into groups according to the rate of their soul’s vibration. Birds of a feather flock together.

This connection between the level of soul vibration we have in determining the level of heavenly vibration we realize after death is the same principle as putting a coin into the slot of a coin counter. The coin just naturally fits to its proper location. So it is with the soul. After death, our soul naturally fits in the level of heaven we have developed within us. In fact, while we live on earth our soul actually dwells, not only within us, but also in the spiritual realm we will find ourselves in after death.

Heaven and the Near-Death Experience (paragraphs separated for easier reading)

I know some people are on the fence about near death experiences and their authenticity, but because of the strange occurrences that I experienced, it has led me to this phenomena and aligns quite accurately to the messages that I received. So it is hard for me to just bypass this as someone just attention-seeking or as simply strange hallucinogenic visions or dreams. (That’s not to say that doesn’t happen too, just that I can understand where their belief and experiences come from.)

The bottom line is, with even science admitting that vibrational frequencies are basically what makes the world go round, we have to wonder:

Would we rather end up with the same vibrational frequencies as that of lower-based entities, feeding off of darkness, negativity, fear and corruption?

Or would we rather be in a higher state of vibration, so that we can be with those of light, warmth, loving and compassionate beings?

The two ultimately cannot co-exist in the same realm. So the choice is ours.

I’ve made my decision. And I am living it to the best of my ability.

For some further reading into the scientific side of vibrations, energy and their studies, I have provided the following links:

Jefferson sleep study on flies suggests vibration could be an aid for humans
Good Vibrations
The Power of Frequency and Vibration
Everything Is Energy and Science Hints at It – Here Is How
The Physics of Everything: Understanding Superstring Theory

There are many articles devoted to the spiritual side of vibrations, which I also encourage one to research, but again, please use discernment and best judgement with anything you come across.

"Everything in life is vibration."
Albert Einstein

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