Confronting My Sanity, My Religion, and My Innocence

(or rather, the loss of all 3)

If you had asked me 10 years ago, ‘where would you be in 10 years’, I never would have thought it’d involve me developing a website dedicated to exposing corruption and preaching about Love and Forgiveness, and speaking about Jesus Christ.

I was off in my own blissful bubble; appreciating the life around me, raising my child, enjoying my job, delving into my hobbies – not a care in the world.

I was happy.

Now don’t get me wrong, I still appreciate my life. I feel happiness during certain times. I enjoy those little moments that we shouldn’t take advantage of but some do anyway.

But there is a stark difference between how I used to fall asleep at night – with what used to be a peaceful slight small smile on my lips, to praying every single night for Jesus Christ to return, sometimes crying myself to sleep.

Recently I’ve had to confront the fact that my life is not the way it used to be before. Not just from a normal part of aging, or growing up, or experience… but from the realization that everything I once thought was real/true, may not be true after all. And the fact that my eyes have been opened into seeing all of the atrocities going on in the world, and it has forced me to come to terms that I need to question everything – even things that were so deeply ingrained in me, but now I realize that it may be at the heart of the matter after all.

Questioning my sanity

As I go deep into some of these rabbit holes – CIA’s Operation Mockingbird, the vaccine/pharma agenda, religion vs. atheism vs. spirituality, freemasons/illuminati, Bilderberg group, the Holocaust, the “great reset”, nwo, etc., etc., etc., it’s made me address the very real possibility that most of what I “KNOW”, is merely all lies and falsehoods.

With a governmental agenda to literally get all Americans to believe that everything is a lie, how do we know, FOR SURE, what is real and what is propagandized?

Whether it’s due to hyper-paranoidism, or perhaps just a better understanding now of how “the world” works, I have come to the point where I actually don’t know what to believe anymore, and I doubt that most of what we are taught through history, in schools, etc. is true. I have come to the point where I honestly think that most of our lives is built on lies – ESPECIALLY when it comes to the government, religion, economics, wars, education…

As I have dug deeper into several institutions and what I DO believe is our actual history, there is only one thing really that connects everything.

And that’s our origins, our beginnings, our belief systems, religion, spirituality, the idea of a God or several gods. This is, as it seems, the core of all of our struggles today.

We may not realize it. In fact, I think billions of people DON’T realize it. They are still in the blissful, and/or unacknowledged matrix that I found myself in 10 years ago. They may know, instinctively, that something is wrong. But they can’t put their finger on it and they dismiss this feeling as an uncomfortable sensation that is better to just tune out than to confront it.

But due to certain circumstances that was actually out of my control, I ended up choosing to confront this uncomfortable awareness. Or rather, I was FORCED to do it.

Thus it led me on a downward spiral that revealed what may be the truth of the matter after all. And as such, my mind has a hard time comprehending it all and sometimes I even question myself on what if everything I’m researching is false. What if my own thoughts is false and I’m feeding into the misinformation campaign? I have actually been GASLIGHTING myself that what I am now coming to believe may not be true after all.

I think it’s an attempt at trying to rationalize all of this information away. What if I’M the one being misled and the world isn’t the way I have come to understand it? But I know that this is just a cop-out and a way of trying to lead me back “into the world”.

And this, ladies and gentlemen, is the source of our problems.

Losing (changing?) my religion…

“18 If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you. 19 If you were of the world, the world would love its own. Yet because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.”John 15:18-19

This verse seems to be the core of what’s going on in the world. “The world” in this context, I believe, is referring to the worldly system set up – not the world as in the planet Earth. It is the whole societal structure that has been set up in an attempt to keep us all in line, and chasing the all-mighty dollar.

It involves the educational institutions, the medical/health industries, politics, economics, financial institutions, trade, stock market… and yes, most of all, RELIGION.

To understand this in better context, you HAVE to come to terms with the idea that there are, indeed, secret societies that exist. Once you can understand this concept, this notion not only becomes believable, but it practically leads all roads down this path and everything starts making sense.

I have touched upon this subject before, but imagine our beginnings, our ancestors, our ACTUAL history. Where did we come from? Imagine if there was a group of people that retained their knowledge of our actual heritage… And what if some of these very same people described in these texts, are still deadset in their ways – and refuse to acknowledge The One, True, Supreme Creator? What if, they are exactly what the Bible describes as those “of the world”?

“23 And He said to them, “You are from beneath; I am from above. You are of this world; I am not of this world. 24 Therefore I said to you that you will die in your sins; for if you do not believe that I am He, you will die in your sins.”John 8:23-24

“43 Why do you not understand My speech? Because you are not able to listen to My word. 44 You are of your father the devil, and the desires of your father you want to do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaks a lie, he speaks from his own resources, for he is a liar and the father of it. 45 But because I tell the truth, you do not believe Me. 46 Which of you convicts Me of sin? And if I tell the truth, why do you not believe Me? 47 He who is of God hears God’s words; therefore you do not hear, because you are not of God.” – John 8:43-47

Now, this is where things get tricky. I usually say something like the following, “I am not religious. But I am spiritual.”

And it’s been something that I’ve actually come to terms with that I don’t belong to one set religion. And that the battle we’re facing is a spiritual warfare. I still hold to that mindset. I also subscribe to the belief that the things of the material world are meant to lead us astray. The “world” that we should be following is Jesus Christ and the teachings of Love and Forgiveness; a divine/holy way of living. Not of things “of the world”. And that includes this whole societal construct most of us are living in right now.

And during my studies through Genesis, couldn’t help but notice the focus that the Lord is making towards wealth, land, nations, kingdoms, etc. …In my view of God, this does not fit. Now, I don’t want to be presumptuous and say that I know who/what God is, but in my heart, I feel as if the God that I am familiar with would not care about material wealth/possessions. It has rather been hard for me to get through this doctrine. So after doing some more research on this matter, came across a group known as the Cathars.

“Of themselves they say: “We are the poor of Christ, who have no fixed abode and flee from city to city like sheep amidst wolves, are persecuted as were the apostles and the martyrs, despite the fact that we lead a most strict and holy life, persevering day and night in fasts and abstinence, in prayers, and in labour from which we seek only the necessities of life. We undergo this because we are not of this world. But you, lovers of the world, have peace with it because you are of the world. False apostles, who pollute the word of Christ, who seek after their own interest, have led you and your fathers astray from the true path. We and our fathers, of apostolic descent, have continued in the Grace of God and shall so remain to the end of time. To distinguish between us and you Christ said “By their fruits you shall know them”. Our fruits consist in following the footsteps of Christ.”

– Source: Cathars and Cathar Beliefs in the Languedoc | Cathar Beliefs

“Cathar theology was essentially Gnostic in nature. They believed that there were two “gods”—one malevolent and one good. The former was in charge of all visible and material things and was held responsible for all the atrocities in the Old Testament. The benevolent god, on the other hand, was the one the Cathars worshipped and was responsible for the message of Jesus. Accordingly, they made every effort to follow the teachings of Jesus as closely as possible.”

– Source: Cathars & Albigenses: What Was Catharism?

This is fascinating to me. While I was researching Genesis, the incredible focus on land, wealth, material possessions, the aroma of burnt offerings pleasing the Lord… just did not resonate with me. I entertained the idea, “What if the God of the Old Testament is different than the God of the New Testament?” I know this is seen as highly blasphemous by a lot of those following Christianity, and again, I am not Christian, per se, but I do whole-heartedly believe in and love Jesus Christ.

So seeing a group known as the Cathars – who were “all” wiped out, incidently – referring to the Old Testament as having a God different than that of the New Testament, blew my mind. And that their stance about the material world being one of evil inclinations and temptations, and the way to divinity is to live in pure, kind compassion with each other and nature – COMPLETELY resonated with me.

Am I a Cathar and am just now learning about it?

Even more interesting, is coming across a prophecy that the very last Cathar made before he was burned alive (since all the Cathars were considered heretics – albeit, to cover up a different reason why they were genocided…)

“In 700 years, when the laurel grows green again” – Guilhem de Belibaste

Historical documentations point to Guilhem de Belibaste being burned allegedy on August 21, 1321 – although that specific date has been debated. But 1321 has been widely accepted and not contested. So if this date is correct, then of course the prophecy points to the year 2021 as being “when the laurel grows green again”.

But what does that mean, exactly? Again, that is up for debate. And no one really knows if this prophecy will come true as it is, and even if it does, what it will entail. So perhaps it is an obscure statement that could apply to a wide variety of possibilities, and it may not even be noticeable at the moment. But if it means what many people think it does, then it would seem a worldwide revival of the Cathar belief system, whether they consciously realize it or not, may be in effect.

Once you lose your innocence, you can’t get it back.

(Or can you?)

When I went down the rabbit hole and started questioning my own sanity and my religion, I realized something that really struck me at what was wrong with how I intrinsically felt inside.

It was the dawning awareness that my naivete, my innocence, my open-eyed wonder of the world, had come to an abrupt halt, and I was now looking at the grim reality around me. The reality that the world that most people strive to be a part of, one that I used to want to be a part of, is one full of traps, pitfalls, wicked deeds that are now being passed off as “good”, and a systematic powerhouse of leading us away from our true purpose.

Once my eyes opened to all of this deception, the lies, the fraud – most of it pointing to a huge spiritual upset – the sorrow that I felt since I knew that my life would never be the same and I would never get back that child-like innocence, swallowed me and left me feeling alone and desolate, and a yearning for the ways that it used to be.

But then, after struggling with this inner turmoil, I came to the resolution that I wouldn’t have it any other way. Now, at least, I am awakening to the horrible atrocities that are committed just to keep the rest of us in the dark. I can step off of this worldly platform and fully dedicate myself to Jesus Christ and His teachings, knowing that I’m doing the right thing. Perhaps this is what must be done in order to raise people’s awareness and spread the message that the spiritual warfare is real, and goes deeper and darker than we think.

Maybe by putting aside this naive gullibility and innocent outlook towards the world, thinking that all of these material enhancements are for our benefit, we can shift our focus onto nature and our true roots – our soul and connection to the Creator.

Although I lost my innocence as a blissfully unaware human, just living my life as best as I can, I have gained an understanding and desire to strive for the Truth, and step out of this harmful paradigm of perpetuating division and materialistic pursuits.

I have asked myself, even though my innocence has been shattered, is there a way I can piece it back together? Not by ignoring all of the situations around us, but by slowly picking up all of these pieces and acknowledging that I can still enjoy the small things in life? The soothing sound of rain falling… A genuine smile from a loved one or stranger… A sweet video of a random act of kindness – or especially initiating the act of kindness ourself…

Maybe I’ve lost my sanity 😛 , maybe even changed my “religion” (although I’m not sure about that yet), and lost my innocence, but I do still have hope and the belief that things will work out in the end anyway. My motto, besides “Love and Forgive”, is “Jesus wins”. So no matter how much darkness seems to surround us, I have faith that “the world” will come to terms to its reality eventually and get back on the right track.

With that being said, my life may not be the same as it was before. And I may miss it at times, but to me, this just means that I’m heading in the right direction.

“20 That, however, is not the way of life you learned 21 when you heard about Christ and were taught in him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. 22 You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; 23 to be made new in the attitude of your minds; 24 and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.” – Ephesians 4:20-24

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Down the Rabbit Hole: “Conspiracy Theories” Playing Out in Real Time

Scandalous plots? Yes. They have been planned for a long time…

It amazes me, that even with all the resources we have today, and all of the brave people coming forward or even offering information anonymously in order to expose dark corruptions going on in our world, some people will still not realize this and instead refuse to believe any such conspiracy could be possible. There are even doctors and scientists that state, point blank, what they are aiming for. And people will STILL NOT BELIEVE that it is happening.

Their arguments usually contain some form of the following, if not all of them:

“But why would they do this? It doesn’t make sense.”

“I find it hard to believe that a world-wide conspiracy for a “new world order” is possible. Too many people would have to be involved. Somebody would say something.” (That’s exactly what some people are doing, but people are still not believing them…)

“That’s just a crazy conspiracy theory. You crazy conspiracy theorist.”

“Bill Gates is wonderful. He’s spending billions of dollars to help us. I can’t believe you think he’s some evil villain.” (Not to say that I think he’s an evil villain… *cough*)

“There’s no way they have a diabolical plan to inject people with harmful substances. You watch too much tv.”

I’m sure you get the gist of it.

Yes, trying to wake people up is a difficult endeavor. Us critical thinkers can point out the obvious, but it’s up to them to actually LOOK at what is presented, and come to an epiphany that, “Wow, they may be right after all.” Instead of plugging their ears and closing their eyes, saying, “La la la! I can’t hear you!”

Therefore, I am going to present some actual footage and forms that show that what is going on around us RIGHT NOW has been already planned by immoral agencies for decades/centuries/millenia.

Keep in mind, this is just a small sample out of all of the testimonies and admissions that have been exposed. While some may be anecdotal in nature, it cannot be lost on us that some of these testimonies and reveals were made many years ago, and as we can see in our current timeline, these agendas are being played out as stated.

(Also be aware, due to the nature of our reality, some of these propositions may be somewhat unorthodox depending on one’s belief structure… which is another topic that needs to be seriously looked into without automatically caving into a dismissive attitude. While it may be hard to believe, especially for those who are more inclined to believing only in a physical/materialistic world, the implications that this physical construct is most certainly not our true being is the core of the struggles we’re enduring today.)

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1. Rudolf Steiner predicted (in 1917) worldwide vaccines to damage/alter our personality/spirituality

1917

(All quotes by Rudolf Steiner. Some embellishment added for emphasis)

“The time will come — and it may not be far off — when quite different tendencies will come up at a congress like the one held in 1912 and people will say: It is pathological for people to even think in terms of spirit and soul. ‘Sound’ people will speak of nothing but the body. It will be considered a sign of illness for anyone to arrive at the idea of any such thing as a spirit or a soul. People who think like that will be considered to be sick and — you can be quite sure of it — a medicine will be found for this. At Constantinople the spirit was made non-existent. The soul will be made non-existent with the aid of a drug. Taking a ‘sound point of view’, people will invent a vaccine to influence the organism as early as possible, preferably as soon as it is born, so that this human body never even gets the idea that there is a soul and a spirit.”

“…the heirs of modern materialism, will look for the vaccine to make the body ‘healthy’, that is, makes its constitution such that this body no longer talks of such rubbish as soul and spirit…”

“Materialistic physicians will be asked to drive the souls out of humanity.”

Source: Fall of the Spirits of Darkness | Fall/Darkness: Lecture 5: Changes in Humanity’s Spiritual Make-up

1917

Rudolf Steiner: “I have told you that the spirits of darkness are going to inspire their human hosts, in whom they will be dwelling, to find a vaccine that will drive all inclination towards spirituality out of people’s souls when they are still very young, and this will happen in a roundabout way through the living body. Today, bodies are vaccinated against one thing and another; in future, children will be vaccinated with a substance which it will certainly be possible to produce, and this will make them immune, so that they do not develop foolish inclinations connected with spiritual life — ‘foolish’ here, of course, in the eyes of materialists.”

Source: Fall of the Spirits of Darkness | Fall/Darkness: Lecture 13: The Fallen Spirits’ Influence in the World

You can read the entire lecture, which delves in deeper into the subject of spirituality, human evolution and our morality, and even the hidden influences that coerce us into specific decision making, here.

The above quotes mention specifically the advent of a vaccine to drive out any inclinations of spirituality and souls from human beings. Very strange that a materialistic physician would even entertain the idea if they did not believe in this aspect to begin with. Of course, if they believe that it is only a false belief and not a real essence, then I’m sure scientists really could attempt to address this “problem” by attacking the brain, perhaps, maybe even by genetically modifying our dna, let’s say, and/or performing surgery on the “disillusioned believer”.

How could they do this? Maybe through a worldwide effort to inject everyone with a vaccine that targets this phenomena – just as a far out theory? (I mean, it’s not like there’s an agenda to vaccinate the whole world in today’s time, right?)

Which brings me to the released footage from 2005, allegedly from the Pentagon describing this very process.

2. Meeting (from 2005) announcing vaccine/respiratory illness to suppress spirituality/religious inclinations (FunVax / VMAT2 / God gene)

Transcript from the above video (again, embellishment added for emphasis):

2005

FunVax scientist: “On the left over here, we have individuals who are religious fundamentalists, religious fanatics. And this is the expression of rt-pcr, real-time pcr expression of the VMAT2 gene.

Over here we have individuals, so – so let me complete –  so over here we have individuals who are not particularly fundamentalists, not particularly religious, and you can see there’s a much reduced expression of this particular gene – that the VMAT2 gene.

Another evidence that, that supports our hypothesis for the development of this approach. -“

Audience attendee: “What you’re suggesting here is by, by spreading this virus we’re going to eliminate individuals from donning on a bomb vest and going into a market, blowing up the market.”

FunVax scientist: “So our hypothesis is that these are fanatical people, that they have over expression of the VMAT2 gene and that by vaccinating them against this, will eliminate this behavior.

So we have some, some very, very remarkable data in this next slide. Here we have two brain scans, these are fMRIs – these are two different individuals with different levels of expression of the VMAT2.

On top is an individual who’s a religious fanatic, and individual, and we’ve repeated this numerous times that, that has high levels of VMAT2. Now, um, this individual down here who had low levels of the VMAT2 gene, this individual would self-describe as, as not particularly religious. In each case, these individuals were read a religious text – this individual light – lit up the right middle frontal gyrus, shown here, and that’s a part of the brain that’s associated with theory of mind. It’s a part of the brain that has to do with intense and in beliefs and desires.

In contrast, in mark contrast, here’s an individual who would not particularly self-describe as, as religious, and when they’re read a religious text, what you see is that this part of the brain called the anterior insula lights up. This is a part of the brain that’s associated with disgust or displeasure on hearing something.”

Audience attendee: “Do you suggesting, like, take a CT scan with me when I’m evaluating people to determine whether I put a bullet in their head?”

FunVax scientist: “So, so um the data that I’m presenting here, uh, supports the concept that we’re proposing, uh, and I think that we would not propose to do CT scans or fMRIs on individuals out in the hinterlands of Afghanistan.

The virus would immunize against this VMAT2 gene and that would have the effect that you see here which is, it’s essentially to turn a fanatic into a, a normal person. And we think that will have major effects in the Middle East.”

Audience attendee: “How would you suggest that this is going to be dispersed? Aerosol? Or…?”

FunVax scientist: “Well, so, so the present plan, and the test that we’ve done so far have used respiratory viruses such as flu, or rhinoviruses, and we believe that that’s a satisfactory way to get the exposure of the largest part of the population. Most of us, of course, have been exposed to both of those viruses and we’re, we’re quite confident that this will be a very successful approach.”

Audience attendee: “This is fascinating. What’s the name of this proposal?”

FunVax scientiest: “Yes, so, so the name of this project is FunVax, which is the vaccine for religious fundamentalism.

Audience attendee: “And you have a proposal already?”

FunVax Scientist: “The proposal has just been submitted and I think that the data that I have shown you today would, would support the, the development of this project and we think it has great promise.”

Footage from a proposed FunVax Documentary initiated by Ryan Harper that I don’t believe has been fully created yet… for one reason or another:

Source: youtube | FunVaxDoc | Is FunVax Possible? Dean Hamer and FunVax Scientist Discuss

(If any of the links on this site no longer work or exist, please let me know. Citing sources is very important and since certain sites go through purges, I’d like to be informed if this goes down so I can rectify it if I can. Thanks!)

Transcript: (embellishment added)

Narrator: “So let’s get back to reality for a minute. Is a vaccine against religious fundamentalism even possible?”

Same FunVax scientist from leaked 2005 footage: “So somebody asked me to design a vaccine for religious fundamentalism or fanaticism, uh, basically what I would do is to try to better understand why people are fanatical. Why do they have extreme behavior? Uh, it’s pretty clear these days that, that all behavior results from, uh, activity of our own brains. And so there must be pathways that are important in generating this kind of behavior.”

Dean Hamer (worked as director of the Gene Structure and Regulation Unit and as an independent research at the NIH): “So if indeed spirituality is this series of chemical reactions in the brain, and if it can be enhanced by certain types of drug, then, naturally it follows that it can be inhibited as well. ‘Cause for every activator there must be an inhibitor. And so I can easily imagine under the right circumstances, the right stimuli, or the right drugs, and the right inhibitors, might have some effect on a person’s spirituality.

At least in the short run. Whether or not that would have a long term effect, or people would undergo homeostasis and alter, uh, is an open question. We really don’t know the answer to that.”

FunVax scientist: “It would be quite useful to eliminate some of the fanatical, um… religious nuts in the world. And I think that, that, um, maybe a vaccine would be the way to do that. It’s difficult to know how successful it would be, but it’s certainly an interesting idea. From the point of view of a, uh, medical professional, um, the question of spreading a virus that is – has not been approved by regulatory agencies, such as the FDA, is a major issue.

For additional investigation and information into this VMAT2 / vaccine proposal, please visit:

FUNVAX – Revisited
Interview With Joey Lambardi About The Fundamentalism Vaccine (FunVax)
Geneticist claims to have found ‘God gene’ in humans

Dean Hamer “The GOD Gene: How Faith is Hardwired into Our Genes” (published in 2004)

TIME magazine “THE GOD GENE” (October 25, 2004 edition)

Proof is right in front of your eyes. Now whether you choose to believe “fact-checking” and “debunking” websites, that are EMPLOYED/FINANCIALLY SUPPORTED by the very same organizations that are under question, or whether you decide to give the honest journalists/researchers/concerned citizens trying to expose the corruption a try (and keep an open mind) remains up to you.

“You can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make him drink.”

“You can lead a person to the facts, but you can’t make him believe it.”

3. Who is a “religious fanatic”? Sounds like it could be a cult to me…

Now that brings me to, how do you label a “religious fundmentalist”? Whose right is it to determine who is a “religious nut” – a label graciously attributed by a scientist whom we’re all supposed to trust because we’re always told to “trust the science” and “trust the experts”, and who also believes it would be, and again I quote, “quite useful to eliminate some (of them)”?

What if I were to label this scientist and Dean Hamer, and all other researchers/scientists who aim to discover everything there is to know about humanity, life and the world, and who would go to such great lengths that upset the moral, ethical boundaries that no one should ever cross all in the “name of science”, as a “science fundamentalist”, who are just as damaging, if not EVEN MORE SO, than these religious fanatics?

Can we honestly say that scientists/inventors have not done horrific crimes “all in the name of science”? (That was a rhetorical question.)

Now besides just mentioning scientists and religious fanatics, I also have to bring up other cult-like organizations.

Michael Aquino (founder of the Temple of Set) is a very recognizable name involved in the US military/pentagon and engaged in the MK-ultra mind control experiments, as well as satanic practices, with a notable connection to Anton LaVey. (Satanic Subversion of the U.S. Military / The Satanic Subversion Of The United States Military)

Jack Parsons is another popular name (founder of NASA) who had extensive ties to the occult and a fascination with Aleister Crowley. (The Occult Rocket Scientist Who Conjured Spirits with L. Ron Hubbard)

Yet, there are still people who refuse to believe that something untoward may be happening right within our government organizations. Claiming that just because someone believes in “satan” or “lucifer”, doesn’t mean they’re engaging in wicked, evil acts. Even when there are witness testimonies describing their horrible encounters with these types of cult.

Svali (raised in a corrupt cult society)

A thorough exposé into the life of an alleged Illuminati member can be found here: Svali Speaks

In it, she details how she grew up in a cult – how they are raised, how she was trained to raise others, the tragic situations that are perpetuated in the “family” in order to essentially brainwash the members into blindly following orders and remaining loyal to their cause.

It is a horrific look into how children are treated in this organization, creating dissociative identity disorders that the higher members of the cult can control and call on through certain predetermined methods.

Here are some key excerpts from a detailed e-mail correspondence, purportedly between Svali and H.J. Springer (editor of centrexnews) in 2000:

2000

(all quotes by Svali)
“The Illuminati is a group that practices a form of faith known as “enlightenment”. It is Luciferian, and they teach their followers that their roots go back to the ancient mystery religions of Babylon, Egypt, and Celtic druidism. They have taken what they consider the “best” of each, the foundational practices, and joined them together into a strongly occult discipline. Many groups at the local level worship ancient deities such as “El”, “Baal”, and “Ashtarte”, as well as “Isis and Osiris” and “Set”.”

“The national council [consists of] influential bankers with old money such as: The Rockefellers, the Mellon family, the Carnegie family, the Rothschild family, etc.”

(after a ritualistic child sacrifice): “Afterwards, the man in scarlet, he had a huge golden ring on his hand. He came over to the center of the room. He had each of the people that were swearing that day go forward and kneel before him and kiss his ring, and [I had to ] swear my allegiance to the New Order, to the New World Order for all … until my death.”

“The Freemasons and the Illuminati are hand in glove. I don’t care if this steps on any toes, it’s a fact. The Masonic temple at Alexandria, Virginia (the city itself was named after Alexandria, Egypt, and is a hotbed of Illuminati activity) is a centre in the Washington, DC area for Illuminati scholarship and teaching.”

“Are all Masons Illuminati? No, especially at the lower levels, I believe they know nothing of the practices that occur in the middle of the night in the larger temples.”

“Many of the administrators and directors at the FBI are also Illuminists. The CIA helped bring over German scientists after WWII. Many of these were also Illuminati leaders in their own country, and they were welcomed with open arms by the U.S. group. They also funnelled all information they were learning to the Illuminati. The scientists that ran MK-Ultra and other governmental mind control programs were Illuminists brought over from Nazi Germany.”

“Remember those studies that stated that “TV violence doesn’t affect children’s behaviour” years ago? Guess who funded them? They are a bunch of bullcrud. What a person watches DOES influence them, and this is well known by the behaviourists in the group. In fact, they know that TV is a tool that they purposely use to influence “the masses”. It cannot create a total personality change in the average citizen, but it can desensitize us increasingly to violence, pornography and the occult, and influence the perceptions of young children.”

“The evidence is there, but in my opinion, the average person does not want to know, and even when confronted with it, will look the other way. The Franklin case is a point. How much evidence has come out? Or the MK-ULTRA documents that have been declassified, shown as real, and people ignore it.”

” The Illuminists don’t care who prints this stuff or if they are “exposed”, because they are counting on the majority not believing it, having done a pretty good job with a media blitz campaign. Seen any articles in Newsweek or Time that addresses this other than as a laughable conspiracy theory? Guess who owns Time-Warner?

I have heard them laughing about this very thing in leadership meetings five years ago, and I doubt their attitude has changed much since then.”

For a full account, please visit: Exclusive Interview with Ex-Illuminati Bloodline Programmer/Trainer Svali

There is also the interview Svali did with Investigative Journal Greg Szymanski in 2006 that you could listen to below.

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The Vatican is also HUGELY implicated in initiating these satanic rituals. Greg Szymanski, the same man who interviewed Svali in 2006, published this article highlighting the suspicious activity and some high profile individuals involved with the Vatican rituals: Satanic Black Masses at the Vatican

Now, while there are other whistleblowers and former members that have spoken out against this indoctrination/corrupt society, I want to mention a specific gentleman who was not necessarily born into a cult, but was introduced to one when he was an influential criminal broker (updated: labeled as a banker but was not – he was a self-professed criminal entrepreneur) at the time, before he left this system after a harrowing encounter.

4. Ronald Bernard’s testimony: The attack on children

Ronald Bernard was a former criminal dealer who was introduced into the dark underworld by some colleagues who thought he was ready to be inducted into their satanic rituals. Little did they know, this would instead be the breaking point for Ronald, and allowed him to tap into the light he had within himself in order to leave this corrupted establishment, and pursue a life dedicated to spreading awareness and creating peaceful unity.

Below are a couple of videos with some excerpts of Ronald’s testimony, expressing the horrific reality of black mass and the egregious agenda of targeting our children to be raised in a corrupt society.

Ronald Bernard: “To put it carefully, most of these people followed a not very mainstream religion. So you have Catholics, Protestants, all sort of religions.

These people, most of them, were Luciferians.

And then you can say, religion is a fairy tale. God doesn’t exist. None of that is real. Well, for these people it is truth and reality, and they served something immaterial, what they called Lucifer.

And I also was in contact with those circles, only I laughed at it because to me they were just clients.

So I went to places called Churches of Satan.”

Interviewee: “So now we are talking about Satanism?”

Ronald: “Yes. So I visited these churches, just as a visitor, dropped by, and then they were doing their (un)Holy Mass with naked women and liquor and stuff, and it just amused me.

I didn’t believe in any of this stuff, and was far from convinced if any of this was real.”

Interviewee: “It was just a spectacle to you…”

Ronald: “Yes, in my opinion the darkness and evil is within the people themselves. I didn’t make the connection yet.

So I was a guest in those circles and it amused me greatly to see all those naked women and the other things. It was the good life.

But then at some point, I was invited, which is why I’m telling you all this, to participate in sacrifices, abroad.

(long pause)

That was the breaking point.

Children.”

Interviewee: “You were asked to do that…?”

Ronald: “Yes, and I couldn’t do that.”

Interviewee: “Would you like to stop for a moment, by the way?”

Ronald: “No. And then I started to slowly break down.

I lived through quite a lot as a child myself and this really touched me deeply.

Everything changed.

But that is the world I found myself in.”

(all quotes by Ronald Bernard)

“Because if we need to throw it all out there, because people stay where they are, that is the problem! The good people.

It is not the bad people, there are only a few, bad people do their thing, but it is the good people, worldwide, who do nothing. For a very long time, and I am a little angry with them.

Because when I was in my youth, between 15-20, via family, first line, I heard stories from nurses who were sent to India for a mission for development assistance over there.

Those people… I am trying to control myself.

Those people, were burnout after four or five years, completely traumatized, nurses, back in the Netherlands. No one was allowed to know.

But what was this all about? Children, again. Every time – children!

Organ trafficking.

We just think it is normal for a baby to be saved, but where do these organs come from?

And those children are still alive the moment they remove their organs. Those nurses could not cope with it anymore. India.

I am not sure if this is still going on right now. World, stand up! Go, find out!

Organ trafficking! Children! No one is talking about that. No one is taking action.

Those satanists – f*ck them! That is just a pathetic tiny little group. Organ trafficking worldwide. The god Mammon.

And I can testify – start with damaging little children from early on, and your world becomes even sicker.”

Source: Ronald Bernard – About child organ harvesting – Dutch with subs

5. Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion

Mr. Ronald Bernard makes numerous references to these Protocols, stating that most of these dark agendas we see going on in our world today can be found in this book.

According to the link he provided us, where you can read the whole English translation: The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion, this book was “first published in the year 1897 by Philip Stepanov for private circulation among his intimate friends.”

The introduction from this file also states the following, “The Jewish journals, of course, say that they are a forgery, leaving it to be understood that Professor Nilus, who embodied them in a work of his own, had concocted them for his own purposes.

Mr. Henry Ford, in an interview published in the New York WORLD, February 17th, 1921, put the case for Nilus tersely and convincingly thus:

“The only statement I care to make about the PROTOCOLS is that they fit in with what is going on. They are sixteen years old, and they have fitted the world situation up to this time. THEY FIT IT NOW.”

I am not going to attempt to verify who is wholly responsible for these protocols. Whether they are a “forgery” or a “psyop”, a legitimate code, or what have you.

But I will highlight some of the more impertinent parts of this publication (again, written back in the late 1800’s to early 1900’s), that is extremely unsettling when comparing it to today’s current affairs.

1897

(all quotes from the Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion)

Economic Wars / DESTRUCTIVE EDUCATION: “2. The administrators, whom we shall choose from among the public, with strict regard to their capacities for servile obedience, will not be persons trained in the arts of government, and will therefore easily become pawns in our game in the hands of men of learning and genius who will be their advisers, specialists bred and reared from early childhood to rule the affairs of the whole world.”

5. In the hands of the States of to-day there is a great force that creates the movement of thought in the people, and that is the Press. The part played by the Press is to keep pointing out requirements supposed to be indispensable, to give voice to the complaints of the people, to express and to create discontent. It is in the Press that the triumph of freedom of speech finds its incarnation. But the GOYIM States have not known how to make use of this force; and it has fallen into our hands. Through the Press we have gained the power to influence while remaining ourselves in the shade; thanks to the Press we have got the GOLD in our hands, notwithstanding that we have had to gather it out of the oceans of blood and tears. But it has paid us, though we have sacrificed many of our people. Each victim on our side is worth in the sight of God a thousand GOYIM.”

Materialism Replaces Religion / WE SHALL DESTROY GOD: “3. But even freedom might be harmless and have its place in the State economy without injury to the well-being of the peoples if it rested upon the foundation of faith in God, upon the brotherhood of humanity…

With such a faith as this a people might be governed by a wardship of parishes, and would walk contentedly and humbly under the guiding hand of its spiritual pastor submitting to the dispositions of God upon earth. This is the reason why IT IS INDISPENSABLE FOR US TO UNDERMINE ALL FAITH, TO TEAR OUT OF THE MIND OF THE “GOYIM” THE VERY PRINCIPLE OF GOD-HEAD AND THE SPIRIT, AND TO PUT IN ITS PLACE ARITHMETICAL CALCULATIONS AND MATERIAL NEEDS.”

Control of the Press / WE CONTROL THE PRESS: “4. NOT A SINGLE ANNOUNCEMENT WILL REACH THE PUBLIC WITHOUT OUR CONTROL. Even now this is already being attained by us inasmuch as all news items are received by a few agencies, in whose offices they are focused from all parts of the world. These agencies will then be already entirely ours and will give publicity only to what we dictate to them.”

Distractions / WE DECEIVE WORKERS: “In order that the masses themselves may not guess what they are about WE FURTHER DISTRACT THEM WITH AMUSEMENTS, GAMES, PASTIMES, PASSIONS, PEOPLE’S PALACES …. SOON WE SHALL BEGIN THROUGH THE PRESS TO PROPOSE COMPETITIONS IN ART, IN SPORT IN ALL KINDS: these interests will finally distract their minds from questions in which we should find ourselves compelled to oppose them. Growing more and more unaccustomed to reflect and form any opinions of their own, people will begin to talk in the same tone as we because we alone shall be offering them new directions for thought …”

Ruthless Suppression / GENTILES ARE CATTLE: 9. Death is the inevitable end for all. It is better to bring that end nearer to those who hinder our affairs than to ourselves, to the founders of this affair. WE EXECUTE MASONS IN SUCH WISE THAT NONE SAVE THE BROTHERHOOD CAN EVER HAVE A SUSPICION OF IT, NOT EVEN THE VICTIMS THEMSELVES OF OUR DEATH SENTENCE, THEY ALL DIE WHEN REQUIRED AS IF FROM A NORMAL KIND OF ILLNESS

I want to bring up another interesting ideology that these “learned elders” possess, and it is the following:

Ruthless Suppression  GENTILES ARE CATTLE:11. In this difference in capacity for thought between the GOYIM and ourselves may be clearly discerned the seal of our position as the Chosen People and of our higher quality of humanness, in contradistinction to the brute mind of the GOYIM. Their eyes are open, but see nothing before them and do not invent (unless perhaps, material things). From this it is plain that nature herself has destined us to guide and rule the world.”

Now, what’s fascinating to me, is the stark contrast in their belief structure, that they consider themselves “higher quality of humanness” and that nature “destined us to guide and rule the world”, yet even by their own admission have committed so many atrocities not only against “goyim”, but others of their kind (“chosen people”) as well.

And their insistence that their authority to rule and control should not be contested and one of their main roles in humanity is to strip away other people’s freedom – and their strange idolatry to gold, which in their mind, gives them the right to control the world:

Power of Gold:2. IN OUR HANDS IS THE GREATEST POWER OF OUR DAY – GOLD: IN TWO DAYS WE CAN PROCURE FROM OUR STOREHOUSES ANY QUANTITY WE MAY PLEASE.

3. Surely there is no need to seek further proof that our rule is predestined by God? Surely we shall not fail with such wealth to prove that all that evil which for so many centuries we have had to commit has served at the end of ends the cause of true wellbeing – the bringing of everything into order?

Then compare that with WHO/WHAT they’re trying to stamp out (Christianity, Christ, spirituality), and it posits a disturbing picture that the “God” they serve, is not the same one that believers in Jesus Christ know as the Supreme Creator.

Their idolatry for gold, their self-righteous belief that in order to serve the greater good (good for whom?) they must engage in sacrifices and no-holds barred killing of those they deem necessary, even if it’s their own people; their goal to spread as much chaos, division and violence as they possibly can in an attempt to control the masses – their indoctrination of not only their own children, but the pressure to exert their own beliefs onto other people as well – yet they still call the goyim the brutes?

And what separates these protocols from, say, the Bible, for instance?

Well, just as a small example:

Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion

Out of 62 pages (not including forwards/introductions, etc.) of rather large text:

Love is mentioned all of 2 times.

Since I have room, here are the contexts of which it is mentioned:

“2. As the majority of conspirators act out of love for the game…”

“12. That the people may know and love their king, it is indispensable for him to converse in the market-places with his people. This ensures the necessary clinching of the two forces which are now divided one from another by us by the terror.”

Power is mentioned a whopping 70 times. In 62 pages.

Bible

Out of ~1,000-2,000 pages (depending on size of font and translation):

Love is mentioned 310 times.

Conversely, the protocols would have had to mention the word “love” 9-10 times to match with the scripture. Of course, love is not their goal…

To think of it this way, “love” is mentioned 4-5 TIMES MORE in the Bible. And that’s using the most pages of 2,000. If it was 1,000, then the protocols would have had to mention the word love ~19 times.

Power, on the other hand, is mentioned 272 times in the Bible.

To put that into further perspective, the Bible would have had to mention “power” 2,258 times to match what was in the protocols. Out of 2,000 pages.

An even smaller, but perhaps more impactful, example…

Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion:

To paraphrase: “Kill those who stand in our way.”

Bible:

Jesus Christ: “A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another, even as I have loved you, that you also love one another.”John 13:34

Hm… I think I can see a difference.

6. Jacques Attali: From cannibalism, to genetically modifying, implanting chips, to buying and selling children

1981

(all quotes by Jacques Attali)

On cannibalism: ” – we start from cannibalism and return to it. In short, we can interpret the whole of industrial history as a machine for translating the founding cannibalism, the first relationship to evil, where men eat men, into industrial cannibalism, where men become commodities that eat commodities.”

On genetically modifying/creating clones/hybrids: “In other words, with genetic engineering we could gradually create the conditions for humanity to assume itself freely, but collectively, or else create the conditions for a new commodity, genetic this time, which would be made up of copies of humans sold to humans, chimeras or hybrids used as slaves, robots, means of work…”

On implants: “It is planned to develop small implants in the body that can release hormones and active substances in target organs.”

On buying and selling children: “This idea corresponds entirely to an economic evolution in the sense that the woman or the couple will become part of the division of labour and general production. Thus it will be possible to buy children in the same way as one buys “peanuts” or a television set.”

“The only way to resolve this contradiction is to imagine that society could buy children from a family that would be paid in return. I am not thinking of family allowances, which are weak incentives. A family would agree to have many children if the state guaranteed them substantial progressive allowances on the one hand and full responsibility for the material life of each child on the other. In this scheme, the child would become a kind of bargaining chip in the relationship between the individual and the community.”

Source: The 1981 Michel Salomon – Jacques Attali interview

1981

(these quotes are making its way around the internet of Attali stating that “they” want to euthanize the “useless and old”. Although there ARE implications of this from Attali’s writing/interviews, I could not provide a verifiable source for these specific quotes, so please keep this in mind.)

Jacques Attali: “In the future it will be a question of finding a way to reduce the population. We will start with the old, because as soon as it exceeds 60-65 years man lives longer than he produces and costs society dearly, then the weak and then the useless who do nothing for society because there will be more and more of them, and especially the stupid ones.

Euthanasia targeting these groups; euthanasia will have to be an essential instrument of our future societies, in all cases. We cannot of course execute people or set up camps. We will get rid of them by making them believe it is for their own good.

Too large a population, and for the most part unnecessary, is something economically too expensive. Socially, it is also much better for the human machine to come to an abrupt halt rather than gradually deteriorating. We won’t be able to run intelligence tests on millions and millions of people, you can imagine!

We will find something or cause it, a pandemic that targets certain people, a real economic crisis or not, a virus that will affect the old or the fat, it doesn’t matter, the weak will succumb to it, the fearful and the stupid will believe it and ask to be treated.

We will have taken care to have planned the treatment, a treatment that will be the solution.

The selection of idiots will thus be done on its own: they will go to the slaughterhouse on their own.”

Source: Globalist Banker Predicted Scamdemic & Genocide of The Useless

2011

(all quotes by Jacques Attali)

On creating new species/human hybrids and nanotechnology: “Further still, we will create new species, chimeras, capable of operating in difficult environments, radioactive for example, or replace men in battle. And even supreme transgression, to equip animals with a brain similar to the human brain. A little later, the meeting of computing science, genomics, nanotechnology and neurosciences will allow man to create other species, ultra-human, super-human.”

On justifying science experiments and getting rid of God: “Let us not hope to put a stop to it. Unless some unlikely world police, makes a shrine of the genome, a place will always be found to conduct these experiments, inexpensive, justifying them by the promise of curing rare diseases or extending human life expectancy. And even if the West resists it, emerging countries, from Argentina to China, via Brazil and tomorrow Nigeria and Indonesia, will welcome desperate researchers. After getting rid of God, man will have gotten rid of himself.”

Source: https://www.attali.com/en/society/human-more-than-human/ (June 12, 2011)

For additional reading that touches upon other topics that Attali has “predicted” that is currently happening, please visit:

“You are Damaged and Only We Can Repair You”
Illuminati Insider foretold Migrants, Surveillance, Mechanical Procreation

There’s actually more that I wanted to add, including Serge Monast / Blue Beam Project, Aldous Huxley, the Committee of 300, Georgia Guidestones, etc., but this post is getting quite long-winded enough already. I may end up doing a part 2 on this topic.

One thing that I did not realize would be a common factor in ALL of these “conspiracy theories” that are (and have been for a long time) carried out during our timeline, is the mention of God, spirituality, the soul… That was honestly not my intention and it was not something I actively sought to include.

My initial spur to create this post was to show how a scheme to depopulate and control the world either by injecting everyone with a virus/disease/illness/vaccine and/or through wars, mass chaos, corruption, etc. was already planned for a VERY LONG time.

Some may not be aware, simply because they are wrapped up in their own life (wake up, eat, work, tv, maybe socialize, sleep, repeat) and so this whole topic is lost on them. Especially when we’re indoctrinated as little children to trusting teachers, trusting preachers, trusting the government, trusting the news, trusting doctors, trusting law enforcement, trusting day care workers… I could go on and on.

Then there is the matter of what we are taught in schools. Yes education is important, but is it really necessary to engage in advanced math/algebra when basic math will suffice in most arenas of our life – unless you are set to pursue a career directly involving this subject? Not to mention the completely incorrect things we were taught in schools – such as how Thanksgiving tradition started, George Washington’s history, Christopher Columbus discovering America – and again, I could go on and on. Now they are changing our education system to include even more atrocious and harmful systemic doctrines.

Instead, a crucial subject matter should be to teach our children “critical thinking” and how to formulate our own thoughts and data gathering to come to educated conclusions. Since our world has been inundated with “fake news” and “misinformation” everywhere we turn, especially coming from an establishment whose sole purpose originally was to give us REAL, accurate news – and who most of us were ingrained to trust in, it is essential that people are able to look beyond this manipulation tactic, and finally think for themselves.

It is also necessary to teach children (and the whole world) about our spirituality and the importance of compassion and morality, so that these agendas to create chaos and division and horrific science experiments won’t work.

As it is, since our societal foundation has been built out of lies upon lies, AND fear – which is another huge topic, it is extremely hard for people to break out of this system and realize that a lot of the world governments DO NOT have our best interest in mind. Despite what they teach in schools and show on media. Even if the original purpose of the government was to protect their country, it is no longer the case in some areas. They have been infiltrated and controlled by immoral organizations, and it’s prudent that we wake up to this fact and start making changes to address this.

When we can realize that there is a hidden/dark goal to invade and disrupt all aspects of our lives in order to dominate and control free thinking and freedom itself, even our very own spirituality and consciousness, maybe we can finally step out of this implemented system and start better serving our fellow beings.

One last quote, very important and VERY relevant in today’s lost and confused world:
1917

“It is not a bad thing to know these things, which are ingredients of reality. They must be seriously considered. And one is guided to develop something of a nose for reality when one takes up anthroposophy, whilst the materialistic education people have today, with innumerable channels opening into it from the Press, is designed to point not to the realities but to something which is cloaked in all kinds of slogans. And if someone does wake up, as Delaisi did, and writes about how things really are, how many people get to know about it? How many people will listen? They cannot listen, for it is buried by — well, by a life that again is ruled by the Press.”

Source: Rudolf Steiner (1917) Fall of the Spirits of Darkness | Fall/Darkness: Lecture 14: Into the Future

Fact checking is extremely important. I want to reiterate not to take everything at face value; no matter what you read, where you read it from, or who you hear it from. And to be clear, do not rely on “fact checking” websites to give you accurate information either. These are just as likely, (if not even more likely…), to feed false information and false debunking accounts to manipulate the reader. Please take everything into consideration before adhering to a certain narrative – and always keep your mind open to other possibilities.

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