The End of the World – “Come Out of Her, My People, Lest You Share in Her Sins, and Lest You Receive of Her Plagues”

“The world” is not your friend…

I knew this day was coming.

The calling to finalize coming out of this world. (This is in no way suicidal, by the way.) I feel it growing stronger everyday, and my intuition tells me it’s time to get my affairs in order and leave the “smart cities”/”digital IDs”/”world passport”/”social credit system” structure while we still can – although it seems as if certain parts of the world have already started implementing it.

I obviously do not know when the “end times” or the times of tribulation, Book of Revelation, apocalypse is going to be – (or whether we’re in it already…) but I do not want to take that chance. And I would urge others to not take the chance either. If there was ever a time to set aside some land or country-community, learn camping/survival/farming skills, take their chances and “flee into the mountains” – as the Bible suggests, this would be it.

Get out of the cities, get away from 5G/wifi, never take the vaccine. If you’ve already taken the vaccine, try everything in your power to get rid of it. I honestly don’t know if this is possible, since there is data and studies showing that the mRNA technology is actually altering one’s DNA permanently to continuously make the vaccine/protein it “needs”, etc., but perhaps there are natural remedies that can undo this damage – and most of all, PRAY fervently to God.

And DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT TAKE THE WORLD PASSPORT.

This has been talked about extensively through Vyacheslav Krasheninnikov’s mother. Vyacheslav Krasheninnikov was a young Russian prophet who has been purported to have seen that the days of the antichrist and the mark of the beast prophecies from the Book of Revelation is HERE, during our generation.

This young child passed away in 1993, and told his mother that she will live at the time of the antichrist. Vyacheslav has also warned about microchips and technologies, telling people that those who are microchipped will be like zombies. There are ample studies showing that this is possible, through the use of electromagnetic frequencies/waves, directed energy weapons, voice to skull technologies, DARPA BRAIN Initiatives, perhaps even parasites, etc.

In further chilling reveals, Dr. Ricardo Delgado and other doctors have found MICROCHIPS and other devices in the COVID vaccines.

While few interpretations of the prophecies state that the implantation of chips comes after the electronic passports, specific clarification from Valentina Krasheninnikova herself states that the “world passport” will come AFTER the microchips.

If this is the case, then it would make sense that a digital COVID ID/Passport has been in the works, but obviously ONLY if you’ve received the vaccine. And how strange that tattoos are also brought up when it is also an agenda of DARPA and Bill Gates to enforce the Quantum Dot Tattoo.

The sources of Vyacheslav’s claims were shared in a 2011 film documentary stating that all of this will happen. And keep in mind that he died in 1993, 18 YEARS before the documentary came out. And the patent for the Quantum Dot Tattoo didn’t come out until 2019 (again, very interesting timing for “them”… right before COVID hit… Hm…).

For additional information on these interesting correlations, please visit: Russian Prophet Predicted a Mark of the Beast That “Shines” | Says His Mother Will Live to See the Antichrist

It goes into more detail about very specific topics that Vyacheslav has mentioned, and how it lines up with the technologies that are being pushed right now onto humanity.

Below are a few excerpts from some of Vyacheslav’s prophecies, detailing the “world passport”.

The last document will be a world passport, which will be issued in the form of a small plastic card of gray color. Upon receipt of this passport, people will begin to apply special tattoos resembling three sixes. The tattoo will be applied to the forehead or on the right arm. You can’t get rid of this tattoo.”

“5. The formation of a person who believes in technology will lead to a decrease in the intellectual level.

6. The seal of the Antichrist is electronic passports and the subsequent implantation of chips into the body (the creation of cyborgs). All people will receive individual numbers.

7. Through the chips, a person will become completely controlled by the system. Persecution of people who did not want to lose their freedom will begin. Vyacheslav refers to such people as all those who sincerely believe in God. Faith will allow you to maintain a specific thinking that is not affected by information technology.

duhmaga.ru

“Young Vyacheslav said that after the biochip there will be a very nice little gray plate – a world passport. When a person accepts it, he will receive a seal on his hand and forehead. The seal will be in the form of a tattoo, it will be applied with rays, some isotopes, three sixes. God will not forgive anyone who has accepted the seal. At first, the seal will not be visible, but then it will glow green like an electronic scoreboard.”

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“The final step after biochips is to put the seal of the antichrist. Slavochka described the process of putting the seal. They will create and issue a world passport, which will be offered to everyone. It will be a small, grey and very nice looking ID document, as Slavochka said. People will stretch forth their hands to reach for this world passport, usually, it’s the right hand. The equipment will be designed that way so people will have to either stretch forth their right hands for the passport or bend over and put forward their foreheads; it will depend on the type of equipment. There will be different kiosks in different places. These passports will be issued all over the country and across the world.”

“Slavochka said that God will not forgive anyone who receives the seal of the antichrist, not a single person.”

Russian Angel Youth Vyacheslav Film 2 Part 3

According to Vyacheslav Krasheninnikov, those who have received the microchips will automatically get the world passport. He implies that they will be compelled to get it, and all of them, without question, will get it. He has stated that the microchips will control these people, like puppets, and they will do what they are programmed to do.

I realize how “sci-fi” that sounds. But please understand, there are many scientific publications and admissions that shows that this is a major goal and accomplishment of certain governments and globalists.

James Giordano’s lecture is one that I have mentioned multiple times, Microsoft’s involvement to literally program DNA, Craig Venter of the Human Genome Project has admitted to being able to create synthetic biology (not to mention his ties to the COVID vaccines and coincidentally being able to map out genomes and sequence them, and WRITE on genetic codes, and the uncanny revelation that Moderna has a patent created in 2016 of a sequence that matches a portion of COVID… some saying in a 1 in 3 trillion chances of that happening…), Elon Musk’s Neuralink goal, Klaus Schwab/WEF’s 4th Industrial Revolution and IoT/IoB agendas, and so on.

For a brief understanding of what the WEF’s goals are regarding the digitization of the world:

“We are at the beginning of a global transformation that is characterized by the convergence of digital, physical, and biological technologies in ways that are changing both the world around us and our very idea of what it means to be human. The changes are historic in terms of their size, speed, and scope.

This transformation—the Fourth Industrial Revolution—is not defined by any particular set of emerging technologies themselves, but rather by the transition to new systems that are being built on the infrastructure of the digital revolution. As these individual technologies become ubiquitous, they will fundamentally alter the way we produce, consume, communicate, move, generate energy, and interact with one another.

And given the new powers in genetic engineering and neurotechnologies, they may directly impact who we are and how we think and behave.

weforum.org/The Fourth Industrial Revolution

If that’s not all, on page 26 of the WEF’s “Advancing Digital Agency: The Power of Data Intermediaries February 2022” report (which you can read here), they mention a TDA (trusted digital agent) to monitor and mediate authentication and permissions, etc. of an individual’s ability to access certain services.

Under the guise of “at the service of the individual” (and gotta love the title of “TRUSTED” digital agent), this, in essence, gives the power of control to the TDA in order to make decisions on your behalf, for the better good, of course.

“In order to be truly at the service of the individual, a trusted digital agent (TDA) that automates permissions for people and effectively manages their data across different services”

World Economic Forum Document Outlines Plan To Push Digital ID, Vaccine Passports

They indeed seem to be keeping to their word, because recently in France, nearly 4 million people received a notification letting them know that their COVID vaccine passport has been deactivated since they did not receive their booster shot in the appropriate timeframe.

Of course, they shut down their accessibility: “for their own good” in order to remind (prompt) them to get their booster; and, paraphrasing for potential future reference: “or 2nd booster, 3rd booster, 4th booster… oh, and you forgot to pay the annual $200 tax fee for us allowing you to continue breathing, so we’ll have to revoke your passport again and put you on a 7 day termination notice before we eliminate your Terms of Existence. Thank you and have a nice day.”

Now. Again. Who is pushing for these Digital Vaccine Passports?

More quotes from the young prophet Vyacheslav Krasheninnikov (as retold by his mother), just to drive the point home even further (the book was published in 2013):

“And the most important thing that Slavochka said: “Now, at the end of the age, God is counting all genera, and the last, living representative of his kind, or will destroy his kind, or save him. But for this, a person needs to perform a feat – not take the world passport of the world ruler and the seal of Satan.

“Now it’s coming. the time of the feat is not to accept the world passport of the world ruler and the seal of Satan! This sacrifice saves an entire family! one person in the family will accomplish this feat – the entire deceased clan he will be saved! Can you imagine?! A human race sitting in hell, waits with trepidation: Will his latest descendant accept the seal of Satan, or will it not accept?! Now the salvation of our entire race depends on our prayer and on our opposition to the Satanic system.”

Sent by God (Russian pdf) (page 12)

Slavochka was very worried about those people who would go to get a world passport, because they immediately had isotopes. put and print. In the form of a tattoo, isotopes will be applied three small sixes either on the forehead or on the right hand. Then when Slavochka spoke of this, the word “isotopes” was not widely used. And then I first heard this word from Slavochka. and even embarrassed to pronounce it, because even educated people shrugged their shoulders.”

Sent by God (Russian pdf) (page 338-339)

So he said: “Mommy, if a person accepts a chip, it will no longer be a person, but a “doll” controlled by the devil. Whichever thread the devil pulls, the “doll” will do. The devil will pull the string, and these “dolls” will run to get world passports. “It turns out that as soon as the chipped people receive the command, they will all immediately run to get a world passport. and the seal of Satan. And so Slavochka said, “He who accepts the chip, he will definitely accept the seal.” And those people who did not accept the chip, they will still have the opportunity to hide. I have been repeating these words of a young man for 20 years. That’s the most important thing. the main thing that Slavochka wanted to warn people about!

Sent by God (Russian pdf) (page 342)

I remember asking Slavochka about the children: “Slavochka, what are the children guilty of? How’s that? I asked him about children, because children are still small and do not seem to be responsible for their actions. And I will never forget in my life how Slava, putting his hand on his chest and very much so. very worried, he lifted his finger up and said, “Mommy, all those who accept the world passport – God will not forgive anyone!” Therefore, when people come to me and ask: what to do with children? I tell them, “I don’t know. But the boy said, “All of them. Those who accept the world passport – God will not forgive anyone!” The most tragic thing is that, according to the boy: “in some places good people will fall under the seals, and at first they will feel very bad about it, they will experience mental anguish and will be very worried,” because they will understand that they are caught.

Sent by God (Russian pdf) (page 344)

EDITOR’S NOTE: I must admit, I am struggling with this concept as well. I wish I had answers as to God’s decisions on this matter, but sadly, I do not. Perhaps there are more mysteries that we are just not yet meant to understand; but it is something that is, admittedly, hard for me to comprehend. Perhaps it is a means of humbling the satanic forces somehow, to show them that not even they know God’s master plan, but I cannot say for sure. I can only hope and pray for God’s mercy and grace in knowing exactly how to deal with this end times scenario.

And to say that we have never been warned about what is coming is a serious misstep that may very well cost us our own soul. Please heed this advice and do not take the vaccines/boosters (and I would offer a word of caution against injections (of any kind), transplants/transfusions, tattoos, surgeries…) and especially not microchips, etc. and most definitely:

DO NOT TAKE THE WORLD PASSPORT / VACCINE PASSPORT / COVID PASSPORT / DIGITAL ID PASSPORT… etc. It is to trap us in the BEAST SYSTEM.

“This year (2013) marks the 20th anniversary of how I stand and ask people to save their souls, so that they do not betray God and repeat all the same words of the boy: “Do not accept the system of Satan, Do not take its microchips (chips), do not take it worldwide Passport. When obtaining a satanic world passport to people isotopes will be applied to the seal of the world ruler (antichrist) – 666, from which it will be impossible to get rid of. There will be no turning back for the “whispered” people. All people, who have received the Satanic Passport of the World and the seal of the Antichrist, become satan’s slaves. Slavochka said, “God will not forgive anyone, who will accept the seal!”

Sent by God (Russian pdf) (page 619)

Just for further context, in this 624 page book, written in 2013, the word “passport” was written a total of 42 times. Clearly it was one of the main focal points that Vyacheslav Krasheninnikov was concerned about for the well-being of humanity.

Another thing to consider, and another key worry of Vyacheslav before he passed away:

“Mommy, the whole world will be ruined by profit!” These words he said almost constantly, especially in the last year of his life. He said: “Mommy, what did people do with their souls – everyone is benefiting, the whole world will be ruined by profit!” Slavochka was very surprised by this, sad and upset. I don’t know where he got such a subtle sense of it all. He was very worried about people because of their pursuit of profit. It had to be seen!”

Sent by God (Russian pdf) (page 330)

It is obvious that worldly and materialistic pursuits is the main theme behind the beast/antichrist system. The threats to take away all of our comforts – food, shelter, money, travel… not being able to enter restaurants, malls, concerts, sports venues, jobs, schools, theaters, hospitals, etc., etc. –  will set many to walk the “wide path”.

“For the gate is wide and the way is easy that leads to destruction, and those who enter by it are many.”

I don’t know what else to say other than study the Bible, ESPECIALLY the Book of Revelation, understand that “our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms” and pray fervently and diligently to God that you can avoid this satanic attack, and prepare yourself/your loved ones, to get out of this system. Warn others if you can.

If you feel as if you have no time to prepare, then take what you can, and just leave. Go to the country/mountains, get out of the cities, DO NOT BRING TECHNOLOGY.

I realize this may sound like a death sentence, but I assure you, that is not my intention. I would rather die free in God’s good graces, than subject myself to being a controlled slave under the pretense of “saving my life” while falling under the grips of satan and losing my soul for all eternity in the process. Especially if I know that my loved ones’ salvation is at stake as well.

With all of this being said, this will likely be my last post on this website. I have other projects to work on as I prepare to leave this system and get out into the countryside. Here is also a small list of articles that I have written that I believe holds a lot of importance:

Here again is also the pdf version of “Sent by God” that I used earlier to reference some of Vyacheslav Krasheninnikov’s statements. It is in Russian, but it has the ability to highlight text to use an online translator. Thank you so much to a dear reader for leading me to this book.

And for more resources about Vyacheslav and his prophecies, here are a couple of documentaries separated into 4 parts each, subtitled in English – (thank you to bathory911 for making these videos available):

Russian Angel Youth Vyacheslav Film 1

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4

Russian Angel Youth Vyacheslav Film 2

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4

I appreciate everyone who has read/subscribed to this website, and I pray that we all make the right choice. While “running away” may seem counter-productive and seems like we are letting the evil win, just remember that Jesus Himself is calling us “out of the world”; not to continue defending a system that has been implemented and corrupted by these wicked entities to begin with. Most of our lives has entailed chasing profits and materialistic comforts. Jesus Christ had none of that and has urged us to follow Him. Have faith, take up the cross, and Love and forgive one another.

And do not take the mark/seal of the beast – the microchips/world passport.

Lastly, I will leave you with select Bible quotes to reflect upon. (I’m sorry if my attempts may seem a little (or a lot) pretentious, but if it helps cement the severity of the situation, then I don’t mind repeating myself ad nauseam.)

Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—is not of the Father but is of the world. And the world is passing away, and the lust of it; but he who does the will of God abides forever.”1 John 2:15-17

“If you were of the world, the world would love its own. Yet because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.John 15:19

“Jesus answered, “My kingdom is not of this world. If My kingdom were of this world, My servants would fight, so that I should not be delivered to the Jews; but now My kingdom is not from here.”John 18:36

“Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Whoever therefore wants to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God.James 4:4

“And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God. “Romans 12:2

“I will no longer talk much with you, for the ruler of this world is coming, and he has nothing in Me.John 14:30

“Therefore rejoice, O heavens, and you who dwell in them! Woe to the inhabitants of the earth and the sea! For the devil has come down to you, having great wrath, because he knows that he has a short time.” – Revelation 12:12

“We know that whoever is born of God does not sin; but he who has been born of God keeps himself, and the wicked one does not touch him. We know that we are of God, and the whole world lies under the sway of the wicked one.” – 1 John 5:18-19

“And you He made alive, who were dead in trespasses and sins, in which you once walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience, among whom also we all once conducted ourselves in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, just as the others.”Ephesians 2:1-3

Now is the judgment of this world; now the ruler of this world will be cast out. And I, if I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all peoples to Myself.’ This He said, signifying by what death He would die.”John 12:31-33

“And he cried mightily with a loud voice, saying, “Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and has become a dwelling place of demons, a prison for every foul spirit, and a cage for every unclean and hated bird! For all the nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth have become rich through the abundance of her luxury.” And I heard another voice from heaven saying, “Come out of her, my people, lest you share in her sins, and lest you receive of her plagues.Revelation 18:2-4

“For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it. What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul?Matthew 16:25-26

“Be always on the watch, and pray that you may be able to escape all that is about to happen, and that you may be able to stand before the Son of Man.”
– Luke 21:36

I love you all. God bless us.

Come, Lord Jesus.
The grace of the Lord Jesus be with God’s people. Amen.

Confronting My Sanity, My Religion, and My Innocence

(or rather, the loss of all 3)

If you had asked me 10 years ago, ‘where would you be in 10 years’, I never would have thought it’d involve me developing a website dedicated to exposing corruption and preaching about Love and Forgiveness, and speaking about Jesus Christ.

I was off in my own blissful bubble; appreciating the life around me, raising my child, enjoying my job, delving into my hobbies – not a care in the world.

I was happy.

Now don’t get me wrong, I still appreciate my life. I feel happiness during certain times. I enjoy those little moments that we shouldn’t take advantage of but some do anyway.

But there is a stark difference between how I used to fall asleep at night – with what used to be a peaceful slight small smile on my lips, to praying every single night for Jesus Christ to return, sometimes crying myself to sleep.

Recently I’ve had to confront the fact that my life is not the way it used to be before. Not just from a normal part of aging, or growing up, or experience… but from the realization that everything I once thought was real/true, may not be true after all. And the fact that my eyes have been opened into seeing all of the atrocities going on in the world, and it has forced me to come to terms that I need to question everything – even things that were so deeply ingrained in me, but now I realize that it may be at the heart of the matter after all.

Questioning my sanity

As I go deep into some of these rabbit holes – CIA’s Operation Mockingbird, the vaccine/pharma agenda, religion vs. atheism vs. spirituality, freemasons/illuminati, Bilderberg group, the Holocaust, the “great reset”, nwo, etc., etc., etc., it’s made me address the very real possibility that most of what I “KNOW”, is merely all lies and falsehoods.

With a governmental agenda to literally get all Americans to believe that everything is a lie, how do we know, FOR SURE, what is real and what is propagandized?

Whether it’s due to hyper-paranoidism, or perhaps just a better understanding now of how “the world” works, I have come to the point where I actually don’t know what to believe anymore, and I doubt that most of what we are taught through history, in schools, etc. is true. I have come to the point where I honestly think that most of our lives is built on lies – ESPECIALLY when it comes to the government, religion, economics, wars, education…

As I have dug deeper into several institutions and what I DO believe is our actual history, there is only one thing really that connects everything.

And that’s our origins, our beginnings, our belief systems, religion, spirituality, the idea of a God or several gods. This is, as it seems, the core of all of our struggles today.

We may not realize it. In fact, I think billions of people DON’T realize it. They are still in the blissful, and/or unacknowledged matrix that I found myself in 10 years ago. They may know, instinctively, that something is wrong. But they can’t put their finger on it and they dismiss this feeling as an uncomfortable sensation that is better to just tune out than to confront it.

But due to certain circumstances that was actually out of my control, I ended up choosing to confront this uncomfortable awareness. Or rather, I was FORCED to do it.

Thus it led me on a downward spiral that revealed what may be the truth of the matter after all. And as such, my mind has a hard time comprehending it all and sometimes I even question myself on what if everything I’m researching is false. What if my own thoughts is false and I’m feeding into the misinformation campaign? I have actually been GASLIGHTING myself that what I am now coming to believe may not be true after all.

I think it’s an attempt at trying to rationalize all of this information away. What if I’M the one being misled and the world isn’t the way I have come to understand it? But I know that this is just a cop-out and a way of trying to lead me back “into the world”.

And this, ladies and gentlemen, is the source of our problems.

Losing (changing?) my religion…

“18 If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you. 19 If you were of the world, the world would love its own. Yet because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.”John 15:18-19

This verse seems to be the core of what’s going on in the world. “The world” in this context, I believe, is referring to the worldly system set up – not the world as in the planet Earth. It is the whole societal structure that has been set up in an attempt to keep us all in line, and chasing the all-mighty dollar.

It involves the educational institutions, the medical/health industries, politics, economics, financial institutions, trade, stock market… and yes, most of all, RELIGION.

To understand this in better context, you HAVE to come to terms with the idea that there are, indeed, secret societies that exist. Once you can understand this concept, this notion not only becomes believable, but it practically leads all roads down this path and everything starts making sense.

I have touched upon this subject before, but imagine our beginnings, our ancestors, our ACTUAL history. Where did we come from? Imagine if there was a group of people that retained their knowledge of our actual heritage… And what if some of these very same people described in these texts, are still deadset in their ways – and refuse to acknowledge The One, True, Supreme Creator? What if, they are exactly what the Bible describes as those “of the world”?

“23 And He said to them, “You are from beneath; I am from above. You are of this world; I am not of this world. 24 Therefore I said to you that you will die in your sins; for if you do not believe that I am He, you will die in your sins.”John 8:23-24

“43 Why do you not understand My speech? Because you are not able to listen to My word. 44 You are of your father the devil, and the desires of your father you want to do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaks a lie, he speaks from his own resources, for he is a liar and the father of it. 45 But because I tell the truth, you do not believe Me. 46 Which of you convicts Me of sin? And if I tell the truth, why do you not believe Me? 47 He who is of God hears God’s words; therefore you do not hear, because you are not of God.” – John 8:43-47

Now, this is where things get tricky. I usually say something like the following, “I am not religious. But I am spiritual.”

And it’s been something that I’ve actually come to terms with that I don’t belong to one set religion. And that the battle we’re facing is a spiritual warfare. I still hold to that mindset. I also subscribe to the belief that the things of the material world are meant to lead us astray. The “world” that we should be following is Jesus Christ and the teachings of Love and Forgiveness; a divine/holy way of living. Not of things “of the world”. And that includes this whole societal construct most of us are living in right now.

And during my studies through Genesis, couldn’t help but notice the focus that the Lord is making towards wealth, land, nations, kingdoms, etc. …In my view of God, this does not fit. Now, I don’t want to be presumptuous and say that I know who/what God is, but in my heart, I feel as if the God that I am familiar with would not care about material wealth/possessions. It has rather been hard for me to get through this doctrine. So after doing some more research on this matter, came across a group known as the Cathars.

“Of themselves they say: “We are the poor of Christ, who have no fixed abode and flee from city to city like sheep amidst wolves, are persecuted as were the apostles and the martyrs, despite the fact that we lead a most strict and holy life, persevering day and night in fasts and abstinence, in prayers, and in labour from which we seek only the necessities of life. We undergo this because we are not of this world. But you, lovers of the world, have peace with it because you are of the world. False apostles, who pollute the word of Christ, who seek after their own interest, have led you and your fathers astray from the true path. We and our fathers, of apostolic descent, have continued in the Grace of God and shall so remain to the end of time. To distinguish between us and you Christ said “By their fruits you shall know them”. Our fruits consist in following the footsteps of Christ.”

– Source: Cathars and Cathar Beliefs in the Languedoc | Cathar Beliefs

“Cathar theology was essentially Gnostic in nature. They believed that there were two “gods”—one malevolent and one good. The former was in charge of all visible and material things and was held responsible for all the atrocities in the Old Testament. The benevolent god, on the other hand, was the one the Cathars worshipped and was responsible for the message of Jesus. Accordingly, they made every effort to follow the teachings of Jesus as closely as possible.”

– Source: Cathars & Albigenses: What Was Catharism?

This is fascinating to me. While I was researching Genesis, the incredible focus on land, wealth, material possessions, the aroma of burnt offerings pleasing the Lord… just did not resonate with me. I entertained the idea, “What if the God of the Old Testament is different than the God of the New Testament?” I know this is seen as highly blasphemous by a lot of those following Christianity, and again, I am not Christian, per se, but I do whole-heartedly believe in and love Jesus Christ.

So seeing a group known as the Cathars – who were “all” wiped out, incidently – referring to the Old Testament as having a God different than that of the New Testament, blew my mind. And that their stance about the material world being one of evil inclinations and temptations, and the way to divinity is to live in pure, kind compassion with each other and nature – COMPLETELY resonated with me.

Am I a Cathar and am just now learning about it?

Even more interesting, is coming across a prophecy that the very last Cathar made before he was burned alive (since all the Cathars were considered heretics – albeit, to cover up a different reason why they were genocided…)

“In 700 years, when the laurel grows green again” – Guilhem de Belibaste

Historical documentations point to Guilhem de Belibaste being burned allegedy on August 21, 1321 – although that specific date has been debated. But 1321 has been widely accepted and not contested. So if this date is correct, then of course the prophecy points to the year 2021 as being “when the laurel grows green again”.

But what does that mean, exactly? Again, that is up for debate. And no one really knows if this prophecy will come true as it is, and even if it does, what it will entail. So perhaps it is an obscure statement that could apply to a wide variety of possibilities, and it may not even be noticeable at the moment. But if it means what many people think it does, then it would seem a worldwide revival of the Cathar belief system, whether they consciously realize it or not, may be in effect.

Once you lose your innocence, you can’t get it back.

(Or can you?)

When I went down the rabbit hole and started questioning my own sanity and my religion, I realized something that really struck me at what was wrong with how I intrinsically felt inside.

It was the dawning awareness that my naivete, my innocence, my open-eyed wonder of the world, had come to an abrupt halt, and I was now looking at the grim reality around me. The reality that the world that most people strive to be a part of, one that I used to want to be a part of, is one full of traps, pitfalls, wicked deeds that are now being passed off as “good”, and a systematic powerhouse of leading us away from our true purpose.

Once my eyes opened to all of this deception, the lies, the fraud – most of it pointing to a huge spiritual upset – the sorrow that I felt since I knew that my life would never be the same and I would never get back that child-like innocence, swallowed me and left me feeling alone and desolate, and a yearning for the ways that it used to be.

But then, after struggling with this inner turmoil, I came to the resolution that I wouldn’t have it any other way. Now, at least, I am awakening to the horrible atrocities that are committed just to keep the rest of us in the dark. I can step off of this worldly platform and fully dedicate myself to Jesus Christ and His teachings, knowing that I’m doing the right thing. Perhaps this is what must be done in order to raise people’s awareness and spread the message that the spiritual warfare is real, and goes deeper and darker than we think.

Maybe by putting aside this naive gullibility and innocent outlook towards the world, thinking that all of these material enhancements are for our benefit, we can shift our focus onto nature and our true roots – our soul and connection to the Creator.

Although I lost my innocence as a blissfully unaware human, just living my life as best as I can, I have gained an understanding and desire to strive for the Truth, and step out of this harmful paradigm of perpetuating division and materialistic pursuits.

I have asked myself, even though my innocence has been shattered, is there a way I can piece it back together? Not by ignoring all of the situations around us, but by slowly picking up all of these pieces and acknowledging that I can still enjoy the small things in life? The soothing sound of rain falling… A genuine smile from a loved one or stranger… A sweet video of a random act of kindness – or especially initiating the act of kindness ourself…

Maybe I’ve lost my sanity 😛 , maybe even changed my “religion” (although I’m not sure about that yet), and lost my innocence, but I do still have hope and the belief that things will work out in the end anyway. My motto, besides “Love and Forgive”, is “Jesus wins”. So no matter how much darkness seems to surround us, I have faith that “the world” will come to terms to its reality eventually and get back on the right track.

With that being said, my life may not be the same as it was before. And I may miss it at times, but to me, this just means that I’m heading in the right direction.

“20 That, however, is not the way of life you learned 21 when you heard about Christ and were taught in him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. 22 You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; 23 to be made new in the attitude of your minds; 24 and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.” – Ephesians 4:20-24

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